I seem to have gotten used to Le Yao's crying, and I didn't panic too much, just waiting for the moment when she cried out loud, so that the feelings she had been suppressing would be released, but it backfired, Le Yao didn't vent herself by crying from beginning to end, and her heart was also imprisoned by something uncertain, so although we scolded each other, we were also cautious.

I cleaned the room while she was sobbing, and said to her, "If you don't take a break, I'll make lunch, and I'll call you later." ”

"Zhaoyang, I beg you not to give me such a sense of security anymore, I will indulge in my infatuation with you and can't escape from my current pain is completely due to you, not the malicious hype incident, do you understand? The resolve I made before was about to collapse! ”

Le Yao's sudden outburst made me full of astonishment, does she really not care about her star career in the entertainment industry? And am I really misinterpreting her pain?

In my silence, Le Yao suddenly threw herself into my arms and cried silently: "I lost, I lost to myself again with all my resistance, Zhaoyang had already collapsed when I saw you, I don't want to stay in the entertainment industry anymore, I'm really tired and dirty!" If you take me out of this circle, let me stay by your side, and accompany you to start a business, I will definitely be a good wife, okay? ”

The sound of her crying seemed to turn me into a stone without thinking, I just wanted to cook a meal for her and comfort her, and never thought of taking her out of the entertainment industry and letting her be my wife.

After a long time, I had some thoughts, and finally remembered all the things in the past, remembered the first time I met her in the bar, her lonely and miserable appearance, I regretted a little, regretted why I didn't have a heartfelt for her at that time, and now, it's too late.

"Zhaoyang, are you willing to promise me? As long as you say yes, I will issue a statement of quitting the entertainment industry now! Only by your side in the future and share all the joys and pains of your life"

I finally said to her, "Le Yao, can you calm down?" I can't give you all the things you want now, maybe maybe, Mi Cai and I will get married soon. ”

Le Yao lost her soul: "This world is so unfair! I have accompanied you all the way through the lowest time, I have seen you wearing a studded leather jacket countless times, holding a guitar and tearing your heart, but the rice color that appeared a few years later took away the best you now, and the future will be better Is your love really so unreasonable? ”

At this moment, the five-flavor bottle in my heart has been knocked over, and I think of those heart-rending nights again, there would always be a woman in the bar, with me a few words, some drinks, and some funny knick-knacks, but I always threw them away the moment I walked out of the bar, because there were no extra pockets to put in, and I never felt that those gadgets mattered

I don't dare to think back to those things in the past, because after the baptism of the years, those small events that were once ordinary have been given a new meaning at this moment, which makes me have a kind of idea of eloping to the ends of the earth with the woman in front of me holding me tightly, and it seems that only this woman is willing to really accompany me out of the confinement of reality, through flowers, through thorns, and elope to the farthest town

Perhaps, I am really a man who always fails to grasp the essentials in love!

My mobile phone finally rang in my pocket, and I suddenly felt that I was saved, and I broke free Le Yao took out my mobile phone, and my mood turned 90 degrees sharply again, this call was from CC, who had worried me for a long time.

I couldn't wait to get through the phone, but because of the complicated situation, my brain suddenly went blank, and I didn't know what to say.

CC said to me: "Zhaoyang, I am now in Kathmandu (the capital of Nepal), when you called me that day, there was a flash flood, and my teammates and I were trapped in the mountains, and after the phone ran out of battery, we never had a chance to charge it!" ”

"It's good that people are okay, it's okay!"

"Sorry to worry you!"

I suddenly remembered Mi Cai, and hurriedly said, "You can call Mi Cai later, she is also worried!" ”

"That's right, I've read the recent entertainment news, it's really infuriating, this kind of malicious hype out of nothing will ruin Le Yao!"

I was silent for a moment

CC added: "I boarded the plane immediately, first to Kunming, and then from Kunming to Beijing, about 6 hours of travel. ”

Once again, I lamented the impermanence of fate, if I had known that CC and I were only 6 hours apart, I would not have come to Beijing and put myself in a dilemma

After finishing the conversation with CC, I sat on Le Yao's bed, lit a cigarette for myself, and after the throbbing emotions calmed down a bit, I finally said to Le Yao: "CC should be able to go to Beijing in the evening, I will help you clean up the house later, and then go back to Suzhou first." ”

Le Yao quickly shifted her gaze and didn't respond to me, retreated to the place where she had just sat and picked up the gamepad again, but I seemed to see that there was no then in her world at the moment

I left her room, cleaned the room, and picked up my luggage, but the ingredients for cooking had been forgotten in the corner by the refrigerator.

When I left this time, I didn't say goodbye to Le Yao again, and swore a poisonous oath in my heart that I would never appear in front of her with my Langdang body in the future, unless one day I really had the heart to elope with her to the farthest town, but would there really be this day?

I don't believe there will be, otherwise I wouldn't have to leave her at this moment

In the evening, I returned to Suzhou, but I didn't contact Mi Cai, just took my guitar, went to Aji's piano shop, bought myself a riveted leather coat again, and finally went to the moat

Even at night, the air was still filled with the smell of heat, and I couldn't put on that thick leather coat at all, which was ridiculous to think about, and I was imprisoned by the heat again

I lit a cigarette and wanted to sing a song "elopement" that I had sung countless times, but the phone rang at the moment when I just plucked the guitar strings, so I was confined again, and I had to restrain my desire to sing, and took out my mobile phone from my pocket.

At the moment I connected the phone, I suddenly felt a trace of guilt in my heart, remembering the impulses to "elope" that surged in my heart when I was in Beijing, but I never thought that Mi Cai would be the woman who eloped with me, and I was already on the verge of mental derailment.

I looked down at the grass under me, and at the same time pressed the answer button, and Mi Cai's voice came from the phone: "Zhaoyang, can you rush back from Beijing tomorrow?" ”

"What's wrong?"

"Mi Yan said that she was going to invite us to dinner tomorrow night and hoped that you would come back, I think she is trying to resolve the previous unpleasantness with you!"