Chapter 467: The Kite Flyer
The woman in red obviously received professional vocal training, she used falsetto to imitate the original Chen Qizhen's kind of baby voice, and Mi Cai also sang the feeling of a little vicissitudes with falsetto, when the two deliberately made voices fused together, but there was no sense of disobedience, closed her eyes and listened quietly, as if she really heard the taste of "play", and then a picture appeared in my brain: in the picture, an adult woman is talking to a little girl in the morning without sunshine, Then he turned into an angel and danced and played
The picture is a little nonsensical, but isn't this nonsense a kind of "play", thinking about these two women who have been in the mall for a long time, they used their wisdom very lightly, comprehended the core theme of this event, and perfectly interpreted it, maybe this is why Ah Feng is so looking forward to Mi Cai after formulating the theme of this event.
In fact, Mi Cai is really a very fun-loving woman, so she always hides a card camera in her handbag, and will put cartoon stickers in the office drawer, and when she sees me playing electric racing, she also becomes fascinated with me, and from time to time takes the racing car I gave her to play in the square for a while.
It's just that this reality is cruel, her life is a little gray, and even withered, otherwise what a perfect woman she would be, but I feel that I can fill this withering and shortcoming, and I am willing to give her a family that needs it most.
This song is gradually coming to an end, I am a little reluctant to end so soon, and I think of CC in my heart, if this woman who can sing the most also joins the small group of Mi Cai and the woman in red at this time, what kind of effect will it be?
It must be more beautiful! Because she will put a glass of beer next to her, a cigarette in her hand, when the uninhibited and indifferent are fused together, the picture is shocking, and the impact of the scene is also unparalleled, think about it, Ah Feng is really a witty bar owner, he will take the initiative to create various elements of zΓ o, and then skillfully knead, bringing tourists an alternative spiritual journey, so this is also an important reason why the bar has maintained its popularity for a long time
The night was dark, but no one left in the bar, and everyone seemed to like the theme of "playing", so the nonsensical games, one after another, drank glass after glass, and the pleasure of release was permeated everywhere, and the smile filled every corner of the bar, so that there was an illusion that the entire Xitang had become a paradise on earth.
At 11 o'clock in the night, Mi Cai and I left Ah Feng's bar, and then the woman in red went back to the inn alone, and Mi Cai and I had space for two people, walking by the Xitang River, which was no longer inhabited.
I smoked a cigarette, Mi Cai took my arm, and after walking for a while, said to me, "Have a great time tonight!" β
"yes, I saw you holding the guitar and playing fancy with the keyboardist behind you!"
Mi Cai stopped, then looked at me and asked, "Do you think I'm stupid like this?" β
"No, anyway, it's not you who jumped like this alone, Mr. An was still fierce by you" After a little joke, I said with a straight face: "I know that your life has too many constraints and taboos, so I'd love to see you like that just now, if you can, just keep it up"
Mi Cai nodded, pulled my arm tighter, and we started to walk forward again, until we met a riverside step paved with bluestone slabs, and then stopped again, and then the two of them sat down next to each other, and the cigarette in my hand also burned to the cigarette butt at this time.
I wanted to renew one, but Mi Cai didn't let me smoke it, put the cigarette case in my hand into his handbag, and asked: "We all had a good time, why did you sit down for a long time, and you didn't even want to sing a song to us, wasting such a good atmosphere!" β
I smiled and said, "Because I want to watch you, watching you play, I'm happier than anything else!" β
"It's a bit of a meat!"
"The flesh is also because it comes from the bottom of my heart."
Her answer made Mi Cai look like a bird, she leaned on my shoulder, and then looked at the flowing river, as if she sighed, but she didn't speak for a long time.
In the silence, many thoughts and questions brewed in my mind, and I finally asked her, "Do you remember that you agreed to my proposal?" β
Mi Cai nodded, and then waited for me to continue.
"Were you really willing to marry me at the time, or were you forced by my pursuit? Or is it impulsive? β
"Don't guess, I'm willing."
"But why is the breakup after the proposal so easy, have you thought about it?"
Mi Cai thought for a moment and replied, "Suspect each other, we are not mature!" β
Mi Cai's answer made me feel ashamed, after all, she has no emotional experience, and I have had emotional experience, but I didn't guide her correctly, once the relationship is in crisis, I am still naΓ―ve like a child, to question love, question her, and then choose to go to the extreme to think about it, the real immature person is me, I am fragile in the relationship to be a little sensitive.
I replied with some frustration: "Maybe I'm a person with a lot of character flaws!" β
"Don't talk about yourself like that, we all understand that no one in this world can live perfectly, if you want to talk about character flaws, I also have a lot" Mi Cai said here as if touched by her own reflection, her voice was a little choked: "I used to be so selfish, to pursue the life I liked, until my father died, I really understood how much he expected me and how much he had feelings for you, always wait for you to turn away, I know how sad I am in my heart, I am a person who realizes it, I hate my own character!" β
Her self-denial made me feel distressed, but I just hugged her tightly in my arms, but I didn't know what to say to comfort me After being silent for a long time, I asked: "You say, since we are all so flawed, will we live together in the future, will we be negative and positive, and produce some positive energy?" β
"I really hope it will be like this!"
"yes, so that we can grow old, and then I will have a chance to see what you will look like when you are old, you know what I mean?"
Mi Cai nodded, gently took my hand, and rubbed it
I finally kissed her on the cheek and whispered in her ear, "How long will it take to go to the United States this time?" β
"It will wait until it is confirmed that the listing will be successful, or it may fall short."
"Wasn't it sure before?"
"Nothing is absolute in the mall." After speaking, he sighed lightly and said, "I have done my best, and what the result is, let it be the will of heaven." β
I gently stroked her long silky hair, feeling her tiredness deeply, and wished she could rest on my shoulder for a while
None of us said anything, experiencing the silence in the night, in the silence I seemed to become a kite flyer, and Mi Cai is the flying kite in my hand, as long as the line continues, I hold it tightly, even if one day she falls, I can follow the line, find the place where she fell