Chapter 196: Avalon
After talking to Bosman about his plans, Ye Qiu left the Jersey City Police Department and did not rush to investigate the mysterious force hidden behind HR. (
Although Ye Qiu's heart was full of interest in the mysterious force that provoked him, before that, there was one thing that made Ye Qiu have to dispel the idea of launching an investigation immediately.
"Look at how calm you are on weekdays, like a little old man, I can't see what you should look like at your age."
When he was in the forensic doctor's office, Bosman's half-joking remark made Ye Qiu suddenly realize that something was not quite right about his condition recently.
Before being reborn, Ye Qiu was just an ordinary person, without superb agility and terrifying wisdom, and suddenly all the memories of more than thirty people were stuffed into his head, and what is even more photographable is that these groups of people who contributed their own memories, just pick out one and put it outside, they are all celebrities who will definitely make headlines on the front page of the local area.
A person has two kinds of thinking, the medical term is called schizophrenia, and there are more than thirty thoughts at once, but Ye Qiu doesn't know how to describe his situation, but one thing can be confirmed, these memories suddenly mixed with different emotions have a very huge impact on Ye Qiu himself.
From the moment Ye Qiu was reborn, Ye Qiu couldn't help but adapt to the influence of these inherited memories in his mind, so there was the fusion of previous memories and the birth of Jack, which were all the impacts that Ye Qiu himself brought to himself in order to adapt to these large number of memories.
Originally, Ye Qiu thought that with the disappearance of Jack. The hidden dangers of his body should have been perfectly solved, but the current situation clearly showed Ye Qiu that he wanted to solve this huge problem in his mind. It's not an easy task.
Facing himself in the mirror, looking at the young man with an expressionless face and a cold gaze in his eyes, it was difficult for Ye Qiu to connect the person in the mirror with himself, the teenager who had just graduated from high school.
Seeing this extremely incongruous feeling, Ye Qiu couldn't help but sigh secretly in his heart, "Is it finally going to come this far?" ”
Ye Qiu, who had just been reborn. The first time he took the initiative to adapt to the changes brought about by the memories in his mind was the time he became acquainted with Branna, and that time Ye Qiu solved the emotional fluctuations mixed in the memories inherited in his mind. The impact on yourself.
The second time is when Jack appears, forming a new subconscious mind in his mind to share the influence of different opinions on the conflict of views in his mind.
These are all in Ye Qiu's subconscious, in order to be able to avoid being subjected to various memory conflicts. Actions that cause your own thinking to be abnormal. Originally, when Jack disappeared, Ye Qiu thought that he had completely adapted to the impact of the memories in his mind, and what was waiting for him was to slowly open the treasure house of memories hidden in the depths of his mind.
The events since then seem to confirm Ye Qiu's opinion, along with the fusion of memories in his mind, Ye Qiu's physical qualities in all aspects Ye Qiu have undergone amazing changes, it is no exaggeration to say that Ye Qiu believes. If you want to, even if you are facing a fully configured special tactical squad. It's not that he doesn't have the strength to fight.
However, when Bosman's joking words reminded him, Ye Qiu realized that with the continuous fusion of himself and the soul in his mind, his thinking and emotions were slowly becoming weird.
If this change continues, Ye Qiu doesn't know what he will become, let alone whether this change is good or bad for him, but one thing Ye Qiu can be sure of is that if he lets this change go unchecked, sooner or later, he will no longer be himself, just like the extremely strange guy who flashed in the mirror now.
For the future, Ye Qiu didn't think much, but there was one thing that Ye Qiu valued very much, if the future path could not be controlled by himself, then this kind of change Ye Qiu would never allow.
Therefore, although he was very interested in the mysterious force that provoked him, Ye Qiu had to stop his steps first and find a way to solve his current problem first.
Human mental problems are not the same as physical diseases, which can be solved through physical therapy, so Ye Qiu's own problems can only be solved by himself.
"Since I was able to suppress you noisy guys when I just came to this world, then I will definitely not admit defeat like you now."
Ye Qiu roared resentfully in his heart.
My fate is in my own hands, and no one can control my actions.
Although Ye Qiu did not anticipate his current physical condition, but before that, in order to avoid being fragmented by the large number of memories in his mind, Ye Qiu had prepared a set of backup plans.
Thinking of the risks involved, Ye Qiu couldn't help but smile bitterly.
But even so, Ye Qiu didn't regret it, after all, instead of letting this situation go on and eventually becoming a monster controlled by memory, Ye Qiu would rather choose to give it a go and fight for his own chance to control himself.
Taking a deep breath, Ye Qiu slowly lay down on the bed, his whole body relaxed, and slowly concentrated his thoughts in his mind.
Human beings are creatures with great potential, and although today's technology is extremely advanced, it still cannot completely replace some of the characteristics of human beings, and deep memory is one of them.
An ordinary person usually only pays attention to the front of his pupils, but this does not mean that the human brain only receives a little bit of information from the outside world.
Touch, hearing, smell, vision, etc. are all means used by human beings to receive information from the outside world, inadvertently, everything that happens around the human body, in fact, is firmly recorded in the human brain, what ordinary people feel, is only a small part of this huge memory, the more huge part is just because the human brain judges that there is no necessary information and is buried in the depths of the brain, and is not discovered by people.
A small number of human elites can rely on their own willpower to wake up this huge amount of information from the depths of their minds, so as to extract the part they need, and the people who can do this are mostly the industry elites at the peak of various industries
However, although the people who can enter the "palace of memory" are elites from various industries, they also need to use some props, such as candles, incense, etc., to calm their moods, and only with the help of these things can they completely relax and immerse their minds in the bottom of their hearts.
Even a certain guy in Ye Qiu's mind needed the help of candles and secret rooms before he was reborn to be able to dive his spirit into the depths of his mind.
After all, no one can completely block the interference of the outside world and forcibly control the inertia of their own brain.
However, these did not pose much difficulty for Ye Qiu, after the original rebirth, a total of reset souls were stored in his head, which caused Ye Qiu's control of his mind to far exceed that of anyone in this world, so for the control of his emotions, Ye Qiu simply reached an outrageous level, so there was Bosman's idea that Ye Qiu was always not energetic on weekdays.
It is precisely because of Ye Qiu's particularity that theoretically speaking, Ye Qiu can spend far less effort than others to enter his own "palace of memory".
However, Ye Qiu's purpose was not just to enter his "palace of memory".
Based on his own "palace of memory", he constructed a huge "warehouse" like a library, and stuffed all the memories in his mind and the emotions that accompanied the memories into this huge "warehouse", so that Ye Qiu, who had mastered the key to this "warehouse", could use these memories at will, and at the same time could isolate those emotions that affected his behavior, so as to completely and completely solve the hidden dangers of his body.
Although Ye Qiu's plan was very good, it was expected that the risk of doing so was very huge.
To construct a world in one's own mind out of thin air, in addition to having superb spiritual control ability, while constructing one's own spiritual world, one must re-plan all one's memories and put them into the spiritual world that one has constructed.
For ordinary people, it is just to sort out the memories in their minds, but for Ye Qiu, more than thirty souls carry all their memories, which is almost impossible to accomplish.
Just imagine, let a person go through more than 30 periods of life that has nothing to do with him, not to mention the rejection between thoughts, this kind of seemingly endless vicissitudes alone is enough to force people who are deeply trapped in memory memories to schizophrenia because they can't bear this huge pressure.
It can be said that Ye Qiu did this completely with the mentality of breaking the kettle.
Avalon, this is the name that Ye Qiu gave to his memory palace.
Passed on from the distant ideal town in Western European mythology, just like Ye Qiu's mood now.
"Let's hope it's not that far away."
Ye Qiu said silently in his heart, and then his thoughts slowly became blurred, and the whole person fell into silence. (To be continued.) )