Four hundred and forty-one
Four hundred and forty-one
"Old lady, the old slave serves you to rest, your nap time today has been postponed for half an hour because of the two young ladies." At this time, his master has something on his mind, and Cuizhu Mama is clear, but as long as Mrs. Hou doesn't say anything, Cuizhu Mama will never bring it up, although it has been a lifetime of master and servant, but his master has always been a person who is used to taking everything into his own hands, and now this situation can be said to be the first time that his master has encountered such a thing after marrying into the Yongping Marquis Mansion, although Cuizhu Mama also feels that there seems to be something wrong with this matter, However, she also believes that if things change, her master will definitely deal with it as soon as possible, and it is not a strange thing for her to feel a little strange, after all, there are many things that she can understand as a subordinate, and it is good for the masters to solve the things between the masters themselves.
Although he also reminded Lan Luoling in private, but looking at the second lady's actions just now, he didn't seem to care about his reminder, so if there was really something, he could be regarded as worthy of her, after all, what he did, from the position of the old lady, he would feel that he had betrayed her, in fact, the old lady just hoped that the opinions would be reunited and hold the honor of the Yongping Hou Mansion well, but unfortunately the eldest lady really didn't know what to think, I want to go against Mrs. Hou, in fact, a hundred years after Mrs. Hou, the Yongping Marquis Mansion is not going to be handed over to the eldest lady, but the eldest lady has not taken care of the face of the Yongping Marquis Mansion in doing anything, so the old Mrs. Hou will do this, but who is to blame for such a situation now, Cuizhu Mama only feels that this matter is not low for Mrs. Liangwei, but although she can see it, she is just a subordinate, and she is not qualified to talk about such a topic at all. So now, even if I know that Mrs. Hou is upset, I don't dare to say a word more, because sometimes Mrs. Hou is too stubborn, and if she says anything, I'm afraid it will make things develop in a bad direction even more.
"Cuizhu, how many years have you been with me?" Mrs. Hou let Mama Cuizhu help herself to the bed and cover the brocade quilt, at this time, although Mama Cuizhu did things meticulously without any mistakes, but there were some things in her heart, after all, although Mrs. Hou said that she was a little mercenary, but she was also very careful about the people around her, it was precisely because of this ability to observe carefully, so Mrs. Hou would stand tall in the Yongping Hou Mansion, even if the old Marquis was famous for showing mercy everywhere, But in the end, the woman who can enter the gate of the Yongping Hou Mansion is just a few of them, although Cuizhu has been with him since he was a child, and he has always been a very calm character, but today he also has a somewhat boring feeling, his old wife and Cuizhu have been together for a lifetime, and the time spent together by the two can be said to be the longest, at this time, Cuizhu has such a performance, even if he doesn't want to be Mrs. Hou, he understands that it must have something to do with the two young ladies. But sometimes I really don't want to be mercenary, but because I am really planning for this family, so I have to sacrifice something.
Although such a sacrifice is not even expected to be seen by the old lady Hou who has always been interested in interests, but such a sacrifice is indeed unavoidable, and what needs to be done between all the masters in the same family may not be the same, after all, it is impossible for all people to focus on only one thing, after all, what a family needs is division of labor and cooperation. The reason why I still don't agree with the eldest lady is nothing more than this reason, the eldest lady is not only a jealous person, but she has spent sixteen years, but she still hasn't learned to let the right person stay in the right position, this matter can also be said to be her own knot. Sometimes a lot of things are very clear in my heart, but I can't say a word in front of outsiders, because in this glamorous society, there are actually a lot of dirty things under the beautiful halo, and these things set off those halos colorfully, so many things can't see their hearts, because they are too ugly, so people can't look at them directly, and face such things every day. Even a person like himself, who has been determined all his life, will feel very tired and want to talk to others about his pain, but he can't.
"Old lady, when the slave was seven years old, her hometown suffered from floods and plagues, and the whole family died of illness on the way to escape, and the starvation died, and finally only the slave and the maid were left, and finally met the old lady when the slave was about to starve to death, at that time, the old lady saw that the slave and the maid were pitiful and gave a steamed bun to the slave and maid to eat, so that the slave and the maid did not starve to death, but in the end, the slave and the maid were still arrested by the traffickers and abducted and sold to Fengdu, but they did not want to meet the old lady again, so the slave and the maid became the old lady's maid from the age of seven, Now the slave maid is fifty-seven years old, and the slave maid has been with the old lady for fifty years. "For Mrs. Hou's life-saving grace to herself, Mama Cuizhu dare not forget even if she is dead, and it is precisely because of such a kindness, so no matter what Mrs. Hou wants to do, Mama Cuizhu has never shirked, fifty years, Mama Cuizhu has also witnessed the life of Mrs. Hou since she was a child, in fact, Mrs. Hou was also a gentle and kind girl before she came out of the cabinet, but in the end she still couldn't withstand the big dye vat of society.
In the end, of course, Mrs. Hou also learned to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, for her son no matter what kind of thing can be done, although this is the sorrow of the life of a woman living in the back house, even if she is unwilling, but she always has to marry, even if you marry a good husband even if you have no love, but at least there is respect, just like Mrs. Hou, but for such a respect, Mrs. Hou also sacrificed a lot of things, and finally even sacrificed her daughter, In the final analysis, God is too cruel, but even this kind of life is already considered to be the best among most of the ladies, if you don't marry well, so long and the same as the eldest lady, not only did you not get the love of your husband, but also did not get the mercy of your husband, until the end it was just her own support, how can such a life be what a woman should have, this society is a tragic society, most women live in sorrow, Although Mama Cuizhu didn't know why Mrs. Lao Hou asked him these things at such a time, he still answered truthfully, but thinking back on the past, even Mama Cuizhu, who had always been calm, felt depressed in her heart.
"Yes, unconsciously, you have been by my side for fifty years, although you have been by my side for the past fifty years, but these fifty years of happiness, when you are angry, when you are proud, when you are frustrated, when you are in pain, you stay by my side, how did my voice come over, I am afraid that you can see it more clearly than me, sometimes I always think, if I didn't insist on marrying the old marquis, I wouldn't have been so miserable, First the white-haired man sent the black-haired man away my own daughter, and then sent away my husband, but the people around me also think that I am mercenary, even if it is the Hou Ye, now I ignore me like this is just because of this reason, so sometimes I always think, I have lived my life like this, am I right or am I wrong, Cuizhu, the only person who has always been by my side in this life is you, do you think I am right or wrong. ”
Mrs. Hou's face was full of exhaustion, for so many years, she felt very tired for the first time, and the granddaughter who was difficult to cultivate in her heart was going to be careful in front of her at this time because she had chosen a more suitable candidate, how could Mrs. Hou not be sad, she was punished at the beginning, but she just wanted to exercise her well, but what she didn't expect was that she not only didn't consider her intentions, but on the contrary, she was a white-eyed wolf, In a blink of an eye, he forgot that he was good to him, and only remembered that he wanted to calculate himself, calculate his sister, although he was not born by a mother, but after all, he still had blood and family affection, Lan Luoling's actions today really made him sad, but sadness is sad, some things even now he has to do, the reason why he left Lan Luoling is just because since she came so much, how could she give up if she didn't achieve her goal, but she didn't want to want to get what she wanted in her yard, Is it so easy, her mother has been in this mansion for sixteen years and has not been as bold as her, it seems that she is really a good daughter taught by her mother, but since she dares to do such a thing today, she must be mentally prepared to pay the price for such an act.
It is precisely because she has to beware that her granddaughter will make small moves in her own preparation, so Mrs. Hou will feel tired, at this time she will feel that if she doesn't say something, she will definitely make her heart panic, Mrs. Hou has never been worried that Mama Cuizhu will betray herself, because as Mama Cuizhu said, the two have been living together for fifty years, and he has been by her side for fifty years. The fact that she can still stay in the Yongping Hou Mansion and have such a status today is also because of her help to herself, so Mrs. Lao Hou understands that Cuizhu Mama is just a little bit of a concern like herself, but she will never betray herself, because of such a feeling of trust, so today I also want to talk about the long-accumulated sincerity in my heart, or this will be the only sincere conversation between the master and servant in my life, because Mrs. Lao Hou understands that Cuizhu Mama is a very polite person, In her heart, she is her master, so she will be her master for the rest of her life.
"How can the slave and maid afford your words, to be able to follow the old lady by your side, there is no shortage of food and clothing, and everyone has never looked down on me when I go in and out, it is already the greatest blessing in Cuizhu's life, Cuizhu only thinks about serving the old lady well in this life, as long as it is what Cuizhu can do, Cuizhu will naturally do her best to do it for the old lady." Mrs. Hou has never been a casual person, but at this time, she said these words to herself unusually, Cuizhu Mama only felt that she was puzzled, and she was just worried that she had just mentioned the matter of the second lady to Mrs. Hou, at this time Mrs. Hou did not show it, but in fact, she was very angry in her heart, and was thinking about how to beat herself, in this life, she never remembered how many things she had done for Mrs. Hou, but what she remembered was Mrs. Hou's kindness to herself, Cuizhu Mama knew that if it wasn't for Mrs. Hou to give her food, and later she kept herself by her side, she was afraid that she didn't know what the outcome would be in her life, so at this time, she had to let Mrs. Lao Hou know before Mrs. Hou asked, and her loyalty to her in this life would not change.
"What are you talking about, in fact, we are all old now, even if I am still doing something now, I just want our Yongping Hou Mansion family to be good, peace and security is more important than anything else, in fact, I have fought for a lifetime, and I don't want to fight for anything anymore, but some things are not something I don't want to do, what kind of heart is the eldest lady, I think you have seen it very clearly by my side in the past sixteen years, Even if I never thought of stopping her from doing anything, he wouldn't believe it, and the thing I'm still angry about is that I just allowed her to punish Luo Wanqing a little because she was pregnant, but I didn't expect that she secretly killed Luo Wanqing, so that my son will live in pain and guilt of losing his beloved for the rest of his life, this kind of thing is the most painful thing in my life. Living in a family like ours, how rare it is to find someone who truly loves each other in your life, you can also see it. So because of these many reasons, now the Hou Ye treats me with the same attitude, although I have never said anything, but how can he know the pain in my heart?" (To be continued.) )