Wu Xiaojun shuddered, his mind immediately sobered up, and he turned his face to see Bai Lingyan looking at him with a smile, and said a little embarrassedly, "Who should I be, startled, what are you doing here?" ”

"You, you are really a noble person, I told you a long time ago that the first stop of my internship was gastroenterology."

Wu Xiaojun patted his head, "Look at my poor memory, I actually forgot that you were here." ”

"Look at you listless, tired, what's wrong, is there something on your mind?"

"No, no, I slept late last night with a couple of guys. No, I came here to report on the first day, and I came early for fear of being late and leaving a bad impression on others. ”

"It's great that you're here for an internship too, and now I've got company. You see the head of the department is here, I'll take you to meet with him and see which teacher you will be assigned to. ”

"Thank you!"

"Are you still polite with me, it's all as it should be."

Bai Lingyan took Wu Xiaojun to the office of Director Ruan of the department, Director Ruan was about fifty years old, not tall, dressed very well, wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, looking particularly energetic and easy-going. After listening to Wu Xiaojun's self-introduction sincerely, he nodded slightly, smiled and said, "Young man, it's very good, we have few teachers here and more internship students, so you have to be mentally prepared." After the morning meeting later, I will explain to Director Jiang Yuxia, and you will follow her. ”

When Bai Lingyan heard this, she said excitedly, "Director Ruan is so good, Xiaojun has really met a good teacher now." ”

Director Ruan said, "Don't say that, whether the teacher is good or not is not all in the teacher, the key is how the students are, if the students are not willing to work hard to learn, no matter how good the teacher is, they will not be able to bring good students." ”

Wu Xiaojunlian said, "The director's teaching is right, I will study hard and do the work assigned by Teacher Jiang on time." ”

Out of the door, Wu Xiaojun quietly asked Bai Lingyan, "How is this Teacher Jiang?" Be irresponsible, teach not teach students. ”

"Don't worry, Teacher Jiang is not only the most beautiful in the department, but also definitely a career-oriented person, and she is also very good to students, and everyone likes her. However, there is one thing you should note, she is very strict with new students, she loses her temper at every turn, and as long as she spends the first ten days, the rain will be clear and the sun will shine. ”

"Yes, there are such people. According to what you say, I feel much more at ease. Thanks to your timely reminder, otherwise, I might have had a lot of bad luck as a clumsy person. ”

According to Corey's rules, 8:10 a.m. on a normal working day is the day of the shift change. When the time came, the conference room of more than 50 square meters was full of people. Director Nguyen sat in the center at the innermost end of the conference table, and sat around the table in order of doctor's rank from near to far, except for the head nurse, the other trainees, interns, and nurses seemed to know their position, and consciously stood side by side in the back. Although there were more than 40 people, everyone did not talk to each other, and stood quietly in a very regular manner, and the conference room seemed very quiet and quiet.

Wu Xiaojun was a newcomer, and he didn't know where he was standing, so he had to stand cautiously behind everyone near the door. He kept scanning the room back and forth at the expressions of everyone in the room, and the fifth position on the right side of Director Ruan was vacant, and it seemed that no one had arrived yet. Each doctor lowered his head, his expression was stern, and he was tossing the cases in his hands, which looked similar at first glance, not as Bai Lingyan said, who was the most beautiful, and wondered which one was his teacher.

Director Ruan signed a few copies of the cases at hand, looked up, glanced around, looked at the wall clock on the wall facing him, and suddenly said, "It's time, the morning meeting begins." With his incarnation, the people sitting immediately stood up in unison, and the people standing also took a straight posture, and the atmosphere in the entire conference room immediately became tense.

The first time Wu Xiaojun experienced this kind of scene, he felt a little funny in his heart, these people are really good at tossing, as for it, they are so nervous and formal, and the situation of the meeting of the generals of the national army is almost the same. I thought so in my heart, but I never dared to make the slightest movement and lose my voice.

Director Ruan coughed lightly twice and said unhurriedly, "Director Sun, let's start." ”

Everyone immediately focused their attention on Director Sun, only to see him pick up the shift record from the table in front of him, and just as he was about to speak, Wu Xiaojun felt that the door behind him was pushed hard, and he subconsciously flashed aside. Immediately after the door was pushed open, a female doctor passed by him with a slight pant like a white cloud, walked straight to the vacant seat, and stood there with a slight smile at Director Ruan.

Director Ruan glared at her fiercely and said casually, "Director Jiang, you are late again today, and you should pay more attention in the future." ”

Director Jiang showed a subtle twitch on his face and nodded slightly.

Director Ruan continued, "Director Sun, let's talk about it. ”

Wu Xiaojun is usually used to being free and casual, seeing all the people standing upright one by one, with a stern expression, and listening carefully to the speeches of Director Sun, the head nurse and Director Ruan, he didn't think so at first, but slowly felt that this was the regular place of a big hospital, and he must be strict and cautious in conducting scientific research and treating patients, and it would never work without iron discipline and meticulous spirit.

Everyone's speeches were concise and to the point, not muddy, and orderly, and it took less than 20 minutes before and after the whole morning meeting, and everyone immediately went on ward rounds, made wills, and wrote medical records.

After the meeting, Director Ruan gave a brief explanation to Director Jiang and went to the outpatient clinic for consultation.

Director Jiang Yuxia seems to be about thirty years old, tall, handsome face, extraordinary temperament, plain face, no gouache, calm and introverted personality, you know that she has a good higher education, giving people a very mature and connotative feeling.

Wu Xiaojun sighed secretly, so young and beautiful became the deputy director of the department in a hospital full of talents, which shows that he is knowledgeable and has excellent medical skills, which is by no means beyond the reach of ordinary people, watching her look up and down with cold and full of aura, a sense of awe suddenly rose in his heart, and he didn't dare to say a word, he lowered his head unnaturally, and listened to the teacher's arrangement with anxiety.

After a while, Director Jiang said lightly, "You young man is still very pious and humble, like a doctor." Since Corey arranged for you to follow me, Yiqiē must follow the rules, and there must be no laziness or slippery, otherwise, he will follow others. First familiarize yourself with the patients and cases, carefully read the books related to the subject, and get into the state as much as possible, so as not to know nothing about the past three months. After speaking, he twisted his face and walked out of the conference room and went straight to the ward, and the other seven or eight people followed her like a swarm, leaving Wu Xiaojun there.

Students in the same class, Zhang Qiao'e and Huang Yanhui, saw Wu Xiaojun standing in a daze, hurriedly gave him a look, and said with a quiet smile, "Director Jiang is going to make rounds, so why don't you hurry up and go with us." ”

Wu Xiaojun then understood what was going on, and said busily, "That's the case, I really don't know what's going on when I first arrive." ”

Director Jiang was in front, and behind him there were a large group of attending doctors, resident doctors, and interns, and there were more than a dozen of them. Every time I arrived at a room, it was instantly crowded with people, in order to be able to see Director Jiang examine the patient and ask about the condition at close range, everyone wanted to lean forward, Wu Xiaojun felt very strange to the Yiqiē here, and was embarrassed to lean forward, so he had to stand behind others.

Director Jiang always smiled cordially in front of the patients, greeted the cold and asked for warmth, and easily and inadvertently understood the patient's condition.

It was already more than 10 o'clock in the morning after the ward inspection, and when I returned to the office, doctors at all levels immediately got busy, prescribing medical orders, handling discharges, and writing medical records. But Wu Xiaojun was very unfamiliar with these, he didn't understand anything, and he didn't know anything, so he had to flip through the medical records aimlessly, pick up paper and note down some of the most basic things, and pass the morning in a daze.

After work, most of the people have already left, Bai Lingyan is still writing the discharge record, Wu Xiaojun walked up to her Xiaowen and said, "I'm still writing, it's time to go." ”

Bai Lingyan smiled, and then closed the case, "I have been discharged from the hospital four times today, and I have finally finished writing." As he spoke, he stood up, put the medical records on the medical record shelf, took off his white coat in the doctor's duty room, came to Wu Xiaojun with a small bag, and whispered, "Let's go." ”

The two of them got out of the hospital, Wu Xiaojun said, "The difference between the hospital and the school is really big, it's just different, watching the formation of their shifts, I feel both funny and extremely uncomfortable, is it like this every day?" ”

"You're right, every day, it's a routine, strictly speaking it's a system, don't underestimate these people, it's very hierarchical, who should sit where, where to stand there are rules, everyone's authority is not allowed to be challenged by others, here not only can you learn a lot of things technically, but also a lot of things that can't be learned in books, and slowly you will naturally know."

"Seeing that others have something to do, I am a black cloud in front of me, I don't understand anything, I don't know anything, I can't do anything in a hurry, what should I do if you say it?"

"Everyone is the same when they first come, as long as the situation is familiar, as long as they are willing to work hard, they don't have to worry about having nothing to do, and they don't have to worry about not being able to learn things."

"Next, you'll have to give me some pointers, or I'll go crazy."

"It's not so strict, there are generally few things in the afternoon, I'll tell you the main points of the whole number of standardized cases, you take a look first, think about it carefully, and you will know how to write and what to write."

"Thank you so much, I'll treat you to dinner another day."

Life was very fulfilling, and he was favored by Director Jiang.

These days, Wu Xiaojun has Bai Lingyan's careful guidance, and he quickly entered the state, soaking in the department all day long, he wants to release the depression in his heart in this way. The more this is the case, the greater the pressure in my heart, and I unconsciously reveal a haggard and tired face. A few people who are familiar with him feel that he suddenly seems to be a different person, he is silent, rarely says a word to others, or makes a joke, and he does not have the calm and active spirit of before, and always gives people a feeling of loneliness, indifference, and coldness. So many anxious and painful things broke out in a short period of time, even people who don't pretend to be cheerful in their hearts can hardly get out of the shadows quickly, not to mention that Wu Xiaojun has suffered such a psychological blow, how can he forget it.

Seeing Zhao Xiaozhou, Liu Youcai and others playing poker together, laughing from time to time, a nameless fire surged into his heart, reached out and picked up the kettle under the table and threw it out of the door, only to hear the sound of "pop" and smash it, and then walked out angrily.

Wu Xiaojun's inexplicable actions stunned several people in the room, and Liu Youcai asked, "What's wrong with Xiaojun, none of us provoked him, and he was so angry for no reason?" ”

Zhao Xiaozhou said, "Since he came back from home, his face has been gloomy all day, and I haven't seen him smile a little, is there something wrong with his family." ”

Liu Cai said, "I don't know, I heard a fellow villager in Xiangzhou say a few days ago that two female students who interned in the factory of Xiangzhou University of Technology were raped by the factory director and committed suicide by jumping off the building, which led to a series of major corruption cases, and even the deputy mayor and the director of the department were arrested." ”

Zhao Gang interrupted him on the side and said, "Youcai, why are you talking more and more unreliable, everyone is talking about the army, why did you go to Xiangzhou without a head or brain, what does this have to do with the army." ”

Liu Youcai said, "Listen to me first, think about it, is Xiaojun's girlfriend in Xiangzhou University of Technology?" Is it Shao Yingying's half-sister? Did he and Shao Yingying both leave school for a long time ago, if I'm not mistaken, Shao Yingying has just come back for less than a week, no matter how coincidental it is, it won't be enough to come to that person's house and have something to do at the same time. Besides, when I met Shao Yingying a few days ago, her face and her spirit were worse than Wu Xiaojun, do you analyze and analyze, will there be a connection? ”

Zhao Xiaozhou thought for a while, and suddenly said, "Talented, you heartless guy, what do you mean, you don't want to say that the girl who was raped by the factory director and jumped to death is the girlfriend of the army, you are too lacking in morality, it is impossible." ”

Liu Youcai said, "With my observation and understanding of lovelorn men, it is absolutely impossible to say that there is nothing between Xiaojun and Shao Yingying's sister. ”

Zhao Xiaozhou said with a heavy heart, "Hearing you say this, I also feel that things are serious, and there must be something wrong with the army leaving school for so long, let alone a good thing." In any case, let's not provoke him during this time, give him more comfort, and let him get out of the predicament as soon as possible. ”

Smoking may be an effective way for men to get rid of their depressed minds and depressed moods. Wu Xiaojun didn't know how to smoke, and he had never smoked, and suddenly he had a feeling of collapse in his heart, and when he walked out of the dormitory, he bought a pack of cigarettes at the commissary, and went straight to the canal in front of the building, and sat quietly with his head down and smoked a cigarette under the willow tree swaying in the wind.

Gradually, the sunset fills the sky with a blood-like sunset. Cigarette butts were thrown into the water, and a choking cough echoed around. Wu Xiaojun didn't know how long he sat down, without the slightest intention of returning, he stretched out his pocket, took out the last cigarette, lit it gently, took a deep breath, choked him coughing, tears in the corners of his eyes, and was about to raise his hand to wipe the tears on his face, when suddenly the cigarette roll in his hand was snatched away.