452. Chapter 461: Let's Get a Divorce.
Step by step, she walked towards the deep sea, the sea water was already above her thighs, she used to have an abnormal fear of water, but now she is not afraid at all, she just hopes that this can be ended as soon as possible, so that she can go to another world to accompany nature and Tianming.
Tian Shaoyin hurriedly ran to the milk tea shop, "Have a cup of milk tea and add more sugar." ”
"Sir, the milk tea you wanted." The waiter handed the milk tea to Tian Shaoyin.
Tian Shaoyin didn't have change with him, so he directly took out a hundred-yuan bill and handed it over, "No need to look for it." ”
He took the cup of hot milk tea and hurried back.
But when he returned there, he couldn't see Ling Yanbing at all.
"Yan'er? Where did she go? Tian Shaoyin looked around, but he didn't find Ling Yanbing's figure, how could he think that Ling Yanbing came here just to commit suicide.
"Yan Bing!" Tian Shaoyin shouted, and finally inadvertently caught Ling Yanbing's figure, she was actually alone in the sea, at this time the sea water had already reached her waist, only her snow-white shadow was seen, and her back looked so sad.
The milk tea in his hand suddenly fell to the ground, he should have thought that Ling Yanbing suddenly became so calm, something must have happened, it turned out that she wanted to die, just now she asked him to buy milk tea, but she deliberately broke him away.
"Yan Bing, don't!" Tian Shaoyin shouted, and then ran towards the sea, he had to stop all this, she couldn't die, if she died, then there would be no point in him living.
The cold sea water has made the body numb, but why is the heart still so painful, like a knife, Ling Yanbing can't forget that she killed her child, she is the culprit, unforgivable!
"Yan Bing......" Tian Shaoyin shouted as he quickly ran towards Ling Yan Bing.
It was his voice, he was calling her, he finally found her, Ling Yanbing thought that she could leave silently, but she didn't expect to let Tian Shaoyin see it.
Even if he sees it, he can't stop it, she is going with a certain heart of death, she doesn't want to live in this world anymore.
Ling Yanbing didn't stop walking, she still walked forward, the sea water gradually passed the position of Ling Yanbing's shoulder, and soon she could be relieved.
"Yan'er! You stop! Can you really bear to leave me like this! Tian Shaoyin shouted loudly, he hated that he couldn't fly in front of her at once and pull her back to the shore, he was afraid that if he was one step too late, she would really die.
Ling Yanbing couldn't help but stop, that's right, she is Yan'er, Brother Ruoshui's favorite Yan'er, and Brother Ruoshui is also her favorite person.
Ling Yanbing looked back at Tian Shaoyin, "Brother Ruoshui, goodbye, Yan'er will go first." ”
"Yan'er...... Don't go any further. At this time, Tian Shaoyin was still five or six meters away from Ling Yanbing's location, and he couldn't immediately rush over and pull Ling Yanbing back.
"Don't come over again...... Ling Yanbing bit her lip tightly, tears falling silently, "I've already decided, I'm going to find our child, Brother Ruoshui, go back, just let me leave quietly alone." ”
"Okay, I'm not going to go over anymore, you come slowly, okay? It's dangerous there. Tian Shaoyin stopped, not daring to take another step forward, for fear that Ling Yanbing would die in the next moment.
"I'm not a good daughter, I'm not a good wife, I'm not a qualified mother, what qualifications do I have to live in this world?" At this time, Ling Yanbing was completely disheartened, "Let me die, only my death is worthy of the dead Tianming and natural ......"
"No, you can't do that!" Tian Shaoyin hurriedly said: "Nature and Tianming died, you are very sad, I am also sad, but death cannot solve everything, I believe that Nature and Tianming will never be willing to let their mother commit suicide because of their death." ”
"I don't know how to face the rest of my life, I don't want to live in a dream all the time, just let me go! It's a relief for me, and you can fulfill me. If Brother Ruoshui loves Yan'er the most, he won't even agree to Yan'er's last request. Ling Yanbing's tone was low, and her eyes were full of sadness.
"No, I can't live without you! Come back, come back! Tian Shaoyin strode forward, he couldn't let Ling Yanbing leave this world like this, leave him.
"I'm sorry, Brother Ruoshui, if there is an afterlife, I hope we can meet again, and I hope we can still be husband and wife." After speaking, Ling Yanbing turned around, closed her eyes, and took a big step forward.
As she had expected, the water quickly swept over her head, drowning her entirely.
She didn't have the will to survive at all, she gave up the struggle completely, and only felt that her body was sinking, as if something was pulling her, and she kept falling, it was death.
It's great to finally be able to leave this world, to finally be away from those pains, to see nature and heaven in another world.
"Yan Bing!" Tian Shaoyin quickly dived into the water, and then swam towards Ling Yanbing, he couldn't let her die, he said that he would protect her for the rest of his life, how could he let go of her hand at this time.
They are husband and wife, this life has just begun, how can it end so quickly, they will be together forever in this life!
Ling Yanbing had already lost consciousness, Tian Shaoyin soon happened to her in the water, he grabbed Ling Yanbing's hand that was constantly falling, and forcefully supported her body to make her surface, avoiding drinking more seawater, and then quickly swam towards the shore.
Finally arrived at the shore, Tian Shaoyin put Ling Yanbing on the beach, her face was pale, as if she was dead.
"Yan Bing, don't scare me, you'll be fine, you won't ......" Tian Shaoyin picked up Ling Yanbing's little face and kept doing artificial respiration on her.
But she still didn't wake up.
Tian Shaoyin pressed Ling Yanbing's abdomen hard, she spat out a mouthful of seawater, and then opened her eyes slightly, and the vision in front of her changed from blurry to clear.
She saw that Tian Shaoyin was by her side, and he looked at her worriedly.
It turned out that she didn't die, and she was saved by Tian Shaoyin again.
"Yan Bing, you're awake, it's great!" Tian Shaoyin hugged Ling Yanbing's body tightly, and she finally woke up. He was so afraid of losing her, the moment she was completely submerged by the sea, his heart was completely cold, he was really afraid that she would die like this, so how should he live, and what was the point of living!
"Why don't you let me die?" Ling Yanbing pushed away Tian Shaoyin, and then stood up, why didn't she let her die if she wanted to, being alive was just a painful torment for her, and only death was relief for her.
"You are my wife, I am your husband, and on that basis, I cannot let you die!" Tian Shaoyin grabbed Ling Yanbing's shoulders and stared into her eyes.
"I'm not a good wife, I killed our children, Shaoyin, do you blame me?" Ling Yanbing held Tian Shaoyin's hand on her left shoulder, "Can you beat me?" Beat me for the dead child! ”
"I don't blame you! I won't hit you, I only blame myself! It's me who didn't protect you and the child! Tian Shaoyin quickly withdrew his hand, how could he bear to beat her, she was the person he loved the most.
"No, it has nothing to do with you, everything happened because of my willfulness, and I don't want to be forgiven." Ling Yanbing could never forget what had happened recently, and she fell into deep self-blame.
"Don't say it, let's go home, I won't let you do stupid things again!" Tian Shaoyin couldn't help but pick up Ling Yanbing by the waist, and then strode forward.
Her whole body was soaked with seawater, the cold wind kept blowing, her little face was pale from the cold, and if she continued like this, she would definitely be sick.
At first, Ling Yanbing wanted to struggle, but finally gave up, she knew that if she was hidden one day, she would definitely not be able to die.
was hugged tightly by Tian Shaoyin like this, and his chest was still so warm and firm, making her feel that she could rely on it with peace of mind. It's just that the pain in her heart made her lose the courage to face the future, and she doesn't know if there is a future.
Tian Shaoyin quickly carried Ling Yanbing back to the car, there was an air conditioner in the car, and there were also pillows and quilts, Tian Shaoyin covered Ling Yanbing's body with a quilt, he wouldn't let her hurt him again.
Tian Shaoyin quickly drove away from the beach, he blamed himself for being too stupid, he didn't notice Ling Yanbing's abnormality, he actually sent her to the beach in person, giving her a chance to commit suicide.
Fortunately, he found out early and saved her, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable, if she died like this, how could he forgive himself!
Soon returned to the Tianjia Villa, Tian Shaoyin got out of the car, went directly to the other side of the car, and carried Ling Yanbing out with the quilt.
He hugged Ling Yanbing, who was wrapped in a quilt, and came directly to the room, gently placed her on the bed, and then covered her with the quilt.
Ling Yanbing didn't say a word, just looked at the ceiling, although she didn't die and was saved by Tian Shaoyin, but this didn't change anything.
Her heart still hurts, she is afraid to face reality, because the pain weighs her breathless, and she is also afraid that if she closes her eyes, she will enter the dream, because the perfection of the dream will make her even more unable to accept the reality. She couldn't allow herself to survive both dreams and reality at the same time.
If there is a dream, why should there be reality, and since the reality is so cruel, why give her a sweet dream.
Tian Shaoyin held Ling Yanbing's hand and said softly: "Yanbing, close your eyes, sleep well, don't think about anything, I will always be by your side." ”
"I don't want to sleep," Ling Yanbing frowned, she was just afraid that she would dream again.
"Why don't you do this, and I'll tell you a story?" Tian Shaoyin took a deep breath, he would still tell the story that he had told hundreds of times in front of Yan'er, and he remembered that every time he told it, Yan'er would laugh.
"Once upon a time there was a gluttonous who was going on a trip to a far away place, and she filled her bag with delicious food. Just as she was about to ......"
Ling Yanbing suddenly interrupted Tian Shaoyin's words, and sat up directly, "Shaoyin, let's get a divorce." ”