I called Mi Cai's phone in a panic, and fell into despair in an instant, because there was a voice prompt on the other end of the phone that the phone had been turned off, what did this mean?

Mi Cai must have slept, and my heart was filled with an indescribable despair, and I only felt that I had been torn apart and thrown into this cold, rainy night without feelings.

With trembling fingers, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, and pressed the lighter several times with his frozen hand, before finally a glimmer of gentle fire burst out, but it was extinguished by a gust of wind blowing for no reason.

I was manic in my heart, raised my hand and threw the cigarette on the ground, and smiled helplessly, why did I miss her more and more, but she became farther and farther away......

On a cold and rainy night, I shrank in the corner, but I was still cut by the clammy and cold wind, I shivered for a while, so I wanted to smoke again, but found that there was no smoke in the cigarette case.

I bent down and picked up the cigarette that I had thrown on the ground again, blew off the dust on it, and tried several times until I finally smelled the tobacco that comforted me again.

I was a little distracted, just numbly swallowing the smoke, but I didn't want to leave, at least I had promised Mi Cai before, I said: I will wait until she is willing to come out, but I didn't think that she may have turned off the phone before receiving that WeChat.

Time was ticking, I crossed my hands in front of my body, and kept pacing to drive away the cold, and I remember that Suzhou had not had such cold weather for a long time.

The door of the communication room was opened, and a middle-aged doorman came out of it, and he asked me, "Young man, I saw you standing outside for a long time, are you waiting for someone?" ”

"Yes, big brother!"

The doorman kindly said, "Come in and wait, there is heating in the house." ”

I smiled and said, "It's okay, big brother...... I'm afraid she won't see me when she comes out of the house! ”

"Come in quickly, the south is not as cold as the north, and this low temperature of minus five degrees Celsius will freeze to death."

"Big brother, thank you very much, but it's really okay, I'm young and can carry it."

The doorman is really a good person, he walked up to me and pulled me and said, "It's okay, there is surveillance in the house, you can see her when she comes out!" ”

The biting cold made me hesitate for a moment, but this hesitation was fleeting, I shook my head resolutely, and said, "Big brother, just give me a whole cup of hot water, I'll wait for her outside." ”

The doorman finally let go of the hand holding me, and asked with some doubts, "Are you waiting for your girlfriend?" ”

I didn't talk nonsense with this warm and polite doorman, but told the truth: "It's not a girlfriend...... You don't know, in fact, I am very unreliable in her eyes, and I have never done a serious thing to her, so today I want to be serious, cold is cold, as long as I can see her in the first time she appears, my heart will be warm, and the surveillance video in the house is easy to see! ”

My words did not convince the doorman, and he persuaded him earnestly: "Young man, the girls who live in this community are either born in rich families or corporate executives, and they are all very big, and you may not have results if you are so stupid...... Just a few days ago, there was a young man who could toss more than you, making this door like a garden, and balloons were floating all over the sky, but he didn't get anything good, but ended up with a scolding, and finally walked away! ”

Listening to the doorman's well-founded description, I seemed to see that scene, and I think about it, but now as long as there are women with a little posture and a little material foundation, men may not be able to find dignity in them if they try their best.

I subconsciously looked into the community, and said with a smile for a while: "Big brother, she is different from those women, she may not have seen my information yet, otherwise she will definitely come out...... You told me to wait! ”

The doorman finally stopped persuading me, sighed and said, "Alas, you young man is really a shaft! Forget it, I won't advise you anymore, go get you a hot cup of tea. ”

"Thank you, big brother."

Looking at the back of the doorman leaving, I couldn't help but wonder to myself, why was I so persistent at this time, could it really be that my father's words woke me up? Or is it a sudden ego, a sudden commitment to principles?

I couldn't give myself an answer for a while, maybe I just wanted to be complicated, but in fact, it was very simple, I just thought about her, and I thought about her recklessly.

……

The doorman gave me a cup of hot water and helped me light a cigarette, so I looked at it with a heavier and heavier loneliness in this cold and rainy night, if she could appear in front of me at this moment, I must be the happiest person in the world, because I have experienced the conversion of hell and heaven, and I understand the hard-won happiness.

The hot cup was already the same temperature as my hand, and the temperature seemed to drop a little with the night, and I shivered again.

The doorman came to me again and sighed and said, "Young man, I really can't bear to see you standing here, but I can't make an exception to let you in without the owner's consent......

"Big brother, you don't have to be embarrassed, even if you let me in, I don't know which building she lives in!"

The doorman took off his security hat and scratched his head, suddenly patted me on the shoulder and said to me excitedly: "Young man, look at it, is that girl ......?"

I couldn't really see it in the dim light, but I saw a figure in pajamas approaching this way, she seemed to be running......

As the seconds passed, I finally saw her clearly, and replied sharply, "It's her...... That's ...... her."

I waved my hand at Mi Cai in ecstasy: "Run...... Comrade Xiaomi, you run faster......"

Mi Cai finally came to me, she was gasping, but I was like I was dreaming...... Then he smiled at her.

"Are you still stupid?" Mi Cai's tone was very light, but there was a little reproach.

"You're so beautiful and pleasing to the eye, why can't you laugh."

Mi Cai just looked at me like this, but her eyes gradually moistened, and she choked up a little: "...... It's cold outside, aren't you stupid, what should you do if it's frozen? ”

I didn't say anything, I just wanted to hold her, but my hands were a little stiff.

The doorman pulled me and Mi Cai and said, "This girl ran out in her pajamas, but she can't get cold outside, and she has something to say when she comes into ......the house."

I walked towards the house with stiff steps, but I didn't understand what Mi Cai looked like, because she looked like she was in such a hurry in cotton pajamas, what was she doing before?

……

In the communication room, the doorman helped me and Mi Cai make hot tea, Mi Cai took my hand and passed the temperature in her hand to me, and asked reproachfully, "Have you been here since you sent the message?" ”

"Just waited a while."

The doorman's eldest brother interjected and said, "I've been standing for almost an hour, and I'm still hard-mouthed!" Let him go into the house and wait! ”

Mi Cai squeezed my hand: "I'm sorry...... After making you wait so long, I turned off the phone in front of me, and then I turned it on again for insomnia...... But do you want to be so stupid? If I didn't have insomnia and slept in the past, would you really have to wait until tomorrow? ”――

Today's May Day, all on holiday, and friends who usually have the opportunity to meet have a get-together, took the time to change a chapter, and today is a change, everyone can understand.

When the state is good, I will make up for what I owe.