My childhood was raised in an orphanage, monotonous and lacklustre, but fortunately with Gu Zhe, I can imagine the outside world from his words, where there are blue skies and white clouds, seas and mountains, and bluer skies.

Gu Zhe followed me all day long, and our relationship was like the big elm tree in the orphanage, constantly growing, experiencing wind and rain, and gradually becoming unbreakable and inseparable in daily life.

If there is a trace of gratitude to fate, I am grateful that he sent Gu Zhe to me, this boy has a sunny smile, angelic eyes, and a qiē that I don't have.

I'm lucky to have Gu Zhe, and Gu Zhe is fortunate to have me.

I spent my childhood in an orphanage, I went to middle school, which was a different place, completely different from the orphanage, and it was only then that I realized that my father and mother were two people, and some children could have different toys. I also want to thank the aunt in the orphanage for letting me and Gu Zhe go out to study despite public opinion, which is not a simple matter because it requires a lot of money.

Money has become something that I have to worry about before and after the crossing, it is hateful, but I can't do without him. Before the crossing, the money was used to read and eat, and after the crossing, the money was used to maintain the livelihood of a small yard and maintain the unity of a family.

I don't want to admit it, and I don't want to admit it, Gu Zhe seems to be more important in my heart than my current brothers, he is the softest place in my heart, but, but, I will never see him again.

Middle school is a strange place, in the orphanage I protect Gu Zhe, I am Gu Zhe's umbrella, but out of the orphanage, Gu Zhe protects me, Gu Zhe is my umbrella. I dreamed of a colorful world, but the real world was too colorful. It makes me dizzy and dizzy.

At this time, Gu Zhe is no longer the child holding a teddy bear crying in the orphanage, as if it changed overnight, Gu Zhe has become tall and handsome, like a young shoot that has just broken through the ground, greedily absorbing sunlight and nutrients, and striving to grow upward. It seems that I can't wait to grow into a towering tree.

The days of middle school are simple and rich. Gu Zhe and I try to save food and drink every day, Gu Zhe has continuously achieved results in the school, the province, and the national mathematics competitions, and I have also emerged in different composition and speech competitions. Tuition is waived and living expenses are waived.

My previous boy's watermelon head was replaced by long hair, and Gu Zhe's small flat head became oblique bangs.

Gu Zhe and I have grown up and grown up. When he grew up, he dreamed of going to the ends of the earth, and Gu Zhe didn't know where to get a bicycle. The bicycle has a very sturdy back seat, Gu Zhe took me all over the small county, and he also promised me to wait until I had money in the future. You must walk all over the mountains and rivers, go to the ends of the earth to see the sunset, and watch the flowers bloom and fall. Go and see the clouds rolling clouds.

At that time, the future was still colorful and beautiful, and the future at that time was still colorful and colorful.

I still miss the bike that I don't know how many hands I have tinkered with. Although the chain often falls off and the wheels are not round, Gu Zhe jumped to his feet and scolded the small vendor who sold him the bicycle, but I stood next to him and was so happy at that time.

One thing I have to say is that it's a joke and a sweetness in my memory. It may be that the orphanage life is malnourished, I came late for my period, and when I came to that day, I ran to the door of Gu Zhe's class in fear and looked at Gu Zhe. Gu Zheteng stood up, thinking that I was being bullied, and he grabbed my hand to avenge me, I whispered in his ear: "Gu Zhe, I'm going to die, don't forget the dozens of dollars I hid under the bed in the orphanage." ”

Gu Zhe was also panicked, he didn't know what I was talking about, but he knew that I loved money the most, and he actually told all the private money, something big must have happened.

A burst of pain hit, I felt the world spinning, passed out, and when I woke up, the person was already lying in the hospital, and this time it was Gu Zhe's turn to sit next to me and look at me.

I asked, "Am I going to die?" “

Gu Zhe saw me wake up, and said with tears in his eyes: "Where is the stupid talk, it's just a menstrual cycle." “

I wondered, "What is a menstrual cycle?" “

Gu Zhe's face turned red all of a sudden, coughed a few times, stood up, paced around the ward a few times, pondered the vocabulary, and then turned his face and explained seriously like a biology teacher.

At this time, my face was red, and I longed for a crack in the ground to get into, but Gu Zhe seemed to be nothing, first explained the pros and cons of the shallow and deep outs twice, and finally asked me if I understood?

I don't know how to answer, I'm embarrassed to answer clearly, and I'm afraid that Gu Zhe will say it again if I don't understand the answer.

Since then, there will always be a bag of brown sugar lying in my bag, and even the sanitary napkins are bought by Gu Zhe, at the beginning, Gu Zhe was a little embarrassed to buy it, but after a long time, Gu Zhe became thick-skinned.

The salesman looked at Gu Zhe and couldn't help but say, "Now the child, you have to pay attention in the future, how old are you to buy this for your girlfriend, hey." The tone was full of emotion, and the people were not ancient, and the world was declining.

Gu Zhe said nonchalantly: "Who said that I bought it for my girlfriend, can't I use it myself?" ”

The salesman shook his head and asked, "What are you doing with this stuff?" ”

Gu Zhe said with a blushing face and a heartbeat: "I often say on TV that I can ride a bicycle and swim if I buy this thing, but I don't know how to swim yet, so why don't you buy a bag and try it." ”

Gu Zhe and I passed the junior high school smoothly, without many twists and turns, but just breeding good wishes and visions for the future, that was my purest season, the time I miss the most.

In high school, Gu Zhe became more and more sharp, invincible in literature and science, sometimes I couldn't help but want to pry his head open to see what the structure was inside, and at the same time his personality was flamboyant and handsome, as if all the advantages in the world were occupied by this boy who smiled and looked good. Gu Zhe attracted a lot of female classmates, so I, a person who was inseparable from Gu Zhe, became the target of public criticism, and many girls pointed behind my back and foul language, which made me cry and laugh, but after my clarification. The female classmates greatly improved my senses, and the love letters passed through my hand one after another and handed them to Gu Zhe.

I want to be honest about my greed for money, a love letter costs ten yuan, and the highest bidder will pass it on to the best bidder, so I can earn a lot of money every week, I am afraid that Gu Zhe will be angry when he knows about this matter, but there is no wall that does not leak. Gu Zhe still knew. I thought he was going to cry and make a fuss. scolded me for being greedy for money, but Gu Zhe was only slightly stunned, and then asked me to have dinner with a smile. I often exhale, feeling that this is a testimony of the affection between me and Gu Zhe's buddies.

Later, I learned that there are some people who have no bottom line for connivance and doting, and it was I who later learned out. So I couldn't see the sadness that was hidden in Gu Zhe's eyes at that time.

Gu Zhe has beaten people for me, and he has been beaten by others. I think it's right, because in my eyes, Gu Zhe is still the little boy with a runny nose next to my bedside, and he hasn't changed after so many years. Gu Zhe is a legend of our school, no matter how he skips class and is playful. The results and rankings are always so stable, and they occupy the first place in the school with a score of nearly 100 points for the second place.

So the most classic scene of our school appeared, at the school commendation meeting. Gu Zhe first made a speech as a representative of the outstanding students, and then recited the confession as a representative of the bad students. This undoubtedly increased Gu Zhe's sense of mystery and sacredness. But I know that he is so real, he will cry, he will be sad, he will be helpless, and he will be in a daze......

As for me, my grades were tepid, and I could never meet Gu Zhe's requirements, and then in the process of the college entrance examination, I was honored to fall off the list, and Gu Zhe made great progress and entered a prestigious school with the first grade in the city, he is a legend, and I am not. If it weren't for Gu Zhe, I wouldn't seem to be anything.

At Gu Zhe's insistence, I re-read, Gu Zhe bought two phones, called me every day, and sometimes mailed me the key points of the college entrance examination, I felt that Gu Zhe seemed to be doing useless work, and I didn't think there was any use in reading, I dreamed of the end of the world, and the complex force analysis, acceleration and Lorentz force have nothing to do with half a dime.

It wasn't until Gu Zhe mailed the last review material that I suddenly realized that on the last page of the review material, I saw the four words written by Gu Zhe - depend on each other.

My lonely and painful childhood is like thousands of silver needles piercing into my heart, I have never seen my father, nor have I seen my mother, my childhood is a high courtyard wall, is the yard that is getting taller and taller elm tree.

That night, I held the review materials mailed by Gu Zhe, and cried all night in the corner of the school playground, and I wanted to call Gu Zhe and say, "I miss you." "But I didn't fight, I, who has always faced Gu Zhe as a woman, how can I fall behind at this time. So, I worked hard and worked tirelessly.

Sometimes the motivation to move forward is as simple as a word that touches the heartstrings of your loved one.

Later, I was also admitted to the university, which is not a prestigious school like Gu Zhe, but it is enough to make me happy and proud for a long time. Gu Zhe returned to the small county town, Gu Zhe at this time has changed even more, the sun is shining and bright, the life in the orphanage has not left a meaningful shadow on him, he is not like me, no matter how I struggle, a part of my body, a bone, and an expression are left in the orphanage, and I can no longer get out.

Gu Zhe was very attentive and prepared my tuition for college.

I asked him, "Where did the money come from?" ”

He smiled and said, "Sold out." ”

I laughed and hammered him on the shoulder, and then held him in my arms, and I felt so happy at this moment, and I was really happy to have a loved one by my side.

That night, Gu Zhe and I drank a lot of wine, crying and laughing, laughing and crying, and I told him that if I found my biological parents one day, I would cut them with a knife.

Gu Zhe said: "That's not good. ”

I asked, "Why?" ”

He said, "If you want to cut it, I will cut it." ”

I knew that Gu Zhe did what he said, and suddenly I was a little glad that I didn't find my biological parents in my lifetime.

Later, I went to college, Gu Zhe returned to his school, and Gu Zhe and I staged a "Tale of Two Cities".

In college, I met him, the one in my life.

Lin Wan'er said intermittently for a long time, from middle school to high school, until the one in his life, Zhao Gan listened quietly, never interjected, knowing that at this time, Zhao Gan asked: "Perhaps, maybe Gu Zhe is not only family affection for you, but also love." ”

Lin Wan'er was slightly stunned, and then laughed at herself: "How is it possible, Gu Zhe and I are sisters and brothers." (To be continued)