I really knew him at the entrance ceremony, with excitement and excitement about life, his name is Gong Wei, and like Gu Zhe, he has a clean and sunny smile. The orientation party is very lively, the excitement is a little unreal, the singing and dancing are gorgeous, releasing the depression and tension brought by the high school years, and the hip-hop dance is very cool, showing off the energetic youth.

I sat in the audience, ordinary, simple, ordinary, I was addicted to this feeling, thinking that if Gu Zhe was here, this party would definitely be more lively, like his kind of personality, afraid that the world would not be chaotic, and I was afraid that I would not be happy. Thinking of this, I feel very happy, and at the same time a little proud, it turns out that I am still remotely controlling a person in a distant city, who is happy because of my happiness, sad and sad.

In an instant, the whole welcome party suddenly fell silent, and Gong Wei walked to the stage with his guitar in his arms, his movements were light and shallow, like a pebble thrown into the lake and rippling layer upon layer. I was instantly attracted to this boy, he was wearing a pair of jeans, the sleeves of the jeans were slightly rolled up, the bangs were on the eyes, and the feet were a pair of very clean canvas shoes.

I seemed to have known this boy a long time ago, in the depths of my dreams, in the limits of my fantasies, not because of my appearance, but because of a feeling, a feeling of my heart beating faster, as if my thoughts were transparent in front of Gong Wei, and he could easily see through me, my sorrow, my happiness.

He gently plucked the strings on the stage, his eyes gently swept over the crowd below, and then froze on me, no longer shifting, no longer floating, and then that smile appeared on Gong Yu's face, as if to say to me, "I finally found you." ”

Suddenly, my eyes overflowed with tears, as if I had been walking in the desert for many years, and suddenly I saw an oasis. I saw the clear spring, I saw the green, and I saw the hope of living.

I have to admit that Gu Zhe and Gong Wei are the two most important people in my life, Gu Zhe is the most important boy in my life, and Gong Wei is the most important man in my life. The former has accompanied me through the vast desert, through hardships and bitterness. The latter is my end. It is the end of my earth, the light I am looking for.

Gu Zhe and Gong Wei both have clean and sunny smiles, but they are slightly different. Gu Zhe's smile was brilliant and cunning, like a child plotting something bad, but Gong Zhe's smile was gorgeous and clean, calm and sincere. The stone that appears as if water is falling, round and smooth.

The relationship between me and Gu Zhe is friendship and family affection. It's a habit, and it's a sister and brother relationship that is thicker than blood and water that has been precipitated over the years, but Gong Wei and I fell in love at first sight, and it was destined by God. It is the clarity shown in front of the other party, and I have nothing to hide, and I have no way to hide.

I listened to Gong Wei's voice from the audience. It's like bathing in the sun, like I pulled Gu Zhe into my bed many years ago. No matter how fierce the expression on my face was, I was happy in my heart. Gu Zhe is sad because of my sadness, happy because of my happiness, and Gong Yu determines my sadness and happiness.

Gu Zhe and Gong Wei know me very well, but Gu Zhe understands that there is time accumulation, but Gong Wei's understanding only needs a glance, and he knows what I think.

Gu Zhe is family affection, and Gong Wei is love - this is the conclusion I made, and it is also the basis for my choice. I once thought that if I wanted to choose between Gu Zhe and Gong Wei, I would choose Gu Zhe, because in my subconscious, family affection is eternal, can be destroyed, and has experienced wind and rain, but love is fragile and needs to be cared for, like a crystal slipper that will inadvertently be polished by time and no longer crystal clear - but, I was wrong, since I met Gong Wei, the distance between me and Gu Zhe has become farther and farther away, and fate or time has not given me an extreme choice opportunity at all, imperceptibly in the process, There is more estrangement between me and Gu Zhe, not thick, but as time goes by, it gets thicker and thicker.

After the orientation party, I went back to the dormitory, and the dormitory was full of new roommates and environment, and I wasn't very excited about these things, but I was still very happy. In the dark, a voice told me that Gong Wei would be waiting for me downstairs tomorrow morning, so I forgot to call Gu Zhe, forgot my clothes soaked in the basin, forgot what I was still watching back then, I gradually fell asleep, and dreamed that the colors of life began to be gorgeous, not monotonous.

The next day, it rained heavily, I looked out the window in disappointment, the gray sky, the pouring rain, Gong Wei will not be downstairs. I sat on the bed with my knees crossed, took out the folded book, gently turned a page, I would read books when I had nothing to do, this is a habit I developed in the orphanage, Gu Zhe also likes it, but unlike the books I like, he is more inclined to positive and optimistic books, but I prefer books with a touch of sadness, we have different opinions on books, but we like them at the same time, in that book Gu Zhe and I can find our own home.

After Gu Zhe finished reading, he once pursed his mouth, and said with some emotion: "The title of the book is not good, it should be done." ”

I was slightly stunned, like an ascetic who had been empowered, and understood that the meaning of my own life was not how splendid and rich it was, but in the ordinary, and that the life I was pursuing was the ordinary brought about by the ordinary world.

A roommate slammed open the door and said loudly: "That handsome guy named Gong Wei is downstairs in the rain, as if he is waiting for someone." ”

I smiled slightly, I knew he was waiting for me, and I couldn't wait to run out of the dormitory, Gong Wei stood in the rain, holding an umbrella like a flower, and the rain hit the umbrella surface, scattering in all directions, like a blooming flower. Gong Wei stood under the two umbrellas and smiled softly at me. I glanced at his shoes, and even in the rain, they were spotless, clean as if they had just soaked up the sun.

He walked up to me like a gentleman and stretched out his hand: "Hello, my name is Gong Wei." ”

I also stretched out my hand and gently held Gong Wei's hand, which was very warm, which moved me to cry, and my hanging heart suddenly calmed down: "Hello, my name is ......"

My acquaintance with Gong Wei is very simple, but it is also a little romantic, and it comes naturally, and I will give it wholeheartedly and dedicate it without reservation. I feel very happy. Happy like a grass that smells the spring breeze, trying to break through the darkness overhead, greedily snuggling in the arms of Gong Yu.

Gong Wei is a very careful person, every time before riding a bicycle, he will always wipe the back beam clean, he can accurately grasp my emotions, this may be like the scene when Jia Baoyu and Lin Daiyu first met, an inexplicable sense of familiarity. It is this inexplicable sense of familiarity. I began to mock Elizabeth and Darcy for how impure their love was. It's not heart-to-heart.

Far away in another city, Gu Zhe seemed to feel something, and rushed to my school, as if he was asking for sin. His eyes were blazing as he looked at Gong Wei, his hands clenched tightly, but after seeing me, he suppressed the urge to hit someone. The corners of his mouth are unnaturally curled, and his smile is more ugly than crying. Squirmed his throat and asked, "Are you okay?" ”

I felt the subtlety of the atmosphere, and lightly hammered Gu Zhe on the shoulder, and replied, "It's good." What about you? ”

"I'm fine, too." Gu Zhe also said lightly.

That day, Gong Wei and Gu Zhe had a meal together, and Gu Zhe had a good appetite and ate three bowls of rice in one go. The faces of the food were full of sauce, and Gu Zhe and Gong Wei also talked a lot. She chattered like an old woman, and the content of her speech was nothing more than the life in the orphanage when I was a child, how much I loved to climb trees, how fierce I was, and Xiaopeng in the orphanage was afraid of me.

I felt embarrassed, and my face turned red unconsciously, but Gong Wei touched my head very dotingly, as if listening to a story that I had heard many times. After dinner, Gong Wei and Gu Zhe sandwiched me between them and walked on the playground, I felt that it was a very honorable thing to be loved by two handsome guys, thinking of this, I laughed hehehe.

The two looked at each other, not knowing why I laughed.

I put my hands behind my back, looked at the two of them, and said, "Some girls would be happy to walk side by side with either of you on the playground, and this girl will be happy to smile when she captures the hearts of two handsome men at once." ”

Both of them shook their heads at the same time and smiled bitterly, looking at me like a child who didn't grow up.

That night Gu Zhe left, and I asked, "Where are you going?" You can find a bunk to stay in the dormitory for the night. ”

Gu Zhe didn't reply, waved his hand, and said in a brisk tone: "I punched Nanshan Nursing Home, kicked Beihai Kindergarten, everyone loves me, flowers bloom, cars see cars, friends are all over the world, there is no place I can't tolerate." ”

I looked at Gu Zhe's figure and felt that he was a little lonely, as if the world was very big, there was really no place for him, I didn't know whether to stop him, it was because I didn't know, so I didn't stop him, but let him walk in the dark until the figure disappeared into the distance. I know that Gu Zhe and I can never go back to the past, we can't go back to the place where we started, he is still my toy, but this toy can no longer climb into my bed.

I was a little distressed, but Gong Wei immediately took me in his arms, and I instantly felt safe. I watched Gu Zhe leave slowly, I couldn't see Gu Zhe's expression, fortunately I couldn't.

Gong Wei took my hand, looked up at the stars in the sky, and asked, "Have you ever thought that there is more than just family affection between Gu Zhe and you?" ”

I was slightly stunned and smiled bitterly: "Is it possible that there is still love?" ”

Gong Wei didn't speak, but grabbed my hand, for fear that I would run away.

When I returned to the dormitory, I couldn't forget the scene of Gu Zhe leaving, so I called Gu Zhe's phone, and the other end of the phone was a little noisy.

I asked, "Where are you?" ”

Gu Zhe replied, "On the train." ”

"Hmm." Suddenly, I found that I had nothing to say, and a thousand words came to my lips, but I couldn't say a word.

Gu Zhe smiled over there: "I used to think that just your temper would definitely not be able to marry in the future, but I thought about it when the time comes, if I don't have a girlfriend, I will accept you in line with the feeling of 'I don't go to hell, who will go to hell', but I didn't expect that there would be a fool who accepted you." God is pitiful, God is still good to me. ”

As soon as I heard Gu Zhe's tone, I didn't get angry, and shot back: "This girl, sink the fish and fall the geese, close the moon and shame the flowers, punch the Nanshan Nursing Home, kick the Beihai Kindergarten, everyone loves them, the flowers bloom, the cars see the cars, and people rob them everywhere." ”

Gu Zhe laughed and said in a low voice: "Hang up first, there is a beautiful woman opposite the seat, I'll go up and have a chat to see if I can hug the beauty." ”

I scolded and hung up the phone, but I knew in my heart that he was lying, because the noise on the other side was not a human voice, but the sound of the waves, Gu Zhe was not on the train, but on the beach, how could there be beauties there, but I didn't want to expose it. Gong Wei has taken me to the beach many times, and I am tired of hearing the sound of the waves.

The sound of the waves that often haunted me in my dreams when I was a child is just normal for me now, but it is just a bit boring, no longer as magical and attractive as before. Although I don't want to admit it, I don't want to tell Gu Zhe, Gu Zhe at that time was a slow wave to me.

In the capital city, the fireworks in the sky alarmed the Imperial Forest Army, and Cao Wei personally led the elite of the 3,000 Imperial Forest Army to the residence of the three princes.

Zhao Qian held Lin Wan'er's shoulders and listened to Lin Wan'er tell the story of her previous life, and sometimes interjected. Lin Wan'er snuggled in Zhao Qian's arms, and the long-lost sense of security returned again, just like snuggling in Gong Hao's arms in her previous life? With this thought, Lin Wan'er moved in her heart, tilted her head and looked at Zhao Gan's side face, which really looked a little like Gong Wei, and then shook her head, how is it possible, it is not easy to cross into the same world, and there will be such a coincidence of encountering Gong Wei. (To be continued)