Chapter 174: Colored Leaves and Humble Hearts
Although Mi Cai said that I was stupid, it was a reproachful concern, and this concern seemed to have driven away the cold that I had endured for this hour, and I smiled and said to Mi Cai: "You are stupid enough, you came out in pajamas, and generally stupid big sisters love to wear this kind of thick pajamas to go shopping and buy vegetables!" ”
Mi Cai looked at herself, pointed to the pattern on the clothes and asked me, "Don't you think this dress is fun, there are bears and kittens." ”
"It's really, it's funny!" I echoed.
Mi Cai smiled and said, "I opened my phone and saw your message, and I came out immediately, if you don't have a heart and don't leave, I'll feel guilty if you freeze you stupid." ”
"In fact, it turns out that I am a bit lacking in heart, but ......"
"But what?"
"You're in such a hurry to come out, it's definitely not just because of the guilt you said, it's because you're nervous about me."
Mi Cai looked at me and was silent for a while before saying, "Okay, I admit that I am nervous about you, so in order not to let me continue to be nervous, can you go back, go back and drink some ginger soup, hurry up and rest, don't catch a cold!" ”
"You're not kind!"
Mi Cai was a little puzzled: "How do you say this?" ”
"Adhering to the principle of everyone for me and me for everyone, should you cook this ginger soup for me to drink? I've cooked it for you several times. ”
"But you often make me angry and half dead, according to this logic, do I want to pay you back in the same way?"
I smiled and didn't pick up Mi Cai, but I hoped that she could also make me angry from time to time, at least to prove that our lives are still connected, and I really don't want to be strangers or leave each other's worlds one day in the future.
……
This night, Mi Cai finally gave up revenge and chose everyone for me, I for everyone, she accompanied me back to the old house, and I was indeed cold, lying on the bed and sneezing.
A moment later, Mi Cai brought me a bowl of her ginger soup, and then sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me, but I didn't have much confidence in the bowl of ginger soup.
"You drink it, it's all cooked according to the method you said, and you add more brown sugar."
"Oh, it's good that it's not poisoned."
Mi Cai ignored my unbridled words, but looked at the picture frame on the TV stand, which contained a photo stolen from her desk drawer not long ago.
"Zhaoyang, can you put these photos away?"
I sneezed heavily, shook my head and said, "No, you don't know that the picture frame was installed by Daddy himself, right?" ”
"Ahh ……”
"He said that the color of the photo would fade when he was in the book, so he put it in a frame."
"Oh, but ......"
I interrupted and said, "Are you afraid that your pouting, cute, scissorhands-like appearance will disgust others?" …… In fact, you are too worried, except for you and me, basically no one will come to this room. ”
"I know, you don't like to accept it, anyway, it's disgusting that you're not me." Mi Cai's tone was a little displeased.
I added fuel to the fire again: "I look at it every day, I can't be disgusted for a long time, let it go to ward off evil spirits, sleep well at night, haha......"
Mi Cai looked at me quietly, but I was flustered, often the calmer she looked, the more she thought of torturing me in her heart, but there was no way, I just owe a little, I just love to mess with her.
It turns out that Mi Cai really didn't get angry with me, but just urged: "Zhaoyang, you drink the ginger soup in one go now." ”
"Don't you burn my mouth after drinking it in one gulp?"
Mi Cai questioned and said, "Do you really have a cold?" I don't drink ginger soup, and I still have a spirit that laughs like a ghost! ”
I immediately took out a tissue from the tabletop at the bedside, blew my nose, handed it to Mi Cai and said, "Look, big snot won't deceive people, it's really cold!" ”
Mi Cai didn't speak, but her body leaned back, keeping a distance from the big snot on the tissue.
I threw the tissue into the basket and complained, "I'm so disgusting to you, can you give me a reaction?" ”
Mi Cai still said to me calmly: "You are such a low-level and interesting person, the more I take care of you, the more energetic you become...... You, hurry up and drink the ginger soup, I'll clean up and go to bed! ”
I finally put away the troubled heart, took a few sips of the ginger soup that had been cold, and then handed the bowl to Mi Cai, who took it and prepared to leave.
"Wait......" I called out to her as she looked at her departing back.
She looked back but didn't smile: "What's wrong?" ”
I couldn't speak, so I finally chose a cryptic way and asked, "Do you feel that we are not as close as we imagined, like now...... Even though it's in one room, it's ......"
Mi Cai was silent for a while, then looked at me and said, "It's not as far away as I imagined. ”
I looked at her, maybe she was right, we were not far away, but it was a colorful leaf, falling on a humble heart, but I still mustered up the courage to say: "Come back to Xuzhou with me on the first day of the new year, there will be a lively New Year."
"You told me last time."
"You said you were going to the United States for the New Year......"
"Well, but I'm back now."
"So, you have no way to go, you have to go to Xuzhou with me......"
"yes, yes...... I have nowhere to go, take me in. I was ecstatic, and she smiled and left in my ecstasy, but I forgot to say goodnight to her.
That's okay because I never like to say goodnight in joy because it interrupts my joy.
This night, I had a dream, in the dream a colorful butterfly fell in my palm, so pleasing to the eye, I looked at her with greed, but did not have to worry, because of the struggle after the capture and erased her beautiful color, she stayed in my palm, for a long time before flapping her wings, I looked up and followed her with my eyes, but suddenly saw the crystal clear city, gradually merged with the colorful butterfly.
In my dream, I figured out that maybe the colorful butterfly was the woman with the long hair hanging down her shoulders.
……
When I woke up the next day, it was almost noon, and I habitually turned on my mobile phone to check the time, but found a message from Le Yao, she asked me to call her after I got up.
I immediately called her, and she quickly got on the phone, and I asked, "What's the matter with you?" ”
"You can make an appointment with Mi Cai at noon today, I'll invite her to dinner, and then help you explain what happened yesterday."
I smiled and said, "No need to explain, we're okay now." ”
"Coaxed?"
"It's not coaxing, but it's fine."
"How did you do that?"
I just wanted to answer, but Le Yao said again: "It's me who asked more, if she really cares about you, she will definitely forgive this misunderstanding that is not in itself." ”
I was silent, and I also felt in my heart that Le Yao had a point, at this moment I absolutely believed that Mi Cai cared about me, but why didn't I confess last night?
I'm still a little too reluctant to go to that hurdle, because a colored leaf falls on a humble heart, and the leaf has found a place for a while, but the humble heart is afraid that it will not be able to keep that colored leaf, because the leaves only need a gust of wind to leave, unless I have the ability to build four walls to block the damn wind, but am I capable enough now?
……
ended the call with Le Yao, I lit a cigarette and sat on the bed before I washed up, half of the cigarette was smoked, and suddenly remembered Le Yao, if I take Mi Cai back to Xuzhou, what will she do?
She came back from Beijing to accompany me, I can't let her stay in Suzhou alone, but I can't take her back to Xuzhou with Mi Cai, because it's too inappropriate! ――
This makes up for what was owed yesterday