Chapter 197: I Am ... (Transition)
Who am I? My name is Walter? Hartville? White.~~~~~~~
Once, after graduating from a prestigious university in the United States, I had a talent far beyond ordinary people in chemistry, and not long after graduation, I had the opportunity to participate in a chemistry experiment, which eventually won the Nobel Prize.
At the same time, however, I met a woman who was so excited that I became my wife, and in order to be able to live a peaceful and ordinary life with my beloved, I retired from the chemistry team and became a chemistry teacher at a middle school in the state of Mexico.
I don't think I made the wrong decision, and although I really enjoy working in the lab and working with all kinds of chemicals, I have to devote my limited energy to my family, so I don't regret this decision even if it costs me a good paying job.
After leaving that team, my wife and I formed a happy family, and one winter, my baby finally came into the world, but maybe it was because my baby was too cute, God had to put a flaw on his body, my Walter was born with mild cerebral palsy, and could only walk with the help of crutches, but none of that mattered, he was always the most important thing in my heart.
Slowly, Walter grew up, and in order to treat that stubborn disease, my income as a chemistry teacher alone was not enough, and for this reason my wife and I were not enough. There have been many fights, but it's all normal, for the sake of our family.
Just when the relationship between me and my wife was strained. Suddenly there was good news that my wife was pregnant again, it was a girl, which was great news, and I was so excited that I didn't sleep well for several days.
In order to make my family happier, I found a part-time job in my spare time from teaching in middle school. An ordinary brush worker, although the salary is not very good, but for the current situation of our family. More or less there will be some help.
However, fate played a joke on me, and just as my second child was less than two months away, I was suddenly in the middle of a medical check-up. I was diagnosed with cancer.
Although today in the development of medicine. This cancer is not without a chance of cure, but the cost of that heavenly treatment, just thinking about it in my head was enough to make me give up, so I hid my physical condition from my family.
But even if I gave up treatment, my wife was left with two children to raise after I died of cancer. This is undoubtedly a huge problem for that kind woman.
For the first time. There was a resentment in my heart, resentment of God's injustice, why I had a wealth of knowledge, but why my family should still live in poverty, why should those fools who did not learn and have no skills, be able to carry a lot of money and show off their power in front of me, how unfair it is.
The idea that I needed money, a lot of money, enough money for my family to spend for the rest of my life, kept flooding my mind.
However, it is far from possible to obtain a large amount of money in such a short period of time, even if you spend all your time on part-time jobs.
As for crime, if you are over forty years old, don't rob by force, even if it is a relatively mild crime like stealing, there is no way to complete it, your capital is only those chemical knowledge that has been engraved in your mind, and these things are impossible to quickly bring you a lot of money.
Just when I was worried, my brother-in-law, a detective of the Drug Enforcement Administration, showed his family a video of him destroying a gang drug lord at a family gathering, and looked at the bundles of thick bills stacked next to the white powder on TV.
When the thick piles of bills appeared in my sight, my heart to stick to the law was loosened.
After several struggles, I had to make a difficult decision, and for the sake of my family, I would not regret even if I was spurned later.
I made a decision in my heart, and I started my career in drug making, at first because I didn't know the rules, I didn't succeed, but after a few attempts, slowly, I found that these mysterious things in ordinary people are so simple.
My knowledge of chemistry, combined with my unfamiliar operating methods due to age, makes the "goods" far purer than those from other channels, which also means that the "goods" I make are more sought after by addicts.
Originally, I just planned to leave a considerable amount of living expenses for my family, but I never thought that in the process, slowly, I became more and more enjoying this feeling, the feeling of controlling people's life and death.
I didn't realize that in the process of making drugs, I slowly changed from a middle school teacher who could only wield chalk to a cold-blooded gang leader, and when I looked back, I realized that I didn't look like myself at all.
Although I have earned enough money for my family to live in a world of food and clothing for the rest of their lives, it seems that they are not happy because of this, and I am becoming more and more strange in the eyes of my family.
Although the territory I control is getting bigger and bigger, and although I have money and power that I couldn't even think of before, I don't know why, I don't feel a trace of happiness when I get all this, and I often feel inexplicably empty, as if all this I have now has become a burden for my own unhappiness.
Slowly, I began to reflect on myself, and finally I made a decision to arrange my family's future life, and I took the initiative to come to the FBI and hand over all the evidence of my guilt to the federal government.
And then................
I'm Conde Tila and I'm a veteranγγγγγγγγγγγγγγγγγ
I'm Rostere, and I'm a regular street hustlerγγγγγγγγγγγγγγγγγ
I'm Dirada and I'm a killerγγγγγγγγγγγγγγγ
I am..................
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ps: Kavin, it's a very serious Kavin, and even thought there was no way to continue, I originally wanted to imitate the American drama, but the inner description required Tianfeng had no way to control it at all, and I held it back.