It was already the middle of the night, I was still sitting on the balcony full of plants, opening all the windows, and letting the night wind blow the beer can in my hand, only to find that only my own room was so lonely It seemed to cry with the wind, because this place has been branded with the mark of rice color, but now that she is gone, she may not come back for a long time!

Towards the end of the morning, I fell asleep by the windowsill, so anxious and restless that I woke up at noon with my T-shirt drenched in sweat.

I habitually took out my mobile phone from my pocket, many people gave me calls this morning, but there was no Mi Cai, although it was an expected result, but my heart was still full of disappointment, I felt that she was suddenly far away from herself, although not far away!

I didn't have the appetite to eat at all, but after taking a hot shower, I sat on the sofa, not interested in anything, but remembered the picture of the proposal with Mi Cai a few days ago, and I was lucky, thinking that she didn't give me back the ring, and there was room between us.

Lighting a cigarette, I finally couldn't hold it anymore and dialed CC's number, maybe Mi Cai would go to her when she was sad.

The call was quickly connected by CC, and I couldn't wait to ask her, "Did Mi Cai go to you?" ”

"No, she already knows?"

CC's answer filled my heart with loss, and I was silent for a long time before I replied, "Yes, I left last night, I am not with you, and I don't know where I went." ”

"Did you call her?"

"She has the heart to leave, can she still answer my call at this time?"

"Don't think about it so much, give her a call, maybe she's waiting for you to coax her at this time!"

"CC, this time it's a bit big, she's not a woman who can be coaxed, so I called you, you help me persuade her, I really don't want to break up our love that just has eyebrows, it's really painful!"

"Well, I'll give her a call first, and you can wait for my news."

"Okay, I'll wait for you at the restaurant in the empty city, and if possible, you can bring her over for dinner."

"I'll try my best."

After ending the call with CC, I immediately rushed to the music restaurant in the empty city, and on the way I mustered up the courage to call Mi Cai's phone, she didn't answer, but she didn't put me in the contact blacklist, which made me feel lucky, she was reluctant to end the relationship like this, but it still took some time to resolve these negative feelings, so she didn't completely cut off contact with me.

When I arrived at the restaurant, I was caught in a nervous wait, and it happened that Robben was in the restaurant, practicing with the band "Tearing Nerves" that he had formed, in preparation for the next round of the original music competition.

I asked for some draft beer, and I didn't have the heart to listen to what Robben sang, so I looked at my phone from time to time, for fear that I wouldn't be able to get a call from CC in the first place.

After a while, Robben, who had finished singing, came to me, lit a cigarette, and said to me: "I saw that Le Yao's incident broke out yesterday, and you were also dragged in!" ”

I was upset, so I lit a cigarette for myself and replied, "yes, life has made a big joke with me again, and this time I don't know if I can get through it, I mean the relationship with Mi Cai." ”

"What, she got into trouble with you?"

"I wish she could cry and mess with me!"

"Leaving without saying a word?"

"Almost, you don't want to answer my phone now anyway"

"You're used to it."

"I don't think she's wrong, think about herself a few years ago, she really did a lot of bastard things, she can't accept it for a while Actually, I envy you, even if you sleep with a lot of messy women like me, but Wei Manwen is finally relieved!"

"Mi Cai and Manwen are not comparable, and your feelings are even less comparable to ours"

"Why is there no comparison?"

"Because the Cheng dù of love is different, if you betray her physically in front of Mi Cai one day, she may be sad, but she will still be the chairman of Zhuomei, and life is still living according to the previous rhythm, but Manwen's world collapsed because of this, and then went to a small mountain village to teach This is the difference between attaching importance to feelings Cheng dù, so in the end she forgave me for all kinds of Lang dang in the past, of course, these are things in the past, and the days are forward, not backward, There's no point in going back and looking back. ”

Robben's words are not all right, but there is still some truth, at least even he, an outsider, can see that in Mi Cai's mind, Zhuo Mei is the first, and feelings may be just an accessory in her life.

In my silence, Robben said to me again: "Zhaoyang, men and women fall in love, just like standing on a scale, once the weight is divided between the two, then the balance will be unbalanced, at this time both parties need to use tolerance and patience to make up for the weight gap, but this truth, Mi Cai doesn't seem to understand, so you are always a little cautious in this relationship, even nest Sometimes, I really don't understand, what is supporting you to maintain this love, Is it really because of her alluring appearance? I don't think you're that superficial! It's just that I habitually take my feelings too seriously, but I find the wrong serious object. ”

"You're biased against her!"

For my anger, Robben was very calm, and after extinguishing the cigarette butt in his hand, he said to me: "I am not prejudiced against her, at least I am friends with her, the reason why I say this is because I feel unhappy for Le Yao The same incident happened to you, do you have a word of concern for her?" At this time, what is her mood in the face of such news alone, have you thought about it? ”

It was only under Robben's explicit reminder that I remembered Le Yao, and then I thought of myself as her, and imagined it, only to find out: When something like this happened, she should be more sad than any of us! But this time, no matter what, I can't go to Beijing again, unless I really don't care about the relationship with Mi Cai!

My silence made Robben sigh, and he said after a long time: "You have no self in this relationship, I can see through this, but where is Le Yao worse than Mi Cai?" I don't think there is an obvious gap in terms of appearance, in terms of family background, Le Yao is not necessarily worse than her Mi Cai, more importantly, she really cares about you Zhaoyang, think about it yourself, you have fooled around so many women in the night market, she has been by your side for so many years, and she will not stay by your side for so many years, and she will go to her mother when she calls! Sometimes when I think about it, she really makes a mistake by herself, the emperor seems to offer you, and in the end nothing will be left, but she has made her reputation in the entertainment industry stink! ”

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