On the way back, Mi Cai sat behind me with the newly bought guitar on his back, I kept running at a very fast speed, but the guitar seemed to increase the resistance of the wind, Mi Cai hugged me tighter, so this night I once again experienced the feeling of being melted, but I was afraid that I would indulge in it, so I drove the locomotive faster, although I still had to walk five blocks, but the time was shortened after all.

Back at the bar, the neon sign of the fifth season is still flashing, but the door of the store is locked, which makes the night so calm, I like this calm, and I also like the neon trance, so the desire to sing is heavier, maybe I really have to thank Mi Cai for this decision, because the night, in addition to sleeping, can also be used for indulgence......

I took out the key and opened the door to the bar, then pushed the locomotive inside, and Mi Cai turned on the bar lights at the same time, so that the five seasons exude their charm and please us in the light, as if turning us into the brightest jewels of the night.

Mi Cai asked me, "Zhaoyang, do you think it's better to have the lights all on, or a little hazy?" ”

"It's better to be hazy, as long as I can see your face clearly!"

"But then I can't see the beauty of these five seasons!"

I smiled and said, "These five seasons have long been imprinted in my heart, as long as I am given an outline, all the seasons are in my mind." ”

"Oh, let's be hazy then!" Mi Cai answered, and turned off the lights, leaving only a few stage lights for effect, and sure enough, all I could see was her face.

We each held our guitars, sitting cross-legged in the center of the small stage, I couldn't remember what song to sing for a while, so I lit a cigarette for myself, but the smoke, mixed with the flickering light, made the world I was in more and more hazy, hazy to unreal, hazy to the point of a dream!

In a trance, Mi Cai had already played his guitar, and the familiar melody sounded again, which was the "Proverbs of Love".

I stared at Mi Cai next to me tightly, as if I had seen through the result, this song was a tear gas bomb for her, even if someone else sang it, she would cry, let alone herself.

But I miscalculated this woman again, she did not cry, even calm, calm but full of affection.

In the interval after the chorus, she smiled and said to me, "Zhaoyang, sing with me, okay?" ”

"Oh...... Good! ”

I was stunned for a moment, and quickly plucked the strings of the guitar, only then did I keep up with her rhythm, and sang along with her: "I pay you my heart, I leave my sorrow to myself, I pay my youth to you, and I leave the years to myself......"

Because Mi Cai was calm, I was also calm, we finished singing this song in peace, and the smoke that I spit out gradually dissipated, and the qiē in front of me became three-dimensional, but I still felt unreal.

I finally said to Mi Cai beside me, "I always feel like it's just a dream for me now!" ”

"Why do you say that?"

"Maybe it's because the night is too dark, and it's ...... You didn't even sing and cry about that song just now! I'm more suspicious of dreaming! ”

Mi Cai smiled and said to me, "Then you let me beat you up." ”

I hurriedly leaned back and said, "Don't fight, I don't want to wake up, it's a sweet dream!" ”

Mi Cai put down the guitar, wrapped her arms around her knees, touched the ground lightly on her toes, and said with a smile for a long time: "You know what? Every time I sang this song myself, I felt that my dad must be watching me in his world...... So, I will definitely sing to him quietly, because he is a person who likes to be quiet! He doesn't like it when I cry too! ”

Her narrative saddened me, and every time she talked about her father, she was like a gentle, obedient little girl.

I didn't want the atmosphere to be too heavy, so I laughed and said, "Then how do you know that when someone else sings, your dad won't be watching?" ”

Mi Cai glanced at me and said, "There are so many people singing this song in KTV every day, is he watching?" He's so busy! ”

"Makes sense."

Mi Cai nodded and continued, "Hmm...... And even if a person like you sings this song, will he want to watch it? ”

"I think I'm singing pretty well!"

"It's not a question of whether you sing well or not, it's because he hates ...... like you the most in his life"

I smiled and said in place of Mi Cai: "I hate idleness moths like me the most, right?" ”

Mi Cai looked at me, neither affirming nor denying, and asked rhetorically for a long time: "But you will change, right?" ”

"What do you want me to be?"

"Be a warm man!"

This sentence gave me a strange feeling in my heart, and for a long time, as if I had generated a kind of power, I said to her: "Then you hold me now...... Let's see if it's warm enough! ”

Mi Cai looked at me with complicated eyes, we hugged, but I always took the initiative to hug her, but I didn't ask her to hug me, but at this time, this reason seems so justified, so I am not afraid at all.

So I was bewitched again and said, "This is not a throw-in, just to see if it meets the standard of warmth you said, very pure, okay?" ”

Mi Cai thought for a while, and finally said to me, "Then you can open your arms." ”

I hurriedly opened my arms, but the moment I opened them completely, my face blushed and my heart beat because she would shrink into my arms in a moment......

Mi Cai closed her eyes and leaned gently on my shoulder, but her hand kept a distance from me, not like a hug at all, but more like listening to my heartbeat.

I mustered up my courage and muttered, "Your hand...... Your hands are also holding. ”

Mi Cai didn't respond to me, but said, "Zhaoyang, your heart is beating so fast!" ”

"Ahem......" I used coughing to hide my panic, but I couldn't hide the heartbeat, so I beat faster again, and I was even more overwhelmed, and said to myself: What happened to me? Even if it is into the bed of a strange woman, it is not as unbearable as it is at this moment......

In a panic, I finally found a reasonable excuse, and said: "The heart beats fast in order to be more active, and when you are active, you will reach the temperature you said!" ”

I waited anxiously for Mi Cai's answer, she just said "um" softly, but her hands finally hugged me, and in the dead of night, we hugged again.

My heartbeat is almost suffocating, and I want to touch Mi Cai's heartbeat, but I feel inappropriate, because in the perception of heartbeat, men and women are not equal, for example, Mi Cai touches my chest and calls it perception, and I want to touch her chest and call it a hooligan...... Unless one day they become boyfriend and girlfriend, or even husband and wife, can this inequality be lifted!

But I really want to know her heartbeat...... If her heartbeat hadn't changed, I'd be so disappointed!

So I lowered my request again and decided to look at her face, but in the dim light, she leaned against my chest, and was already blocked by a shadow, and even her face could not be seen clearly!

Alas! Maybe we are not destined to be equal...... Presumably at this moment, my heartbeat has made her feel that I like her, but what about her? At least it looks quiet like a lily that hasn't bloomed!