In the deep night, I once again saw the blurry lights in the city, it crisscrossed and extended in all directions outside the city, I seemed to see a complex inner world in these lights, the world contains desires, pursuits, dreams instantly follow the fireworks in the farthest part of the city, burst in the sky, and gradually return to calm, and I am calm just drive the car, follow the Mi Cai in front, from the elevated, to the center of the city.

Back in the old house, Mi Cai seemed to have relieved all her burdens, she sat on the sofa with a calm expression, and I went to the kitchen to put the food I had carefully prepared in the pot and heated it again.

By the time I had finished the meal, Mi Cai was no longer in the living room, and I heard movement in the bedroom, so I walked over to take a look, and it turned out that Mi Cai was already packing her luggage.

She was hit hard here, saying that she let go of Zhuomei, but how could she let go completely, so I could understand her feeling of wanting to leave Suzhou urgently, and said to her with guilt: "Don't be in such a hurry to pack your things, you know that I have a lot of projects in charge, and there will be a long handover process when I leave Luku, and when I actually leave, it will be almost the Chinese New Year." ”

"Then I'll go to Xuzhou and wait for you first."

I couldn't tell if Mi Cai was joking or if she was saying something particularly serious, so I just looked at her and didn't know how to respond to her

Mi Cai didn't seem to take my non-response to heart either, and packed up her clothes again, as if continuing to show me her determination to leave Suzhou, and after a while, I finally spoke: "When I didn't go back to get my father and my mother, Xuzhou is a tiger's den in Longtan, you dare to go?" ”

Mi Cai finally stopped packing her clothes, stopped, and looked up at me.

I said: "It will take some time for you to deal with the aftermath of Zhuomei, or when it is finished, go to other places to relax first, your nerves are too tight this year!" ”

Mi Cai thought about it for a while, felt that I was reasonable, and asked, "Where do you think is a good place to relax?" ”

I don't know why, I subconsciously remembered the small mountain village in Guizhou, where the people are simple and simple, and there is a quiet power, so I blurted out, "The small mountain village where the girl grew up is very good, the scenery is good, don't you like photography, there are too many good materials there!" ”

Mi Cai nodded in agreement and said, "Just go there."

I was stunned, only to remember that there is not only a good scenery, but also a place that can heal people, and Wei Manwen, this seems to be a stalk, but think about it again, Wei Manwen is not Mi Cai's stalk, on the contrary, having her there is also a response to Mi Cai, which makes me more at ease, so I ignored the despair and pain she brought to Robben, and said to Mi Cai: "Then go, and help me do two things by the way." ”

"What's the matter?"

"There is one thing that has been delayed for a long time on my side, our company has a salary of 3 million that should be paid to Le Yao for filming micro-films, and Le Yao's own intention is to use this money to help the small mountain village build a road to the outside world, but it has not been implemented, so I would like to ask you to send this money to the local village branch in the name of Le Yao, so that they can do their best to complete this dream for many years."

"Well, no problem, what about the second thing?"

After I was silent for a while, I replied: "You help me ask Teacher Wei, on the day Robben left, did she go to the airport to see her off, I seemed to see her, but there was only a back, and I couldn't confirm it." ”

This time, Mi Cai didn't respond to me immediately, and maybe in her opinion, this is not something to be pursued.

I added, "Actually, I don't mean anything special, just out of curiosity. ”

"If I can remember, I'll ask for you, okay?"

I really didn't think of the second thing as a must-do, nodded, and then pulled Mi Cai up from the bed and asked her to go to dinner with me, the temperature was low in winter, we chatted a few words, and the meal I had just heated was almost cold again

This night, we lay in bed, did not say too much, and no one could sleep peacefully quickly, we all know that no matter what the future holds, what happened today will be remembered by us for a lifetime, because Mi Cai lost Zhuo Mei today, I lost nearly ten years of brotherhood today, and saw through the human nature behind the white clouds and dogs.

It was already early in the morning, I turned over and wanted to hug Mi Cai beside me, but my hand inadvertently touched her cheek, only to feel damp, she was crying, but I didn't notice it.

I knocked over the five-flavor bottle again in my heart, Zhuomei's matter can't be so simple in her heart, sometimes I am willing to see through it, it's just a choice that is afraid of pain, I can imagine that if it weren't for me shackling her, she would not have made the decision to give up Zhuomei so lightly, she loves me, just like I love her, and I love her to the point that I have changed my values, but I, who was once immature, have teased her with words in front of her many times, saying that she sold her soul to Zhuomei, and hated her for it.

Actually, I don't know her well enough, for me, she should be the best woman in the world, because she gave me the best of herself, and I didn't do a lot of things at this moment, I was even ashamed, I felt wronged for her, I felt injustice for her, she shouldn't have met me, and our fate shouldn't have been entangled because of this old house I know very well that I am not an excellent man, but there is something in my bones that even I can't say, which will always make me hate the women around me, Either thinking about it, or loving it, the only way to break off this entanglement is not to meet

I hugged her and whispered in her ear: "If you can't let go of Zhuomei in your heart, you don't have to take into account my feelings, and you don't have to force yourself to live the kind of life that may not bring you real happiness, we can find a way together to get back Zhuomei who should belong to you!" ”

My words touched the wound in her heart, and her love was released, shrunk into my arms and cried bitterly, choked up and said: "Even if I am reluctant to let go but choose to let go Zhaoyang, I love Zhuomei deeply, and I love you Zhuomei has made me choose painfully, you can't let me choose painfully"

"No, it won't! I promise that in this life, I will condemn you. "I hugged her tighter, and I knew I couldn't let her down.

After I finished speaking, she cried even more fiercely, I knew that she was injured, she was really injured in this battle of Zhuomei, compared to Fang Yuan's betrayal of me, the pain she was calculated by Mi Zhongde's father and daughter, I am afraid it will be more difficult to bear, because Mi Zhongde's father and daughter are her only relatives in this world, and my brother is more than Fang Yuan.

When the pain tormented her, I was her only support, and the security she needed in this world could only be obtained by relying on my arms and licking her wounds

Happy New Year's Day may not be too late for the second shift today, don't build yì and so on! ~