The wind was still whistling past us, her collar swaying in the unstoppable wind, and my eyes finally left the whiteness of the fountain pool, and I looked up at the sky, which was already covered with dark clouds, and I could no longer see the moon when it came, and maybe there would be a heavy rain later, and after the rain, the smell of autumn would be even stronger, as it was at this time last year.

Sensing that the rain was coming, the people in the square dispersed one after another, and in the end only Mi Cai and I were left, as well as the wind that insisted on not stopping.

I leaned my guitar against the fountain, took a cigarette out of my pocket, and looked at Mi Cai, who had stopped crying, waiting for her to give me an answer.

She finally straightened out her sideburns, which were stained with tears, and said to me, "Zhaoyang, are you sure that you are sober now, or do you say such things while you are drunk?"

Mi Cai's words reminded me that I have always longed for her to say "I love you" to me, but I don't seem to have ever told her, even if I am in love, I have always hidden it in my heart, so I can't answer her questions, so I deal with it with silence, sometimes I am not a very good person to express.

Mi Cai seemed to get the answer in my silence, she turned around again and prepared to leave, and I still pulled her at the first time, not letting her leave, whether it was good or bad, I hope she can give me a result at this moment.

Because I was too eager for that answer, my strength became huge, and under the inertia, her body was not at a distance from me, and the hair fluttered on my shoulder with the wind, and I stroked it gently, but my voice was already choked: "I don't believe that this intriguing and compromising life is what you want to return to me, okay?" I'm sure with one more effort, we'll be able to get that city back! ”

She finally lay on my shoulder, and her voice was already choked: "Zhaoyang, I am also very confused, very contentious, after we broke up, I was very sad, so I used my work to paralyze myself, but there will always be a time in the dead of night, I will think of your laughter full of reverie, remember how many times you held the guitar in the dark and heart-rending how many times I wanted to send you a message, but I really didn't have the courage, I also laughed at myself, because I can't dominate my life like other women, I live like a machine!" ”

I hugged her tightly: "Come back to me, be your true self, be your free self, okay?" Even if you have nothing in the future, I will try to let you live the best life, watching you deviate, I am really angry and sad, because you are a perfect woman in my heart, I don't want to see you fall deeper and deeper into the defects you have deliberately created! ”

The rain finally mixed with the wind, falling lightly, but it brought a cool comfort, as if drenching our restless feelings, she was silent for a long time, and asked me softly: "Zhaoyang, do you believe in fate?" ”

"I believe that our encounter is fate!"

"This time, let's not deliberately get back together and leave the future to fate, okay?"

"I don't quite understand what you mean!"

"Tomorrow after dusk, we choose a direction from the city, and set off on foot, if we can meet before the early morning, it proves that we still have fate, we respect fate, and go to repair the city together, if we can't meet, then we will stop here, no one should think about each other anymore, I wish each other happiness!"

"No, the city is too big, there are too many directions, and the chances of running into it are too small!"

"If there is still fate, we will definitely run into Zhaoyang, there are really too many obstacles between us, this way is the best choice, so, promise me, okay?"

I let go of her, and at last I saw her face, and her eyes told me: there are indeed too many obstacles between us, and only in this way can she find the courage to get back together, yes, if we can really meet in this city full of forks, is there any reason why we should not be together? Because Providence has told us in this way, each other's fates are completely tied together!

My drunkenness had dissipated in the ups and downs of love, and after taking a deep breath, I finally looked at Mi Cai and smiled, and said, "Okay, I promise you, because I believe that the fate between us will not be invincible to the fork of the city, so see you tomorrow after dusk!" ”

Mi Cai just went against the wind, with our agreement, left first, I sat on the fountain pool, lit a cigarette and watched her leave silently, when her back completely disappeared in my sight, the qiē in front of me was blurred, I was in this blur, experiencing the ferocity of fate, because everyone's life, often just decided by a point in time, just like me, if I can find her in the crowd of people coming and going in this city tomorrow, I will lift a taboo, and work hard to repair the city, if not, I will once again fall powerlessly in the dry river of fate, losing all joy and fighting alone!

The rain finally poured down on the earth in the most dense manner, but I was reluctant to leave, because the coolness brought by this rain would make me say goodbye to drunkenness and regain consciousness, and I wondered if I still had a strong desire and courage to break through the heavy shackles and continue to chase her alluring back

I raised my head and wiped the rain from my face heavily, I knew what I wanted, I was chasing her as always, so I must find her tomorrow, then the chance of meeting is so small, even if I bear the loss after no fate, because except for her, in the world I know, no woman can repair the lost city!

When I got back to my lodgings, I took a hot shower and lay down on my bed, knowing that the night was destined to be difficult for me, so I began to fantasize about the ending of tomorrow too much, and resented myself for selling the engagement ring that had been given to her, and if I got back together, she asked me what I would do.

My mind began to diverge, and I was already imagining that I would buy another one that was exactly the same, or that I was lucky enough that the jewelry recycler had not sold the diamond ring, and I could still buy it again, fantasizing that I really felt that Mi Cai was back with me, and I couldn't remember how difficult it would be to find her in this huge city tomorrow!

At this moment, I am willing to live so much in the optimism I have created, but Mi Cai, this night is difficult for her, is it also fantasizing, after tomorrow, wearing a wedding dress to be the appearance of the Zhaoyang bride? ――

Starting tomorrow, I'm going to go around the country, since I wrote a book, I can't go out to play a few times a year, but the more I smoke, the worse my physique, today I heard that the starting point is another author died suddenly because of overwork, and I really feel very bleak I don't want to die, I plan to let myself relax, recharge, and find the feeling of writing, so there are fewer updates recently, but it won't be broken. By the way, I appeal to everyone, you can especially dislike a certain book, but please respect the practitioners of this industry, please support paid reading, because they need to survive, the starting point of this author before he died, forcibly updated 10,000 words a day, he is not famous, there are not so many readers, so he can only write desperately in depression, but what is burned is his own life! A chapter is only a few cents, really don't be stingy!

I also hope that brother, go well!