395. Chapter 495: If You Can't Love Now

Love? Tian Shaoyin knew very well that he loved Ling Yanbing, it was because he loved her that he married her, and it was precisely because he loved her that he kept hiding the truth.

Thinking back to everything Le Chen said just now, it turned out that Ling Wanli was not Ling Yanbing's biological father at all, and there was no blood relationship between them at all.

This news is undoubtedly great news for Tian Shaoyin, he has liked Ling Yanbing for a long time, not just to take revenge, he has always wanted to love Ling Yanbing wholeheartedly, without any selfishness.

In fact, he really did it, but whenever he dreamed back at midnight, whenever he remembered what happened eighteen years ago, he would inexplicably add his hatred for Ling Wanli to Ling Yanbing.

There is only one reason why he hates Ling Yanbing, and that is that she is Ling Wanli's daughter! It's because of this identity that he can't choose, so he hates her to the bone and tortures her in every way.

If he had known that she was not Ling Wanli's daughter, then he would not have treated her so much at all.

Maybe it was destined in the dark, if he had known all this, maybe he wouldn't have chosen to take Ling Yanbing as the so-called target of revenge, maybe he would be with Ling Jinfeng, a vicious woman, for revenge.

If that's the case, it's a great torment for both body and mind.

Tian Shaoyin has never doubted her identity since he met Ling Yanbing, he has always thought that Ling Yanbing is Ling Wanli's daughter, because Ling Yanbing insisted that he is Yan'er, he also asked Zhuo Yu to investigate, but he didn't find anything, just found the false fact that Ling Yanbing is Ling Wanli's daughter.

It seems that Ling Wanli was prepared early in the morning, so he deliberately faked Ling Yanbing's life experience, and what he did was nothing more than wanting to use Ling Yanbing as a shield to save his own life.

"Damn! Ling Wanli, it turns out that you are so damned, how can I forgive you for doing this! Tian Shaoyin clenched his fists angrily, he couldn't tolerate being tricked like this, it was Ling Wanli's deliberately created fake life experience that made him have so many misunderstandings between him and Ling Yanbing for no reason, everything was him, he was the initiator of all misunderstandings!

Just because of this damn identity, he couldn't let go for a long time, and let him hurt Ling Yanbing again and again, almost making a big mistake.

"There are few days." Zhuo Yu walked in, he saw Le Chen leave just now, and he guessed that they must have finished saying everything that should be said.

"Zhuo Yu, immediately take someone to the madhouse to find Ling Wanli, I want Ling Wanli to die!" Tian Shaoyin immediately commanded, if he didn't know these things, he could still let Ling Wanli go for the sake of Ling Yanbing temporarily, but now that he already knew, the fact was that Ling Yanbing was not Ling Wanli's biological daughter at all!

"Tianshao, why do you want to do this all of a sudden?" Zhuo Yu looked at Tian Shaoyin with a puzzled expression, what happened to make him suddenly make such a decision.

Tian Shaoyin snorted and said, "Ling Wanli, he dares to deceive me, Yan Bing is not his biological daughter at all, she is just an orphan he adopted from Tianxi Orphanage, and there is no blood relationship between them at all!" ”

"What? How so? Zhuo Yu was very surprised, he had been entrusted by Tian Shaoyin to investigate, it seemed that it was all arranged by Ling Wanli in advance, so what he investigated was all fake.

"Ling Wanli actually used Yan Bing as his shield, obviously there is no blood relationship, he even dares to do that!" Tian Shaoyin clenched his fists angrily, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he felt.

"Tianshao, so you want Ling Wanli to die?" Zhuo Yu asked tentatively.

"Yes, I want him dead!" Tian Shaoyin clenched his teeth.

Zhuo Yu frowned slightly, and said with a solemn face: "Tianshao, I can understand your feelings, but have you thought about it, if you really kill Ling Wanli, will Ling Yanbing hate you for the rest of your life?" ”

Tian Shaoyin frowned coldly and snorted: "He is not her biological father, why does she hate me!" It's not that she doesn't know what Ling Wanli did eighteen years ago! I killed him to avenge my father, and that was right! ”

Zhuo Yu said in a deep voice: "Yes, Tianshao, you are avenging your father, you are righteous, but Ling Yanbing may not think so, although Ling Wanli is only her adoptive father, this does not mean that there is no father-daughter relationship between them." You should also know that Ling Yanbing is kind by nature, she is not a ruthless person, she can't watch her father being killed without asking. ”

"......" Tian Shaoyin was stunned for a moment, it is true that Ling Yanbing's character is like this.

Zhuo Yu continued: "Tianshao, in fact, you and Ling Yanbing are very similar, you are both adopted, you treat your mother as a relative, and Ling Yanbing also treats Ling Wanli as her own relative. You will not allow Ling Yanbing to hurt your mother, and Ling Yanbing will not allow you to hurt her father, it has nothing to do with whether or not there is a blood relationship, the grace of nurturing is often greater than the grace of childbirth. ”

Tian Shaoyin sighed helplessly, "I understand, for the sake of Yan Bing, I can't kill Ling Wanli yet." ”

Zhuo Yu said in a deep voice: "Tianshao, in fact, Ling Wanli's life is more painful than death now, he lives in fear every day, for fear that one day you will kill him, death may be a relief for him." ”

Tian Shaoyin pursed the corners of his lips, "Zhuo Yu, you're right, since Ling Wanli likes to pretend to be crazy, then I'll see him continue to pretend to be crazy for the rest of his life!" Anyway, now he's alive and dead! ”

"Tianshao, you have already met Le Chen, presumably he told you everything, do you still suspect that Ling Yanbing did it on purpose?" Zhuo Yu turned his head to look at Tian Shaoyin.

"It doesn't really matter if it's intentional or not, it's a fact that she hit my mom with a car, a fact that I tried so hard to cover up." Tian Shaoyin turned to look at Zhuo Yu, "If I only thought that she did it on purpose, then I wouldn't hide the fact that Yan Bing hit someone, I would have made it public a long time ago." ”

"Zhuo Yu, do you really think that I am covering up this truth for the sake of a vanity face? I'm not afraid of people saying that I led a wolf into the house and made my mother into a vegetative state, what I'm afraid of is the endless accusations from outsiders, and if Yan Bing hears it, she will definitely collapse. I don't want Yan Bing to be pointed at by a thousand people. Tian Shaoyin clenched his fists, from the moment Ling Yanbing hit Tian Xiangyi, he was put in a dilemma, whether it was advancing or retreating, it was difficult for him.

"I understand." Zhuo Yu nodded, he could understand Tian Shaoyin's situation at this moment.

Tian Shaoyin's brows furrowed tightly, "I believe that time can forget everything, and it can make me completely forgive Yan Bing." However, the premise of all this is that my mom can wake up as soon as possible, and if she doesn't wake up for a day, I can't forgive her, you know? Now I don't even know how to face her, but when I see her, I think of the scene where she drove into my mother, whether intentionally or unintentionally, that scene haunts me like a nightmare that I can't escape. ”

"Hopefully." Zhuo Yu expected, he knew that now Tian Xiangyi was the biggest knot between Tian Shaoyin and Ling Yanbing, as long as Tian Xiangyi didn't wake up for a day, Tian Shaoyin couldn't let go of the knot and get back together with Ling Yanbing.

Tian Shaoyin walked out, got into the car directly, and rushed towards the Tianjia Villa.

When I came to the Heavenly Villa, the night had already fallen, and the night was overwhelming, making people's hearts feel more lonely.

Although she can't forgive Ling Yanbing now, at least Tian Shaoyin has understood the reason why Ling Yanbing met Le Chen, she didn't betray him, so she didn't suspect murder.

Thinking of his cold questioning before, I couldn't help but feel a little regretful, Ling Yanbing must have been very sad at the beginning.

Although I can't forgive her yet, I am inexplicably worried about her now and don't want her to bear everything alone.

Tian Shaoyin walked quickly to the outside of Ling Yanbing's room, and he saw that the lights were not turned on in the room.

He opened the door gently, and he didn't plan to turn on the light, because he didn't want to wake Ling Yanbing, he just wanted to watch her quietly.

Walked over cautiously step by step, although the room was pitch black, Tian Shaoyin was very clear about the furnishings in the room, and he soon came to the bedside.

At this time, Ling Yanbing had already fallen asleep, and Tian Shaoyin looked at Ling Yanbing, her eyes were slightly closed, her long eyelashes, her small and delicate nose, and her lips were slightly pursed.

Although the lights were not turned on, he could guess that Ling Yanbing was actually very haggard now, and she had been haunted by that incident.

Tian Shaoyin bent down and gently caressed Ling Yanbing's face with his big hand, remembering everything that had happened before.

Because she was Ling Wanli's daughter, he treated her like a demon on the day of the engagement banquet, which turned out to be wrong from the beginning.

She was innocent, and it was only he who drew her into this hatred that made her so painful.

Now he already knew that Ling Wanli was not her biological father, and it turned out that they were not related by blood at all. The hatred of the past has long since vanished.

"I'm sorry." Thinking back to the previous things, Tian Shaoyin's tears couldn't help but fall and drip on Ling Yanbing's face.

Tears made Ling Yanbing wake up, she didn't open her eyes, she knew that it was Tian Shaoyin.

It's just that she doesn't understand why he's crying? Is it because his mother is wearing makeup? Who is that sorry for?

At this time, silence is better than sound, Tian Shaoyin wanted to hug Ling Yanbing tightly and tell her, "Yanbing, I love you." ”

It's just that something like this happened, how should Tian Shaoyin love? When I see her, I will think of the heavenly makeup that has become a vegetative person lying in the hospital.

He felt that his kindness to Ling Yanbing was a great unfilial piety.

Ling Yanbing still closed her eyes tightly, not even daring to breathe obviously, she understood what Tian Shaoyin was thinking in her heart at this moment. Maybe his heart was just as entangled, but he couldn't find a reason to forgive her.

If you can't love now, then bury your love for the time being, and dig it out when you can love one day.