I wanted to know so much at the beginning, desperate to find the answer, but now I really know, but this is the result.

Does fate always like to play tricks on people like this, making people suffer and lose. Every time I fell from heaven to hell, my heart was really tired.

Ling Yanbing's whole body was curled up in the corner, she completely lost hope for the future, she naturally died, Tianming also died, and the culprit of all this turned out to be herself.

She could never forgive herself, and she clenched her palm, letting herself feel the pain, and perhaps the pain would make her remember it more.

Tian Shaoyin guarded her quietly like this, he didn't know if time would heal her wounds and make her forget everything.

He really wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know how to comfort her.

He said he wanted to protect her, but he repeatedly put her in harm's way.

He couldn't help but wonder if it was because he met him that brought her misfortune, and if he hadn't met him, would she be very happy now.

If he hadn't taken revenge and approached Ling Yanbing at the beginning, wouldn't everything have happened?

Maybe Ling Yanbing and Liu Jingqing will be very happy together.

And all he brought to her was harm, from knowing from her to now, the harm he brought her was far greater than happiness, even if he was her Ruoshui brother? What if they have memories of fifteen years ago! Is he qualified to hurt her?

He used to be a demon who would only bring her endless harm, and everything that happened to her now was also indirectly caused by him.

People cannot be resurrected from death, and what has happened cannot change anything at all.

He never wanted her to know the truth, but now that she did, she would be very guilty of herself. What can be done to make her better, as long as Ling Yanbing can forget the pain, no matter what he is asked to do, Tian Shaoyin is willing!

They spent the night quietly with each other like this, this night, Ling Yanbing had already thought very clearly, she was completely disheartened, she didn't want to live in this world anymore, and she wanted to end it all as soon as possible.

It's just that Tian Shaoyin has always been by her side, and she can't even die if she wants to.

Suddenly, a terrible thought appeared in Ling Yanbing's mind, yes, just do it, just leave him silently.

At this time, it was already dawn outside, Ling Yanbing stood up and walked in front of Tian Shaoyin, "Shaoyin, I want to see the sea." ”

"Look at the sea?" Tian Shaoyin looked at Ling Yanbing in surprise, is this the answer she has been thinking about all night? She just wants to see the sea?

"Will you come with me?" Ling Yanbing was worried that Tian Shaoyin would not agree, so she deliberately pursed the corners of her mouth and squeezed out a smile, "I feel very bored, maybe after seeing the sea, my mood will be better." ”

"Okay, I'll take you right away." Tian Shaoyin didn't hesitate, and he didn't think much about it, he thought maybe she just wanted to relax.

He took Ling Yanbing's hand and walked out together.

They got into the car together, it was not very far from the sea, and after about half an hour, they came to the beach.

The seaside is very cold, there is hardly a figure here, when she came to the beach, Ling Yanbing sat on the beach, she looked at the sea not far away with one hand on her cheek, it should be beautiful to die here.

The sea breeze kept blowing on Ling Yanbing's face, blowing her hair, and covering her eyes from time to time.

"Yan Bing, are you cold? If it's cold, let's go back to the car. Tian Shaoyin couldn't help asking.

"It's not cold, I don't feel cold at all." Ling Yanbing shook her head, her heart was completely cold, and there was anything cold she could feel.

Tian Shaoyin looked at the sea in the distance, which was very close to the sea, less than two meters, and the fresh sea breeze on his face seemed to be better.

Ling Yanbing raised her eyes to look at Tian Shaoyin, "Shaoyin, I'm a little thirsty, can you go to the place we just passed by and buy me a cup of milk tea?" ”

Tian Shaoyin responded, "Okay, I'll be back soon, wait for me here, don't walk around." ”

"Go ahead, remember to add a lot of sugar to milk tea, I like sweet," Ling Yanbing smiled at Tian Shaoyin: "Also, I will wait for you here obediently." ”

"I'll be back soon." Tian Shaoyin glanced at Ling Yanbing deeply, then quickly turned around and ran towards the bubble tea shop over there.

That bubble tea shop is some distance away, and he won't be coming back right away.

Looking at Tian Shaoyin's distant back, Ling Yanbing shook her head helplessly, "I'm sorry, Shaoyin." ”

She got up, walked forward, and at last came to the beach, where she took off her shoes and walked barefoot into the sea.

The sea breeze was cold, the sea was cold, cold to the bone, but her heart was already numb with pain, and the cold water could not stop her from moving forward.

"I'm sorry, Shaoyin, just let me leave this world quietly, don't be sad, we have been separated for fifteen years, I can meet you again, I am very satisfied, forgive my selfishness and willfulness, I really don't want to face the future life, as long as I close my eyes, I will think of the death of nature and Tianming, I want to live in a dream all the time, but reality does not allow it, every time I wake up, I have to face the cruel reality."

"I don't want to face reality anymore, so I chose to escape, now I'm going to find our children, naturally and Tianming they are waiting for me, I will meet them soon." Ling Yanbing strode forward, the water getting deeper and deeper, gradually reaching her knees.

Scenes from the past come to mind.

I remember when she was a child, she was very afraid of water, so she rarely went to places with water to play, and once she almost drowned, but fortunately Xiao Ruoshui saved her.

I still remember that day Xiao Ruoshui took Yan'er's hand mysteriously, "Yan'er, go, I'll take you to a fun place." ”

"What kind of place is it? Brother Ruoshui. Yan'er blinked her big watery eyes and looked at Xiao Ruoshui with a look of longing.

Xiao Ruoshui still sold Guanzi, "I can't tell you for the time being, in short, you just go with me, I promise that I won't let you down!" ”

"Okay, I'll go with you, I'm sure Brother Ruoshui won't lie to me." Yan'er looked up at Xiao Ruoshui, at that time she believed in him so much and never doubted it.

Xiao Ruoshui took Yan'er's hand, and the two of them came to Qingshui Lake together, Xiao Ruoshui said triumphantly: "Yan'er, do you see that this place is beautiful?" This is my newfound secret base. You see, there are a lot of fish in this lake. ”

"Wow! There are really a lot of fish belching...... "Yan'er looked at the red carp swimming around in the lake, and clapped her hands happily, "These carp are so beautiful......

"If you like, I'll catch a few for you. When I came here the other day, I found a fishing net that no one else wanted, and I quietly put it away, and now I'm going to get it. After speaking, Xiao Ruoshui quickly turned around and ran forward.

"Little carp, hello, I'm Yan'er, we meet for the first time today, can we be good friends?" Yan'er bent over and plunged her hand into the lake, wanting to touch the fish in the water.

Unexpectedly, her feet slipped and her body tilted, and she actually fell into the water with her head, and she took a sip of lake water.

When she finally got up, her feet were covered with mud, and she sank deeper and deeper, unable to get out of the lake at all.

"Help, Brother Ruoshui, save ......" The more you struggle, the faster you fall. The lake quickly went up her neck and over her head until it completely submerged her.

Just when Yan'er thought that she must be dead, Xiao Ruoshui suddenly rushed over, he dropped the fishing net in his hand, jumped into the lake without hesitation to save her, and also learned the picture on TV and gave Yan'er artificial respiration.

Ling Yanbing's first kiss was actually not there at that time.

"Yan'er, wake up, wake up, don't scare me, don't die......" Xiao Ruoshui was so anxious that tears flowed out, and he suddenly remembered the plot often played on TV, after falling into the water, you must have mouth-to-mouth artificial respiration.

Xiao Ruoshui took a deep breath hard, then held up Yan'er's head, pinched her mouth, and did artificial respiration on her over and over again, silently reciting in her heart, "Yan'er wake up, wake up......"

Sure enough, Yan'er woke up, she opened her eyes slightly, and saw Xiao Ruoshui's mouth kissing her lips, and she couldn't help but subconsciously push Xiao Ruoshui away.

"Yan'er, you're awake, great!" Xiao Ruoshui finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"What did you just do to me?" Yan'er gently touched her lips with her hand, she seemed to have gone to the ghost gate just now, and suddenly another pair of hands pulled her tightly, kept calling her name, and pulled her back from the ghost gate.

It must be Xiao Ruoshui, he saved her.

Xiao Ruoshui straightened up, "I did artificial respiration on you just now." ”

"I don't know what artificial respiration is, I only know that Brother Ruoshui kissed me just now." Yan'er blushed and said shyly: "Brother Ruoshui, you kissed me, that was my first kiss." ”

"That was my first kiss, too." Xiao Ruoshui pursed her lips.

"Brother Ruoshui, I want you to be responsible!" Yan'er stretched out her little hand and pointed at Xiao Ruoshui.

Xiao Ruoshui took a step forward, held Yan'er's little hand, and smiled slightly: "Don't worry, even if you don't say it, I will be responsible, I will definitely marry you as my wife when I grow up!" ”

Looking back on the past, my eyes were wet unconsciously, but I didn't expect it to be fifteen years.

Yan'er and Xiao Ruoshui have grown up, they each have a new identity, she has become Ling Yanbing, and he has become Tian Shaoyin.

Although they really got together in the end and got married. However, the twists and turns experienced in this process are not understandable to ordinary people.

Everything was so beautiful when she was a child, but now she doesn't want Tian Shaoyin to save her again, so let her die quietly alone, and it's best not to even find the body by him.

She was tired and just wanted to sleep forever and go to another world to find nature and the sky.

She didn't take good care of them when she was alive, she didn't be a good mother, hoping to make up for it when she died.