369. The time has come when there is no way back
Xia Fanjin poked her baby fat bun face, "Ouch, how old you are, you know the 'communiqué personal vendetta', who told you?" ”
Pepper's eyes widened, her cheeks bulged wide, and she held out four fingers at her in a serious manner.
"Four!"
Xia Fanjin pinched her fingers, "It's still a week away." ”
"It's pretty much the same anyway," Pepper raised her chin arrogantly, "Shang Shang said, if you treat me badly, it's not because of me, it's all because of my bastard dad, because you have a personal vendetta in the Gazette." ”
“…… When did I treat you badly? ”
"When you just snatched my ice cream," Pepper pursed her mouth, and when Xia Fanjin was stunned for a while, she opened her mouth suddenly, and took away the ice cream that had just been dug up from her spoon.
Xia Fanjin opened his mouth, but he was speechless.
However, after a while, she took Pepper's half-eaten ice cream away and put it on the coffee table, and then placed her little one on her lap.
"Pepper, you tell mom how did the merchant tell you about bastard dad?"
Xia Fanjin looked at her tender little face with gentle eyes, and smiled like a 'Snow White'.
In her impression, Pepper didn't show too much attention and desire for something like her father, because Shang Zhi played the role of her father almost entirely in her life.
took her to play, bought her toys, held a parent-teacher meeting for her, told her bedtime stories, and would pick her up from kindergarten every time they met, so the friends in the school didn't know that Shang Zhi was not her father, and they wouldn't laugh at her for being a fatherless child.
Only a few times will Pepper ask her thoughtfully, "Mom, is Dad dead?" ”
Because she watched too many eight o'clock files, in the TV series that Pepper watched, those children who didn't have a father were all dead by their fathers, and she felt that the person who was not called his father was because he died.
Xia Fanjin didn't feel much sadness on her face, the only thing she had was regret and pity, so Xia Fanjin acquiesced.
However, she didn't talk much about Tang Yong, so how could Shang Zhi say this to her?
Little Pepper found a comfortable position in her arms to lie down, and then began to finger him, "Shang Shang said, bastard dad always makes you unhappy, so you hate him, after he died, you left with my beloved, but I am your child with him, you may think of bastard dad when you see me occasionally, so Shang Shang said that if you treat me badly, it is because you hate bastard dad, it is a personal vendetta, and you still love me." ”
Did Shang Zhi tell her this?
Was he afraid that she would think of Tang Yong when she saw Little Pepper?
She thought about it, for so many years, she did think of him when she saw Little Pepper, but she didn't have any thoughts of disliking Little Pepper, but cherished her endlessly, hoping to guard her for the rest of her life. When she was born, she had already endured all the hardships she deserved in this life, and she just wanted to protect her.
Still, she could understand Shang Zhi's concerns. Rafal had told her that depression could be a lifelong condition, and even if it was now, it might have latent symptoms and, in unexpected cases, recur.
Shang Zhi may be afraid that she will have a depressive attack.
Xia Fanjin looked at her with a childlike look and a little adult, and couldn't help but kiss her on the face several times, and hugged her steadily, "How can my mother treat you badly because of your father, I love you so much." ”
"That's good," Pepper grinned, kissed her on the face, and reached out to touch her face and said solemnly: "Bastard dad is dead, he won't let you be sad, even if he lives, I won't let him go." ”
Xia Fanjin was moved to be full of softness, thinking that the child finally had no vaginal discharge. Of course, now that she is blinded by her daughter's sweet words, she naturally doesn't know that she has raised an out-and-out little white-eyed wolf.
After dinner, Xia Fanjin took Xiao Chili to take a bath, and told her a bedtime story to coax her to sleep, before coming out of the bedroom to the study, sitting down at the desk, for a while, in the quiet night, the street was so quiet that there was no sound, and without the chili chirping, Xia Fanjin was not very used to it.
She picked up her phone and dialed Shangzhi's number.
"Hey, why are you calling so late?" Shang Zhi picked up the phone, seemingly busy, but quiet.
Xia Fanjin deduced that he was either in his study or in the company's office.
"You haven't gotten off work yet? Did I bother you? ”
"No, it's early, take care of something in the study, what's the matter?"
Xia Fanjin thought that if he was busy, he would hang up, but as soon as he said 'something', Xia Fanjin hesitated and took a breath, smiled, and said, "Do you know, Xiao Pepper told me the story of the communiqué's personal vendetta." ”
Shangzhi, "......"
"I don't even know who taught her some words that are contrary to her age, but it turned out to be you."
Shang Zhi pretended to be tweezers and coughed, pretending not to understand.
"What did she say?"
Xia Fanjin leaned on the swivel chair and spun in a boring circle," she said...... Bastard dad thing. ”
"Uh...... I really don't think I taught her this.,Maybe she saw it from those bloody dramas.,Isn't your daughter the favorite to watch the eight o'clock file in addition to cartoons.,Especially the domestic stuff you show her.,You know that children watch too much of those.,Thinking is easy to diverge......"
Shang Zhi was in brainwashing mode, Xia Fanjin didn't eat this, and hurriedly stopped him, raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Your words sound like a kind of covering your ears and stealing the bell?" ”
Shang Zhi gave up the struggle and sighed, "Isn't it for your sake, brainwashing has to start from the doll, if one day you are found out by Tang Yong, you want to threaten you with Xiao Pepper or directly snatch her or something, she already has a deep-rooted concept of 'bastard dad' in her mind, so as long as she resists death, her heart will always be yours, what are you afraid of?" ”
“…… Sounds like a very reasonable adopted son," she was speechless.
The business answered yes yes again and again.
Xia Fanjin smiled and said nothing.
Shang Zhi suddenly laughed, "Tell me, how does it feel to be a popular fried chicken in the director industry?" So companies are scrambling to find you to make a movie. ”
"Fried chicken? Cut, it won't be long before it becomes a sauce chicken, it's black, just me, a rookie, if I dare to take other people's movies, it will only be scolded if I destroy it, I have long experienced this kind of thing when I was an actor before. ”
No matter how good you do, there will always be people who are picky, not to mention that you are a newcomer with little experience, whether it is a movie or a promotional film, or a script or a book, in fact, no one can be perfect, only perfect.
There are people who understand you, and there are blind people who live in their own minds and can't see what you want to express, maybe people are not civilized, maybe people have more ideas than you, even if they scold you, they take it for granted.
Therefore, about what he was not sure about, Xia Fanjin did not dare to easily agree to such an important invitation.
"Didn't you really want to be a director before? Now is your chance. Shang Zhi wanted to say that if she wanted to develop in this direction, he could provide her with networking opportunities and anything else that could help her.
Xia Fanjin replied without the slightest hesitation: "At least when I am determined to take this path, I will have the courage and qualifications to nod and agree to others." ”
"Okay, I understand." After Shang Zhi finished speaking, he suddenly paused again, "However, have you ever thought about the reason why your film is so popular and sensational?" ”
"Because I'm new and have ideas?"
Shang Zhi laughed silently, "Wrong, it's because you filmed yourself in, your own experience and understanding, and the ideal ending." ”
After Xia Fanjin hung up the phone, she was stunned for a long time, and her mind was full of the last sentence Shang Zhi said, did she take a picture of herself......
She stumbled to find the films she had made on the Internet, each picture contained different meanings and different stages of love, and she was shocked to find that this seemed to be really her own experience......
She can see the clips that have happened to her from every lens and every stage.
Those experiences that are buried in the depths of memory.
Suddenly, she felt a chill down her spine, and some things she thought she had forgotten, but they naturally came out of her body and from her lens......
Although Cologne has declined the kindness of these companies and directors for Xia Fanjin, there are still some more persistent companies that must want Xia Fanjin's contact information, so that she can contact her when she changes her mind.
Cologne was helpless, some companies even had cooperation with Cartier, Xia Fanjin finally relented, and Cologne only told the phone numbers of two of the production companies, Xia Fanjin.
In order to show their sincerity, they greeted Xia Fanjin on the phone after a while, and explained that they would always look forward to her.
Xia Fanjin smiled and thanked for his kindness, in the future for so long, who knows how far away it will always be, and the change of hexagram can also be an instant.
Cologne informed her that now the promotional video was over, and the cooperation with ST International was about to officially begin.
The two sides have reached an agreement that each department will send the core figures of the project participants to City A to discuss and cooperate with various departments of ST International, and Cologne has now handed over the project to Xia Fanjin, who is fully responsible.
It's just that it was Cologne who accepted the project at the beginning, so she didn't know that there would be a request to go to ST International for project planning and other matters, and when it was mentioned that she would lead four colleagues from the planning department to follow the jewelry department and the publicity department to City A, she was a little confused and a little overwhelmed.
But now that she has put her focus on this profession, and it has reached the time when there is no way back, she can only grit her teeth and go to the battlefield.
According to the current preliminary arrangement, the time to travel to City A may be more than half a month.
She'd never been away from Pepper for so long, but she knew she couldn't take her on this trip.
[Second Update.] I pinched my fingers and calculated, it seems that tomorrow will be an important moment. Good night. 】
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