The rain has not stopped all night, when I get up in the morning, the temperature is also cold because of the rain, when I wake up, I have completely wrapped myself in the quilt, and then sneezed heavily, the rain yesterday, let me suffer from a severe cold, coupled with a hangover, my headache is splitting, and then there is a feeling of dry mouth, I hurriedly boiled myself a pot of water, and then sat on the sofa and waited, but even if the physical condition is so bad, I still habitually light a cigarette and smoke, and then only in my own silence, Speculating about where Mi Cai will go, and where he will start from to meet her.

But the city is really too big, and there are too many streets and alleys to choose from, the chance of me meeting her is too small, and this kind of crisis is only realized by myself in the early morning after getting drunk, so I am more and more depressed in this sense of crisis that I can't meet, so that I was in a bit of a trance throughout the morning, until after washing, I received a call from Robben to end this state, he told me that last night he had completed the recording of the talent show with CC and returned to Suzhou, and asked me to go to the "empty city" at noon"Have a few drinks at the music restaurant.

Thinking that we haven't seen each other for a long time, I agreed, and then forcibly buried those uneasy feelings in my heart temporarily, as usual, in this rainy morning came to the company, dealing with all kinds of complicated affairs, and personally formulated a set of recent travel plans for Tianyang Group, and sent them to the director of the marketing department at noon, so that they could review.

At noon, I stopped the work at hand, and then turned on the computer to find the map of Suzhou, and began to analyze where Mi Cai would start from, and my intuition told me that the reason why she chose dusk must be after work, maybe I went to Zhuo Mei to wait, and I would find her at the first time, but I quickly denied it, because my idea was too obvious, then Mi Cai would also think that if she really wanted to verify whether there would be a fate between us, Of course, I didn't choose Takumi as a starting point, so I continued to meditate until Robben called me again urging me

At noon, I arrived at the music restaurant in the empty city, Robben had already asked for two large glasses of draft beer, I sat down across from him, took a sip of the beer alone, and asked, "Why are you back now?" Didn't make it to the semi-finals? ”

Robben tossed me a cigarette and asked, "Do you think I should make the cut?" ”

"The songs you wrote are recognized as high standards in the industry, and with the help of CC, I don't think it's very likely that you won't be able to advance to the semi-finals!"

Robben smiled and replied, "I did qualify for the semifinals, but I gave up, and after thinking about it, this kind of purely commercial draft is still not suitable for me, so let's stop here." ”

This answer made me see Robben's forced attitude as always, raised a glass to him, and said: "It is not necessarily a bad thing for you to abandon the competition, I think it will become one of the highlights of the original music competition, this reverse effect will definitely last for a long time, and when the time comes, your popularity will not drop but rise, and there will definitely be many performers who invite you to perform commercially!" ”

"I didn't think about it so much, I just wanted to make good music, but this platform is really not suitable for me, originally I thought that I could compromise for the sake of life, but such a completely commercial packaging really made me very uncomfortable, especially every time I said the lines prepared by the organizer in advance on stage, I was disgusted, and I couldn't use my own experience as capital to win sympathy Alas! Maybe I'm really not suitable for this circle, but I'm just a little wronged by Manwen, I described a life to her, but there is no way to achieve it! ”

"Don't think too much about it, Teacher Wei is following you like this! It's just that if there is really a good commercial performance, I can pick you up or take some, after all, you have bought a house in Suzhou now, and the pressure of life is not small, don't throw all the burden of life on Mr. Wei alone! ”

Robben nodded and said for a long time: "I understand"

Then he asked me, "What about you, which girl have you been getting along with lately?" ”

I didn't intend to hide it from Robben, so I told him about the agreement between me and Mi Cai last night, not because I hoped he could give me anything, but because of the trust between brothers.

Robben took a heavy puff of his cigarette, slapped the cigarette case on the table and said, "Zhaoyang, you have been back and forth several times, why can't you forget this woman?" ”

"Because I have loved it, I know that you may have some opinions about Mi Cai, but you should be more understood by other people, because I am facing a qiē now, you have also faced it before, really, I especially want to call you a senior!"

"You're running on me"

"Whoever squeezes you is the grandson, I really mean it from the bottom of my heart!"

Robben stared at me for a long time, and sighed: "It's really a shame that this woman can come up with such a method, just tell you that there is no hope of reuniting and forget it, we are all people who have lived in Suzhou for many years, and this bus alone has opened hundreds of routes, and now there is a subway, she just chooses a random intersection, and you may not be able to find her even if you bring a hunting dog!" ”

"Well, who's to say it's not! I'm worried, but I can't just give up because there is little hope, I still want to find it. ”

Robben seemed to have a flash of inspiration, and then came up with an idea: "Why don't you let CC call her, let's find out where she is now, and then stare at it unconsciously, and then tell you her whereabouts at night, and then this problem, don't you just help you solve it without knowing it!" ”

"It's a good idea."

Robben thought I agreed, and immediately took out the phone from his pocket, as if calling CC, ready to implement the idea, but I held his hand and said: "But don't play like this, I think some of what she said makes sense, there are so many obstacles between us, it's better to leave it to the most natural fate to solve, if I deliberately create this fate that doesn't exist in the first place, I think I'm sorry for her, and I'm even more sorry for the kind of innocence I once pursued, and even if I get it back because of this, In the future, it will also be a hidden danger between us, if one day Mi Cai knows that I am a means like this, and strive for this relationship back, I am afraid that Zhaoyang has changed in her eyes, right? ”

Robben looked at me helplessly, and said for a while: "You are too open-minded about feelings, and I don't want to persuade you, because as a brother, I never think how suitable you and Mi Cai are, even if you don't gain anything today, it doesn't necessarily be a bad thing My intuition tells me, one day you will find that Le Yao is the last woman who can accompany you to live!" ”

Robben's heart-wrenching words didn't touch me too much, and at the moment I was still thinking about whether I would meet Mi Cai at a certain intersection, and I still hoped that she would be the woman who accompanied me to the end!