"Don't smoke, what's the matter, you're here alone, are you still a man, and you don't have any interest."

Wu Xiaojun heard someone behind him scolding angrily, turned his face in distraction, and saw Shao Yingying crying, looking sadly at himself who was also sad in front of him, the cigarette butt in his hand was crushed, and the tobacco fell to the ground little by little, "Yingzi, why are you here?" ”

"I've been seeing you here upstairs for a long time, and I know that you have no place to vent your heart, and you can't do this to yourself. It's late, let's go, go out to eat. ”

The two came to the Gufeng Night Market to eat a bowl of braised noodles, and had no intention of wandering around, so they sat down under a rattan on Beijing Road.

Wu Xiaojun looked solemnly at the vehicles speeding in front of him, at the citizens walking leisurely in twos and threes, and at the couples sweetly snuggling together and talking about love, Luo Xiao's mature and steady and gentle and lovely figure appeared in front of him, it was so real, so realistic, but he could only stay in the permanent memory, and there was an indescribable taste in his heart, and he couldn't help but burst into tears.

Shao Yingying cried and said, "I feel very sad when I think of my sister, I always have nightmares these days." She was abandoned by her biological mother since she was a child, lived a life under the fence, suffered from people's cynicism, tasted the warmth and coldness of the world, and worked hard to enter the university campus that everyone yearns for, and then suffered the painful blow of the death of her adoptive mother, and finally found her biological mother. ”

Wu Xiaojun sighed and said, "She and I were in the same class when we were in high school, our personalities are a little stubborn, and our ideas are still very firm. The two of us had a fight on May Day, and I followed her to the internship location, and she told me about her situation, and I felt very depressed. At that time, I advised her not to do it, not to deal with their gang, but she still refused to listen, and had to see what they were doing and what their intentions were. It was my failure to insist on my position that led to her being murdered in prison. When I think of this, I am very angry with myself, I am sorry for her. ”

"It's not your fault, it's just that her life is short."

"Uncle Luo and your mother have been hit hard psychologically this time, how are they now?"

"The situation was not very good, Uncle Luo later had a heart attack and was hospitalized for more than ten days. After being discharged from the hospital, I persuaded them to come back, but Uncle Luo resolutely refused, and he had to wait for my sister to leave her after the day festival, so I had to let my mother stay with him. ”

"The relatives are lost one by one, and Uncle Luo is too unbearable. Now that his only daughter is gone, you and Brother Zili are his relatives, I hope you can respect him, honor him like your own father, and let him and your mother spend the rest of their lives happily. ”

"Don't worry, we will definitely be able to do it, and we will definitely take my sister's due obligations and let her spirit in heaven be comforted."

"It's like a dream to think about all these years of knowing you two sisters. When I was in high school, I had a good impression of your sister, but I didn't have the courage to speak, so I could only hide that vague and ignorant love in my heart. Coming here, the ghost made God send you to be in the same class, out of love for the house and Wu, in order to make up for the original defects, no longer miss the God-given opportunity, the heart of your care and care for you, only to fulfill your mother, Uncle Luo and your sister's dream, to promote your family reunion, this affection is increasing day by day, but see that you have never left me, lukewarm, until you are honest when you categorically refuse, I don't know if it is your sister, once misunderstood you deeply. After the relationship with your sister is clear, this kind of thought is no longer there. But the world is unpredictable, and in the end it is not related to your family, this is destined by God, deliberately made a big joke with my life, and I feel incredible when I think of this. ”

"I am very touched by what you have done for our family, especially some time ago, being able to take care of my mother and Uncle Luo in that environment is difficult for ordinary people to do, and he is indeed a person with affection and righteousness, which makes me very moved. To be honest, I didn't have a good impression of you before, it wasn't that I didn't have an opinion of you, I always felt that my personality was very different from you, I always felt that you were an unreliable person, I didn't dare to get close to you, and I didn't want to leave you, and I was always in a contradiction in my heart. After a long time of ideological struggle, seeing that you and Feng Weiwei were fighting hotly, out of love for you, I was very angry in my heart. I couldn't suppress the resentment in my heart and categorically rejected your request, for which I felt uncomfortable for more than half a month. Later, my sister directly explained to my mother that she was in love with you, and my mother advised me not to have any illusions about you, and I would find my sister awkward in front of you. Later, when I thought about it, the two of you are really more suitable, and my heart is much more steady. Now that I think about it, I can't stand you like that to you at the time, and it's also very naïve and unsatisfactory, after all, they are all flesh-and-blood, affectionate adults. ”

"The reality is too ruthless, everything has passed, and there is no turning back, just let it pass slowly with the years."

"My sister is lucky to have a boyfriend like you, and she is unlucky to lose your boyfriend. I know the pressure of the trauma you have endured, as a hot-blooded man, you must let go of what you should let go, don't be too yourself, cheer up, start again, do what you are willing to do, do what you should do, take the road you want to go, I believe that good people will have good rewards, after going through ups and downs, your road will be broader, and your future will be better. ”

"Thank you, Eiko, and I hope you do the same, making uncles and aunts proud and proud. I'll go to see Uncle Luo and Auntie when I have time. As an elder brother, if there is anything, just say, I will continue to care for you, take care of you, help you, and never let you suffer any grievances. ”

The two reminisced about the past and chatted until late before returning to school.

Bai Lingyan and Wu Xiaojun are in the same department, seeing him soaking in the department all day long, either writing medical records or observing the patient's condition in the ward, in addition to work or work, worried, lifeless, always feel that he has something on his mind buried in his heart, although he is distressed, but he is also embarrassed to ask, worried about touching his nerves and arousing anger, so he has to silently observe him and watch him. Seeing that his internship in the department is coming to an end, he can't wait any longer, he should sit down to understand his heart and exchange feelings.

In the afternoon of this day, a patient with acute severe pancreatitis came to Corey, and by the time he was done, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening. Director Jiang asked everyone to go out to eat together, but Wu Xiaojun felt that he was an intern student and that it was not appropriate to eat with some experts, so he excused himself. As soon as he walked out of the hospital gate, he saw Bai Lingyan walking back and forth with her head down, and hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Why haven't you gone back yet, are you waiting for someone?" ”

When Bai Lingyan saw him come out, she looked excited, and said with a ruddy face, "Yes, you finally came out." ”

Wu Xiaojun asked puzzledly, "Wait for me, is there something wrong?" ”

Bai Lingyan pursed her lips and smiled, "Why, I want to talk to you, can't I!" ”

Wu Xiaojun said, "Of course you can, just say it casually, why wait here for a long time, I really feel ashamed." ”

Bai Lingyan pulled Wu Xiaojun's arm and said with a smile, "Okay, don't be stunned here, let's go, let's go to Wenhua Road for snacks." ”

Wu Xiaojun felt a little inexplicable about Bai Lingyan's sudden move, and he was embarrassed to ask more, so he came to a snack bar with her and found a place to sit down. The waiter came over, bowed lightly, smiled and asked, "Sir, ma'am, what do you want?" ”

Without waiting for Wu Xiaojun to speak, Bai Lingyan said, "A plate of peanuts, a plate of chicken wings, a plate of husband and wife lungs, a plate of beef, two cups of draft beer, and then ......."

Wu Xiaojun saw that Bai Lingyan still wanted to ask for food, so he hurriedly interrupted her, "Okay, it's just two people, what do you want so much, you can't eat it and throw it away." ”

Bai Lingyan smiled, "I know, there is another delicious dish here, and I want you to try it." ”

Wu Xiaojun said, "That's fine, if you want to taste it in the future, there will be opportunities, not bad this time." ”

Bai Lingyan said to the waiter, "Okay, that's all, hurry up." ”

Wu Xiaojun asked suspiciously, "What do you have to do today, it's so formal, it makes me feel embarrassed." ”

Bai Lingyan smiled casually and naturally, "I see that you are nervous, in fact, there is nothing wrong, I have known you for so long, and I haven't really calmed down and sat down for a meal calmly." No, I'm going to be transferred to another department next week, so I can tell you goodbye in advance. To be honest, there is no worry about being with you, and there is always a feeling that my heart is as calm as water. ”

At this time, the dishes were ready, and Bai Lingyan raised her glass, "Come, let's do one." ”

",." The two cups touched tightly together, and both of them tried to take two sips and put them down gently.

Wu Xiaojun picked up the chopsticks in his hand, pinched a chicken wing and put it in front of Bai Lingyan, "You have to eat more of this, the elders say that girls are smart and clever when eating chicken wings." ”

Bai Lingyan picked up a piece of beef, "Should boys eat more beef, should they be as strong as a cow?" ”

Wu Xiaojun couldn't help but laugh and said, "You are not forgiving at all, I said the last sentence, and you will follow the next sentence." After an afternoon of tossing, I was already hungry, but I had to start eating. As he spoke, he ate a few bites of food in a row.

Bai Lingyan said happily, "Looking at your eating appearance, I think of the situation when the two of us were eating at a farmhouse in Xinningsi City, and it hasn't changed at all." ”

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly put down his chopsticks, took a sip of the cup, and sighed, "Alas, time flies so fast, two years have passed, remembering that time, carefree, moving forward bravely towards a goal, although physically tired, but the most relaxed and happy." Looking back on the past two years, there is no longer the high-spirited and heroic passion of the year, it can really be described as sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty, and it is unbearable to look back. ”

Bai Lingyan quietly looked at Wu Xiaojun's emotional face, and tried to ask, "Why do you say this, do you really have some secrets hidden in your heart that are inconvenient to export, or are you encountering any tangled troubles." Others don't want to say, if you can trust me, don't you confide in me, I've been the object of your venting more than once. ”