Chapter 380: Please forgive me for the past
CC's inability to do anything about this incident made me even more panicked, and I lit a cigarette in my panic, but I was no longer willing to leave the restaurant and go back to the old house.
The phone suddenly rang at this time, I subconsciously glanced at the caller ID, but found that it was Mi Cai calling, she finally replied to my call, but my mood has changed dramatically, so I just looked at the lit phone screen, reluctant to answer, I feel that I can't face her, if I am really involved in the whirlpool of Le Yao in the entertainment industry, it will also hurt Mi Cai's public image, although she is not a person in the entertainment industry, but also the chairman of a group.
CC asked me, "Is it Mi Cai's phone?" ”
I nodded.
"Take it, it's always going to be faced."
I took a heavy puff of my cigarette and finally answered the phone, but I couldn't say hello or joke to her as usual, and was silent.
Mi Cai said to me a little apologetically: "I have been talking to the person in charge in Nanjing on the phone just now, I still remember the matter of going to Xuzhou tomorrow morning, and I will go home and rest now." ”
I was silent again: "Stay safe when driving on the road." ”
"Well, are you going to have a late-night snack? I'll help you bring it back. ”
"No need."
I ended the call with Mi Cai, although she was busy with work at this time, and she didn't know the news that broke out today, but my mood didn't get a trace of relaxation, my chest was like being pressed by a boulder, and my breath was full of panic and uneasiness.
CC asked me, "Doesn't Mi Cai know about this now?" ”
"Well, I can't open my mouth to tell her this, I feel like I have ruined this hard-earned relationship with my own hands!"
"Are you going to drag it out like that? Then when she finds out one day, she comes to you uncontrollably and asks you? ”
I didn't say anything, but my heart was fighting fiercely
"Go back, go back and tell you the truth about what happened between you and Le Yao, after all, it was a past thing, and if you are honest, you may still have a chance to ask for her forgiveness."
CC's words, I didn't listen too seriously, but I thought of Le Yao in my heart, if she was really pregnant with my child, wouldn't I have let her down completely, more than a beast!
On this night when I don't know what to do, how I wish there would be a city where I could see my life at a glance without panic or trouble, and there would be no more dangers lurking
Mi Cai and I returned to the old house at about the same time, I got out of the taxi, she parked the car, met at the entrance of the building, she asked me a little unexpectedly, "Why haven't you come back until now?" ”
I replied in a non-smooth tone, "I had a few drinks with Robben in the restaurant, and then I ran into CC again." ”
"Oh." Mi Cai answered, then took my hand, and walked up the stairs together, upstairs, and the action of holding hands is a habit we formed a few days ago.
In front of the mailbox outside the door, Mi Cai stopped, I knew that she was going to get the latest issue of the financial magazine, I stood beside her and waited, she closed the mailbox, but took an extra envelope in her hand and asked me: "Zhaoyang, is this yours?" ”
I was very discouraged, so I replied, "No." ”
Mi Cai looked at the envelope suspiciously, and I felt a strong sense of uneasiness at this time, this envelope appeared so coincidentally, there must be a secret hidden inside that was enough to destroy me.
I wanted to get this envelope back from Mi Cai's hand, but I finally gave up, if this time the matter was really man-made behind the scenes, then there is definitely more than this envelope, maybe tomorrow morning Mi Cai's office will also receive an exact one, and Mi Cai will know this qiē after all.
Back in the house, I sat on the sofa, Mi Cai put the stack of financial magazines on the coffee table, then picked up the envelope and looked at it again, and then tore the seal, and at this moment I felt like a lamb on a cutting board to be slaughtered.
Mi Cai took out a stack of photos from the envelope, as well as an A4 piece of paper, on which there were several rows of typed text.
Mi Cai's brows gradually furrowed, and then she put down what she was holding, and then looked at me with cold eyes
I picked up the A4 paper and looked at it, it turned out to be all the records of me opening a room outside more than a year ago, as well as photos of me mixing with some women in the night club, among which I was with Le Yao the most, and even a few months ago, I went to Beijing, and carried Le Yao out of the apartment in the middle of the night to see a doctor in the hospital
"Zhaoyang, what should I say at this time? Or will you explain something to me? ”
I pondered for a long time, and said to Mi Cai like ashes: "I have nothing to explain, these opening records are also true, my private life used to be very messy!" ”
Mi Cai tried her best to restrain herself, but her body was trembling slightly, and my answer hit her most fragile nerve, and finally asked me with tears in her eyes: "Is it true that Le Yao was pregnant for you?" ”
"We've had relationships, and it's possible that the child is mine, I'm not sure but those are things that were in the past, and I've said goodbye to that life for a long time"
"Just because it hasn't happened doesn't mean it hasn't happened."
"But you should know that I had a bad past before."
Mi Cai shook her head painfully: "Zhaoyang, when these appeared in front of me in such a conclusive way, I had no way to face it, let alone accept it!" ”
"Please forgive me for my past, okay? These are people with ulterior motives, who did it in order to sabotage our together, and you won't be unaware of it. ”
"If you are innocent and clean, and others can't do it if they want to, I really can't accept it, really no If someone takes a photo to sue you now, I once had a very messy past in the United States, and I was pregnant for other men, Zhaoyang, can you accept it? Even if it's my past."
"You haven't done that, you're still pure you!"
"But you did"
Looking at Mi Cai's appearance, I know that this time she is really in pain, these injuries are brought to her by my past, I suddenly feel extremely disgusted with myself, but there is no way to change anything, it is my own hands that make our love to the point that there is no way to go My heart twitches in pain, but I still don't want to let go!
In the middle of the night, Mi Cai had left, and I was left smoking alone in the old house, looking at the empty house, I suddenly didn't know how to continue my tomorrow
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