The sound of breathing can be heard quietly all around, and the river does not know when a layer of light mist has condensed, so it adds some mystery to the night, Mi Cai put her hand into the water and swinged, and then sprinkled the water droplets that stayed on her fingertips on my face, and looked at me with a smile, I naturally very soberly defined this behavior as flirting, so I also put my hand into the river, with moisture, put my hand on her face.

When I thought she would continue to escalate this flirtation, she put her hand on mine and whispered to me: "Zhaoyang, when I come back from the United States, you will marry me regardless of whether the listing is successful or not, okay?" ”

I looked at her, but I seemed to see my "thumping" heart and throbbing soul on her face, so that I didn't know what to say for a long time, and hurriedly said, "Okay, what kind of wedding do you want?" Romantic? Relaxed? Or touristy? ”

Mi Cai shook her head

"Do you already have an idea, you sue me, no matter how difficult it is, I will definitely implement it."

"None of that, as long as you're the groom at the wedding, that's enough"

Her answer shocked me, I looked at her for a long time, used all my thinking, and finally deciphered the meaning of this sentence, her promise to marry Weiran is not a rhetoric, it is to be put into action, perhaps, she has also despaired in compromise, cried so when we talk about marriage again, all she cares about is that I am the groom at her wedding

At this moment, there is a kind of sadness in my heart, I have experienced a qiē with Mi Cai is not writing poetry, life is not writing poetry, stumbling along the way, what we are looking forward to is no longer the fancy of life, all we need is a wedding with each other!

It's nothing, because this need to return to the basics, and yes, the city I've been looking for is simple and simple in itself!

I finally whispered in Mi Cai's ear, "Let me kiss you for a while, okay?" ”

"How long is a while?"

"I can't move anymore"

"Good!"

Looking at Mi Cai's face with closed eyes, I had a deep love, I couldn't help but feel the impulse, I bowed my head and kissed her, she still only responded jerkyly, but in each other's "bang" heartbeat, the dampness and softness between the lips, life has such a moment like poetry

When I returned to the inn, I seemed to feel the approaching dawn, but I still did not feel sleepy, lying on the bed, looking out the window, and once again habitually thinking about it, so that assumptions fluttered in my mind

If Zhuomei fails to successfully go public in the United States this time, what situation will Mi Cai face? Will it become nothing?

It shouldn't be that bad, but it can't be so absolute, and if it's that bad, what should I do?

Once again, I was caught in a struggle, asking myself: Should I give up the Qiē that Janeway gave me?

I thought about it again and again, and the more I thought about it, the more hesitant I became, I was afraid that while Mi Cai had nothing, I also had nothing, and at that time, what should I use to maintain her original life?

Thinking about it, my heart was once again full of frustration and strife, and I felt ridiculous that I actually used the qiē given by my ex-girlfriend to satisfy my later fiancée

This fucking life, it's not poetry, it's shit Originally, I wasn't a hesitant and naïve person, but I was born to the delirium by this shit-like life, as if it was a low-level mistake no matter how I chose, and I could no longer live the essence of the high-level

In the confusion, I finally took out a cigarette from the cabinet at hand and lit it, and then posted a expression in my WeChat circle of friends to express the indignation in my heart and the loss after the loss~!

About ten minutes later, this message in the circle of friends was liked when it was almost dawn, I thought it was an illusion, and looked at it carefully, it was really Le Yao who liked this dynamic, and sent me a private message in an instant: "Did you finally realize that you were pooping before dawn?" ”

I glared at me and felt the urge to vomit blood, and I replied in a half-hearted manner, "I have to fucking annoy you to make you say such a vicious thing with a clear conscience!" ”

"Ahh It didn't mean to describe yourself, alas! I'm so disappointed, I thought you finally knew yourself clearly, it turned out to be an empty joy!! ”

I couldn't communicate with her, so I didn't plan to go back, but I lit a cigarette again, lamented that I had a little back, and I had stuffed my teeth when I drank water, and even posted a news in the dead of night, and I could meet a troublemaker, so I scolded again, "This life is like!" ”

As soon as the words fell, Le Yao sent another message: "Zhaoyang, I advise you to wake up quickly, you really have to understand what kind of person you are!" ”

"What kind of person am I and do you have a half-dime relationship?"

"Of course there is, I'm afraid you'll live too shamelessly"

I habitually wanted to scold back, but I suddenly calmed down and felt that Le Yao seemed to be referring to something, was she saying that I accepted Jian Wei's investment?

After a while, he finally replied to the message and asked, "What do you mean by this?" ”

"Some words are boring when they are clear."

This answer made me a little sure of what I thought in my heart, so I became even more annoyed, but this time I didn't scold life again, but did some reflection from myself, why so many years have passed, I am still so nothing, and the brothers in the university have achieved more or less results, such as Fang Yuan: He has become the executive vice president of Zhuomei with his own efforts, and he is a veritable gold collar, and Xiang Chen, it is even more amazing, In the context of the industry where the owner of an ordinary cigarette hotel can drive a BMW, he has gradually occupied the high-end tobacco and alcohol market in many cities, and his net worth is difficult to assess.

What about me? After graduation, she wandered in many bars, didn't have a serious job, but always depicted a poetic future for her ex-girlfriend, but this didn't stop her from going to the United States, and since then she has been fighting in the same reality as, but she has not fought for a result, and finally pinned her hopes on the lottery and thought that winning the first prize would match Janeway, thinking that it was ridiculous and that she couldn't break through the blood and tears shed by life I really remember that I also worked hard and wrote a business plan in the company during the day, I went to a bar at night, and in the end, because my fingers were always in contact with the guitar and keyboard, I suffered from finger tenosynovitis, and I couldn't even unscrew the bottle cap and drink some drinks, but even so, the reality didn't give me anything back! Janeway still broke up with me, which made me so painful that I could only use alcohol to kill my sorrows, and I didn't know how to plan the rest of my life

I don't know when, there is gradually some light outside the window, but the morning sun has not yet risen, and some cold air has penetrated through the wooden window, and I still haven't figured out how I want to face my future life, and the choice of the company of Luku, I don't even understand how to make a choice, I don't look like

Isn't it? If I choose to stay in Luku, it will be in Le Yao's eyes, and if I give up, it will be in life, nothing!

Without a clue, the morning sun finally showed a corner from the easternmost in a lazy attitude, and the dawn finally came but it was not my dawn!

At noon, I returned to Suzhou with Mi Cai and the woman in red, and after a simple lunch, we left, and I felt that I had returned to the irritating real life, so that throughout the afternoon, I did not have a trace of work, and I was in a daze for the piled up of Wen Jiàn until the evening, until I received a call from Jian Wei again.

I didn't know what mood I was in when I got on the phone, so I didn't say anything, waiting in silence for Janeway to speak first.

"Zhaoyang, have you returned to Suzhou?"

"Well, come back for lunch."

After being silent for a while, Jian Wei said, "Then do you have time tonight?" I think it's time for us to talk. ”

I knew that I would have to face this matter sooner or later, so I said to Jane Wei: "If you have time, you can decide the place." ”

I thought Janeway was going to ask me out to a restaurant, but I didn't want to, and she said almost without thinking, "See you at the old place at 7 p.m." ”

I naturally understood that the old place she said was the moat that we had been to countless times, but I didn't understand the reason why she chose to meet there, at least in this late autumn night, even the cold wind was howling and blowing, which was a kind of torment for the body.

She thought I had acquiesced, and said to me, "Remember to buy me a oden, thank you!" ”

In silence, I was stunned for a moment before saying, "Oh, do you know how to add spicy?" ”

"See you later, as always."

Listening to the "beep" hanging up sound on the phone, I was a little dazed, and stood in place for a long time before picking up the briefcase from the desk, and then walked downstairs to the company, but I was thinking about where to sell oden

As if it was fate, I walked several snack streets, but I couldn't find a place to sell oden, so I ended up going to the alley where I bought oden with Mi Cai, and the vendor was still there, and he was adding ingredients to the pot.

I came up to him and said, "Boss, bring me an oden." ”

He seemed to remember me, smiled and asked, "Okay, did you buy it for your girlfriend?" ”

I looked at him and was a little speechless, and said for a while, "You better bring me two copies." ”

The boss still smiled and said: "I'll just say, it's a young man who bought it for his girlfriend, his girlfriend likes to eat, even if you don't like it, you have to accompany it, it's very important for two people to have a common hobby, and my oden taste is really good!" ”

I just nodded, then put the money in his snack cart, didn't want to say anything more, and when the boss handed me two oden, I turned away without looking back