Chapter Forty-Eight: Memories Withdraw Voluntarily
The hail was still falling, and the restless crowd in the mall had figured out what was going on, and gradually settled down with the comfort of the staff.
Gu Yixuan sat on the sofa in a daze, surrounded by countless glass shards, and blood stained half of her arm.
But as if she didn't feel the pain, she stared at the jewelry box, watching it roll alone on the ground, and when it stopped, she got up and walked over......
Her steps were unusually difficult, and when she picked up the jewelry box, she just felt ...... These two rings weigh a thousand pounds.
"Miss." At this time, a man in a security uniform came over and said on the walkie-talkie, "A young lady at the main entrance is injured, arrange a car to take her to the hospital." With that, the security guard squatted down and helped Gu Yixuan up, seeing that her expression was wrong, thinking that she was scared, and comforting her, "It's okay, it's just hail, don't be afraid, we'll send you to the hospital immediately." ”
Gu Yixuan looked at the security guard's concerned and nervous expression, and suddenly thought of Min Shiyan's appearance of turning around and leaving just now, and closed his eyes, but tears still flowed out......
She didn't want to cry, but ...... Min Shiyan just left her and left, she was really scared.
It's not the current environment that scares her, it's that she's afraid...... Min Shiyan will just leave her and never come back.
The security guard looked at Gu Yixuan's tears and hurriedly comforted him, and after a while, the manager of the mall sent a car over, and Gu Yixuan was sent to the car and went to the hospital to bandage his wounds......
At this time, Min Shiyan finally caught up with Wei'an at the south gate of the mall.
Wei An turned his back to him, he held Wei An's hand tightly, and he didn't dare to turn her body to look at her.
The shock brought to him by this incident was too great......
Back then, Wei'an was shot and was pronounced dead on the way to the rescue. He was in the hospital, and he watched her being taken to the morgue and taken to the funeral home, and then he fell ill, and then Wei'an's parents came to the United States and went to the funeral home to pick up Wei'an's ashes.
Wei'an, she is long gone. Then how to explain the woman in front of him who looks exactly like Wei An?
Something stimulated every nerve in Min Shiyan's scar, and he trembled his hand to make Wei An turn around, and when he saw her face clearly, his breathing almost stopped.
Wei An, it's really her.
"You're alive." Min Shiyan's voice was trembling, "Wei'an, you are still alive......"
Wei An's eyes were red, "Shiyan, you should not see me, go back." As she spoke, she was about to break away from Min Shiyan's hand.
How could Min Shiyan let Wei An go, he squeezed Wei An's hand tighter: "Why? Why are you lying to me? ”
"Your mother doesn't approve of us being together at all." Wei An said, "She came to me and said that I was not worthy of you and was not qualified to stay with you." And I'm ...... It's true that I don't qualify to stay with you. Shiyan, I'm sorry. I left you for your own good. But I know that if I break up with you, you will definitely not agree, and the shooting is my best chance to leave you, so I lied to you with the doctor, sorry ......"
"......" Min Shiyan's mind was surging with all kinds of complicated feelings, he didn't speak, just looked at Wei An deadly, and his eyes were a terrifying red.
At this moment, no one can understand his complex feelings and struggles.
"Shiyan." Wei An was reluctant to appear in front of Min Shiyan, because he was afraid of seeing him with such an expression, "I know that you already have a girlfriend who talks about marriage, you are the right person, and she seems to like you very much." Can you go back and spend time with her? I really...... Not worthy of you. ”
Gu Yixuan...... Thinking of her, Min Shiyan was about to let go of Wei An's hand, when a child's voice sounded at this time - "Mom! ”
Wei An's face changed greatly, he looked at Min Shiyan in a panic, and then looked at the child who ran towards him.
Min Shiyan also looked over and saw a child about the same age as Tianning......
Two years ago, he told Xu Rongrong that if Wei'an hadn't had an accident at that time, his child would ...... It should be as big as Tianning.
Now, this kid ......
Min Shiyan's thoughts that had just calmed down were messy, and he didn't let go of Wei An's hand: "Are you married?" ”
Wei An shook his head, "I didn't." ”
Min Shiyan's voice trembled again, and it took a while for a while to say with difficulty: "Then this kid ...... Mine, right? ”
"It's not!" Wei An's eyes widened, and he struggled very much, "Shiyan, you let go of me, I can't sue you." You haven't seen me, okay? We weren't supposed to meet in the first place. ”
Min Shiyan looked at the six-year-old child, and his vision was gradually blurred......
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Hospital.
The wound on Gu Yixuan's hand was not deep, and it was quickly bandaged, she had been in a state of disappointment, and the nurse called her several times before she reacted.
"The wound is bandaged, and you can leave." The nurse repeated the words again.
"Thank you...... Vomit ......" Gu Yixuan just spit out a word, and suddenly felt a surge in her stomach, she retched, and her face turned pale in an instant.
The nurse was also frightened by Gu Yixuan, and hurriedly patted her on the back: "What's wrong with you?" Isn't it just a wound on the hand? How can you throw up? ”
Gu Yixuan covered his mouth and shook his head, "Bathroom ......"
"I'll help you go." The nurse hurriedly helped Gu Yixuan to the bathroom.
In the bathroom, Gu Yixuan threw up violently, and finally for the sake of insurance, she was sent for a check-up......
After getting the test results, Gu Yixuan sat in the hospital for a long time before leaving.
The noon sun was particularly hot, Gu Yi flipped out and stopped a taxi, said the address of the apartment and leaned against the window, staring blankly at the high-rise buildings outside the window.
She suddenly wanted to cry.
Her life is still good and happy when she gets up today. But...... Wei'an is back.
Wei'an and Min Shiyan have had a relationship for many years, and Min Shiyan has never forgotten Wei'an for so many years.
And she and Min Shiyan have only known each other for three months.
Min Shiyan once told her that she was more important than Wei'an's memories, but now...... Wei An came back alive.
Then, for Min Shiyan, she is definitely not as important as a living micro-an. Between her and Wei'an, who Min Shiyan will choose, she doesn't have to think about it to know the "answer" case.
Their wedding doesn't have to go on, it's the same as between them.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt pain, her head suddenly hurt, she covered her head with both hands, closed her eyes in pain, and her heart seemed to be tightly twisted.
After arriving at the downstairs of the apartment, Gu Yixuan paid the money, went upstairs like a walking corpse, and went home.
Min Shiyan hadn't come back yet, she looked at her phone, and she didn't call him, just sat on the sofa and hugged herself, thinking carefully.
She has never been a person who likes to stalk, and soon, she has an answer, calmly went back to the room, tidied up her things, and then waited for Min Shiyan to come back.
After sitting for a while, she suddenly smiled......
Think of this qiē as a dream. Later, Min Shiyan will come back, and it will be the time to wake up from a dream. She told herself not to be sad for too long, love is really not the whole of life......
Even if she leaves, she has to live well.
When Min Shiyan came back, it was not early, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Gu Yixuan sitting on the sofa, the whole person was stunned, there were tears on his face, and his heart throbbed fiercely.
He walked over, squatted down in front of Gu Yixuan, reached out to wipe the tears from her cheeks, looked at her, and was speechless for a long time.
At the beginning, because he was afraid of hurting Gu Yixuan, he hesitated for a long time before coming together with her.
He thought they could last forever and that he would never hurt her.
But in the end, he still hurt her with his own hands.
Gu Yixuan looked at Min Shiyan slowly, and saw that his eyes were full of apologies, as well as his reddened eyes, and he was suddenly relieved.
It turned out that he didn't want to do this, he also knew that Wei An was still alive, and he didn't want to hurt her. If Wei'an doesn't appear, he still loves her.
It's the wrong time for her to appear.
"Shiyan," she asked, "is that her?" ”
After a while, Min Shiyan nodded, and then said with difficulty: "She's still alive, and there are ......" He closed his eyes, "Me and her child." ”
"......" Gu Yixuan kept thinking about the word "child", a pain spread from the tip of her heart, she gritted her teeth tightly to prevent herself from crying, and then nodded, "I have already packed up my things, you can take a moment and send them to the *coffee hall." ”
After speaking, Gu Yi got up and walked to the door......
Min Shiyan reacted, hugged Gu Yixuan tightly in the past, and couldn't say anything.
Micro Amp and Echo ...... He didn't want to hurt anyone, but he had to hurt someone......
Wei An took his child, Yi Xuan...... He didn't want to lose her, but he couldn't keep her.
"Shiyan," Gu Yixuan's voice was much calmer, "Let go of me." In fact, she was satisfied, Min Shiyan did not watch her leave indifferently, he was also reluctant to her, and he was also sad, so at least it showed that she had a place in his mind.
In this way, it is enough.
"Yixuan" could hear that Min Shiyan was choking, "Don't go, we can find a way to solve the problem." ”
Gu Yixuan took Min Shiyan's hand away and smiled reluctantly: "Shiyan, you don't have to be like this, I know it's enough that you have loved me." But I also know that you love Wei'an more. You won't leave you and her children without a home, without a dad. My withdrawal is the best way to solve this problem, you don't have to be embarrassed. Don't ...... either. Contact me again. I'll live well, goodbye. ”
She left Min Shiyan with one last smile and turned to leave.
Don't let Min Shiyan fall into a dilemma, which is what she can give him in the end. So she chose to leave.
After stepping out of this door, she will never see Min Shiyan again, and she will never tell him how painful and reluctant she was when she left.
She wouldn't tell Min Shiyan that she was pregnant.
A child who is only two weeks old, and a six-year-old child, she chose the latter for Min Shiyan.
She left with their wedding rings, knowing that Min Shiyan really wanted to marry her, it was enough.
Really, enough is enough.