Chapter Forty-Nine: So He Thinks About Her

When Gu Yixuan went downstairs, she suddenly felt that the sunlight outside was so dazzling that it was suffocating, and she stood blankly for a long time before getting into a taxi.

When she got home, she looked at the empty house, and tears finally fell.

At this time, she actually needs someone to tell her what to do.

She broke up with Min Shiyan, but in her belly, she was pregnant with his child.

Who will sue sΓΉ what should she do?

In the end, Gu Yixuan still dialed his mother's phone.

Although she didn't listen to her parents all along, her parents asked her to stay in the agency in J City, do an easy job that didn't need to worry about, take a salary just enough for herself, and then find a good man to marry, but she just left her parents' wings and stayed in City A alone. However, she has never had anything wrong, let her parents worry about it, and she can handle everything by herself.

But this time, she really didn't know what to do.

When the phone was connected, my mother's brisk voice came from the receiver: "Finally remembered that you still have a mother?" I thought you were all you had in mind right now. ”

"......" Gu Yixuan covered his mouth, and tears slipped down silently.

......On the other side of the phone, Gu's mother had already sensed something from the silence, and her voice became anxious, "Xuan'er, you speak, tell SΓΉ Mom, what happened?" ”

"Mom......" Gu Yixuan couldn't say it at all.

"Don't cry, speak slowly." Gu's mother was very calm: "What's wrong?" Don't be afraid, sue SΓΉ Mom, Mom can handle anything for you. You say it slowly, okay? ”

"Mom, me and Shiyan ...... Broke up. Next, Gu Yixuan told her mother everything.

"Does that make sense?!" Gu's mother was already in a state of rage, "You wait for your mother at home, and your father and I will go to City A immediately." Let's go to Min's house and ask for an explanation. ”

Gu Yixuan understood her mother's temper, she must have been at peace with both families, she hurriedly spoke out and told her mother that she had chosen it by herself, and she was unwilling to let Min Shiyan fall into a dilemma.

"I knew it was chosen." Gu's mother sighed, "Gu Yixuan, how did you get a master's degree with such an IQ?" You want me to let Min Shiyan go, yes, you give me a good one. ”

"I will." After hesitating for a long time, Gu Yixuan said, "Mom, I want to move." I...... I'm pregnant. ”

"......" This time, Gu's mother didn't say anything for a long time.

"Mom, I'm sorry." Gu Yixuan knew that his mother must be very disappointed in herself, "I know that you will definitely want me to take the child, but ...... I really don't want to. Mom, I want to give birth to the child, don't let the people of the Min family know, and let the child follow our surname Gu in the future, okay? You help me find a place to avoid the Min family's sight......"

"Gu Yixuan!" Gu's mother was already crying, "Do you know that giving birth to a child will harm you for the rest of your life!" Take away the children and you can still marry a very good person and live a good life. But if you have a child, your life will be wasted, you know? The child hasn't been around for long, so if you listen, take it off. Mom can dredge up the relationship and not let you leave a record, and you will still be innocent in the future......"

"Mom" Gu Yixuan interrupted her mother, "I won't take the child...... "Even if the child is only two weeks, it is still a life, if she wants to kill, she can't do it."

Gu's mother persuaded her for more than half an hour, but Gu Yixuan still insisted on giving birth to the child, and finally Gu's mother compromised: "Okay, I'll pick you up and go back to J City." ”

"I can't go back." Gu Yixuan said, "Mom, we are all old neighbors in the neighborhood, and they all know that I am not married, let them see that my belly is getting bigger and bigger day by day, and you and Dad will definitely be gossiped about." I'll stay in City A first, take care of the things here, and I'll leave when the baby is born. ”

In the end, Gu's mother arranged a qiΔ“ for Gu Yixuan, she packed up her things, called Xiaolan to explain the matter of the *coffee hall, and left without looking back.

She was never the one to look back, just as she broke up with Zhou Yangguang a few years ago – she was gone, never to come back.

Regarding Min Shiyan, she will not forget him, and she still loves him, but she will not go to him to see him again, she just wants to say: Shiyan, never again.

On this scorching sunny afternoon, Gu Yixuan buried the second love of his life and left resolutely.

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In the blink of an eye, two days have passed.

Min Shiyan took two days off from the hospital to deal with things and accompany the child by the way.

Today, he went to Wei'an's house like yesterday, and as soon as he rang the doorbell, the child came to open the door for him, and called him happily: "Uncle." ”

Afraid that the child would not be able to accept it, neither he nor Wei'an told the child that he was the child's father.

He entered the door, handed the newly bought toy to the little one, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window of the living room, looked at the vehicles coming and going on the road not far away, and the figure of Gu Yixuan appeared in his mind again.

In the past two days, he wanted to see her and contact her countless times.

However, when she left, the phrase "don't contact me again" would always ring in her ears at the right time, and he would silently put down his phone.

When he went to buy something, he also deliberately drove past the door of the *coffee hall, and more than once, he only saw the *coffee hall open as usual, and he didn't see Gu Yixuan.

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When Wei An came back from outside, he saw Min Shiyan standing thoughtfully in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.

She knew who he was thinking, her eyes dimmed a little, she walked over, hugged Min Shiyan from behind, and whispered his name like when the two were in love: "Shiyan." ”

Min Shiyan looked down at the hand around his waist, and remembered that Gu Yixuan would also hug him like this, but more often, she screamed and threw herself into his arms, as long as he did a small thing that could make her happy. Then she would see a bright and dazzling smile on her face.

Thinking about it, Min Shiyan involuntarily took Wei An's hand away and turned to look at her, "I'm back." ”

A trace of loss crossed Wei An's eyes, and he said "um".

Min Shiyan didn't speak anymore and went over to accompany the child.

Wei An hesitated, but still took out three tickets for the zoo from his bag, walked over and asked Min Shiyan: "Let's take Xiaojie to the zoo tomorrow, I bought the tickets." ”

Min Shiyan frowned: "I'm going back to work in the hospital tomorrow, and I have an operation." ”

Wei An was stunned, "What surgery?" ”

"Very important surgery." Min Shiyan obviously didn't want to talk anymore, because if it was Gu Yixuan, she wouldn't ask, because she knew when he would have surgery. And tomorrow is another operation for the terminal cancer patient last time, and the second day they were together, he and Gu Yixuan talked about this patient, and Gu Yixuan was very impressed.

Wei An smiled and nodded, and went to prepare lunch.

Min Shiyan stayed until dinner time before leaving, but he didn't go back immediately, but instead drove towards Gu Yixuan's *coffee hall.

When there was still a street away from the *coffee hall, he parked the car on the side of the road, took out his mobile phone and called up Gu Yixuan's number several times but did not dial it.

In the end, he opened WeChat and went to see Gu Yixuan's circle of friends - there has been no update since the day they broke up.

But...... It's just two days. Why does he feel like he's been doing it for two years?

Sitting on the side of the road until more than nine o'clock, and when it was nearly ten o'clock, Min Shiyan got out of the car and walked to the *coffee hall.

He didn't get very close to the *coffee hall, but hid behind a tree not far away, looking at the door of the *coffee hall from a distance.

*The coffee hall closes at ten o'clock, Gu Yixuan will definitely come out of the *coffee hall, he may be able to see her.

finally waited until ten o'clock, Min Shiyan looked intently at the door of the *coffee hall, but only saw Xiaolan and another girl come out, they left after locking the door, and there was no trace of Gu Yixuan.

What about Gu Yixuan?

After Xiaolan and a few people walked away, Min Shiyan walked to the door of the *coffee hall, the door was indeed locked, and the lights inside were all dimmed, Gu Yixuan may not have come to the *coffee hall today.

Min Shiyan stood for a long time before leaving, and the next day, he came again, but he still didn't see Gu Yixuan, and the same was true on the third and fourth days.

On the fifth day, Min Shiyan finally couldn't hold back, and after Xiaolan and a few people came out, he went over and asked, "What about Yixuan?" ”

Xiao Lan looked at Min Shiyan in surprise and shook her head: "After last weekend, she didn't come to the *coffee hall." Right now, I'm taking care of everything in the *coffee room. ”

Min Shiyan frowned, asked Xiaolan not to lock the door first, and walked into the bar room, Gu Yixuan's workbench was still there, but the computers, brushes, and the like had all been taken away.

He finally realized that Gu Yixuan had left, and he went out to ask Xiaolan, "Do you know where she went?" ”

Xiaolan shook her head and left.

Min Shiyan took out his mobile phone, and this time, he dialed Gu Yixuan's phone without hesitation, but prompted to turn it off.

He suddenly had a feeling that he would never find Gu Yixuan again.

He should have thought that she was such a determined person, and when she turned away from his house, she probably never thought of coming back.

Thinking about it, Min Shiyan put down his mobile phone, and the whole person was also decadent, so he started the car very late and went home.

When he returned home this time, he was greeted by the silence and darkness of a room.

He turned on the light, and the light was as warm as before, unchanged, but he couldn't find Gu Yixuan's figure.

However, when he closed his eyes, Gu Yixuan sat on the sofa and looked at him smiling, which could come to his mind.

It's been a long time since he's thought of someone like that.

After staying in the living room for a long time, Min Shiyan returned to the room.

On the table in the room, there was still the painting that Gu Yixuan gave him. He also remembered her saying: Draw what you think, and paint what you want.

He went to the study and brought Gu Yixuan's paintbrush, spread out the painting, and sketched her face on the drawing paper.

He remembered the first time he saw Gu Yixuan, she was wearing very simple casual clothes, a pair of boots, and a silk scarf around her neck, which gave people a very atmospheric feeling.

Sketching and drawing, Gu Yixuan appeared on the drawing paper that day, standing opposite him in the painting, looking at him with a slight apology in his eyes.

It was already early in the morning after he finished painting, and he put down his pen and looked at the familiar face, his vision slowly blurred by the fog in his eyes......

It turned out that he missed her so much.