Mi Cai's silence made me a little frightened, for fear that I would lose too many words, and I also responded to her with silence, so the night became quieter, and our figures were reflected in the window, as if we saw the soul lying on the glass, with some uneasiness, swaying with the blowing wind.

I don't know how long it lasted like this, but Mi Cai finally spoke: "If you think you should go to Beijing, you can go." ”

"I'm conflicted, to go or not to go, it's all wrong!"

"If I let you be so contradictory, it will be my mistake, so you don't have to be so contradictory, it can be regarded as fulfilling me to be a woman with grace."

I groaned for a while, not knowing whether reason overcame impulse, or impulse overcame reason, and finally said to Mi Cai: "Then I'll go to Beijing tomorrow to see her." ”

"Hmm."

"I'll be back when CC comes back."

"Okay."

I looked at Mi Cai, and I didn't know what to say, but I turned off the light for her, then picked up the finished milk cup, and left her room, but after bringing the door, I stood outside her house for a long time, and only returned to my house until I had killed all my feelings

The next morning, I got up early, first went to the ATM downstairs to withdraw cash, bought two breakfasts, returned to the house and simply packed my luggage, Mi Cai had already gotten up, and then the two of us gathered around the small dining table and ate breakfast.

I handed her a glass of iced soy milk, and then looked at her, wanting to see what kind of love she was at this time, but she was as calm as usual, and just said "thank you".

The two of them continued to eat breakfast, she ate very little, so that she finished before me, I thought she would go to the company first, but I didn't want her to just sit there and look at me, I couldn't help but ask suspiciously, "What's wrong, I have something on my face?" ”

She shook her head and said, "Are you flying from Shanghai?" ”

"Hmm."

"Then I'll take you to the airport."

"You're so busy, I'll just take a quick passenger by myself."

"I'll send you."

Her resoluteness caught me a little unexpected, so that I just looked at her, but she smiled lightly and said, "Eat quickly, or you won't be able to catch the flight at half past nine."

Mi Cai didn't send me completely to the airport lounge, just parked in the square in front of the airport, didn't even turn off the car, I got out of the car and took my luggage, and then knocked on the window, waited for her to lower the window glass, and said to her, "I'm leaving." ”

Her answer was still succinct: "Yes." ”

I really couldn't answer the second sentence, I looked at her, and turned to leave, at this time, she called out to me again: "Zhaoyang, wait." ”

I turned around and looked at her, and she finally opened the car door, stood in front of me, helped me with my sunglasses, and said, "The glasses are not on." ”

I looked through the sunglasses, looking at her who was also wearing sunglasses, but I couldn't see her eyes at this time, and her fair face, but in the sunlight, like a crystal droplet, the beauty is not good to describe in words At this time, I was a little dazed by the sun under the clouds, and suddenly I couldn't see through the secret under the beauty, and hurriedly reminded myself that no matter what, don't let this trip to Beijing give birth to branches, because I am going to marry her

The plane passed through the sky, I finally felt myself flying from one world to another at this time, when the two worlds began to intersect, I once again felt an inexplicable void, in order to fill this void, I thought about the recent events over and over again and then fell asleep in fatigue, but in the dream was trapped by a huge net, so the whole life suddenly stopped growing, and I watched the crystal clear city, carrying the woman with long hair hanging down her shoulders, flying farther and farther, and I shrunk smaller and smaller

It wasn't until the plane landed at the airport in Beijing that I realized it was a dream! Fortunately, it was a dream!

After getting off the plane, Robben was already driving Le Yao's car, waiting for me outside the airport, and after he got out of the car, he handed me a room card and said: "This is the room card for the apartment where Le Yao lives, you take me and I have to leave immediately, the plane at half past 12 noon." ”

I nodded, took the room card from Robben, and asked, "How is she today?" ”

"See for yourself." Robben said and threw the keys to Le Yao's Mercedes-Benz CLS to me, and he had already put on his guitar and walked towards the airport.

I watched his back disappear from my sight, and then I looked at the car keys and room card in my hand, and couldn't help but ask myself: Robben is also a man with a girlfriend, he can take care of Le Yao frankly, why can't I?

Thinking about it like this, he didn't bother to pay attention to the fucking constraints, got into the car, rushed through the squeeze of the wind, and drove towards the apartment where Le Yao lived.

Carrying the ingredients I bought on the road, I opened the door of the house, but my eyes were full of dirt and mess, even the ashtray was stuffed with cigarette butts, and there were scattered beer cans, and Le Yao's door was still closed, and I don't know if Robben broke into the door last night.

I stood outside the door and listened, and there was a knock on the door as I heard the sound of fighting while playing a game, but no one paid any attention.

I knew that Le Yao was inside, so I raised my foot and was about to kick the door open, thinking that it might not be locked, so I gave up this violent idea, twisted the handle, and pushed open the door without any obstacles, and then I saw Le Yao sitting cross-legged next to the TV, I saw that she was wearing loose pajamas, her hair was scattered, there were several finished beer bottles beside her, and she still had a cigarette in her hand, and she didn't smoke it, but she had already made the room smoky.

I came to her side, and she looked up at me, and I opened my mouth and scolded, "You can do it, don't live in the future!" ”

Le Yao ignored me, looked away, and started playing again, the long soot finally couldn't bear it anymore and fell from her fingertips onto the carpet

I brought the ashtray and took out the cigarette from her hand, pressed it into the ashtray, and she said to me without any emotion, "Did I let you come?" ”

"If you weren't giving up on yourself now, I wouldn't bother to care about you!"

"Then get out"

My hand as I cleaned up the room suddenly stopped, looked up at her and asked, "What did you say?" ”

"Get out, get out! Save me from infecting you with the poison of self-abandonment. ”

Suppressing my anger, I picked up the empty beer cans on the floor and put them in the garbage basket

Le Yao lit a cigarette for herself again, pinched it in her hand and still didn't smoke it, and after a deep groan, she looked at the corner of the wall and said to me: "Zhaoyang, when you are already happy, don't look back at other women, because this is a very dangerous thing!" ”

"The wine made you stupid, what kind of bird are you talking about?"

Le Yao finally put the burning cigarette to her mouth and took a puff, and was immediately choked, but the choked fire was sent on my body: "Do you want to roll?" Roll or not? ”

Her voice grew lower and lower, then she choked up, choked up and sobbed, and finally looked at me and shed tears without saying a word