Chapter 142: The Harassment of Happiness
In the evening sunset, I just looked at Mi Cai, and finally I put down the car in my hand, smiled and asked, "Why are you looking at me like this?" ”
Mi Cai didn't respond to me, but picked up the down jacket I was lying on the ground, pulled my arm and helped me put the down jacket back on, and said with some reproach: "Won't you get cold yourself?" ”
"Have you ever seen me catch a cold? This great body is sharpened in the cold wind! ”
Mi Cai smiled and said, "Don't be poor, hurry up and adjust the car, I'll squat for a while." ”
Looking at Mi Cai's smile, I lost my mind for a moment, I remember that she really hadn't smiled at me much recently, in order to let her continue this smile, I hurriedly squatted on the ground and adjusted the car.
After a few moments, the car finally started up smoothly during my debugging, and I handed the remote control to Mi Cai and said, "Let's take it and play." ”
Mi Cai shook her head unexpectedly and said, "I bought it and gave it to you." ”
"Ahh …… Didn't you say it was given to you by your friend? ”
"That's what you say after being angry, who made you always make me unhappy!"
I was moved in my heart, but I still said with a hippie smile: "I know that you were still angry that day, but it's not without a chance to make up for it, anyway, you will come next month, and I will buy a box for you when the time comes!" ”
"Stupid or not...... Who wants you to buy a box. ”
I smiled wryly, a little embarrassed to face her, because our conversation at the moment was somewhat similar to flirting between young couples.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Mi Cai said to me again: "I actually bought this racing car last time, and I was going to give it to you after dinner, but ......"
"But I left you out, and you didn't even feel in the mood to eat, right?"
"If you know, it's good." After a slight pause, Mi Cai asked again, "Can you tell me who asked you out that night?" Look at your anxious look! ”
I hesitated, but I still treated me with sincerity, and said, "Janeway, she asked me out that night." ”
Mi Cai nodded, her eyes did not rest on me anymore, but she looked at the group of noisy children by the fountain a little distractedly.
……
By the time we got out of KFC, it was completely dark, and the three of us stood in the cold winter wind and ushered in the moment of separation.
I said to Mi Cai: "I'll send Wei Xiao back later, you've been quite tired lately, go back early to rest." ”
"I'll send it anyway, tomorrow is the weekend, and it won't affect the rest."
Wei Xiao, who was holding a family bucket, suddenly interjected and said, "Big brother, referee sister, you don't have to send me, I can go home by myself, it's not far away anyway." After thinking about it, he added, "Shouldn't all of you adults who are in love go to the movies on Friday night?" ”
Mi Cai and I looked at each other, and finally I said, "You little kid, you learned to gossip at a young age, who told you that we fell in love?" ”
"No, how happy it is to be in love!"
I was helpless to Wei Xiao's simple logic, and looked at Mi Cai before saying to him: "We are tired of the harassment of happiness!" ”
Wei Xiao scratched his head for a while and asked Mi Cai for help, and said, "Sister referee, what does this mean?" ”
Mi Cai smiled: "You don't have to pay attention to him, he likes to pretend to be deep, so he is mysterious!" ”
For Mi Cai's negation and sarcasm,I didn't say anything to fight back,But this definitely doesn't mean that I admit that I'm pretending to be deep,Because the so-called tired of the harassment of happiness,It's true.,It's just that it takes time to understand the meaning.,Presumably Mi Cai at this moment doesn't have the emotion to understand deeply.。
……
Eventually, Mi Cai and I walked Wei Xiao to his residence, and chatted with his grandfather for a while, and then the two left.
Walking on the path of the shantytown, the cold wind was blowing on us in the alley, and I was worried that Mi Cai would not be able to resist the cold wind like a knife, so I took off my down jacket again and draped it on her body.
She still refused to wear it, so I forcibly wrapped her in a down jacket and said with some reproach: "Have you forgotten how you caught a cold last time?" …… Don't be strong if you have a weak physique! ”
Mi Cai stopped talking in the face of my toughness, and finally stopped struggling, and said to me, "It's better that you don't catch a cold yourself." ”
"For a man, such a cold is a kind of happiness!"
"Masochism."
I smiled and said, "Wait until you get out of this alley, you can scold again, the wind here is so strong, I can't bear it anymore as a masochist!" ”
Mi Cai nodded, but suddenly put my cold red hand into the pocket of the down jacket that was already on her, so my left hand was wrapped in warmth.
I was stunned for a long time before following her footsteps towards the alley, our shadows close together, as if drawing warmth from each other's bodies to ward off the cold.
……
When I got home, I lay on the bed smoking a cigarette after washing up as usual, thinking back to the bits and pieces since I met Mi Cai, but I suddenly realized that we had gone through two seasons of change.
I still vividly remember how rudely I threw her quilt and sheets from the upper floor on that rainy day in late autumn, and how she tricked me into the wilderness and tortured me, and when she went all the way to Xuzhou to find me, I played the guitar for her, and she snuggled up to me and cried.
It turns out that in the change of seasons, we have experienced so much, I only hate that I don't have such a high emotional intelligence as Weiran, if I also use DV to record this qiē, maybe every night with images can be savored, I am also fulfilling!
Extinguishing the cigarette in my hand, I looked at the photos I had stolen from the cabinet in the distance, and although I couldn't see it in the dim light, I still saw her heart in need of comfort, but why couldn't I be a brave person?
Maybe I'm really inferior, I'm afraid that I can't comfort her battered heart, it seems that all I can do for her now is to cook a meal, put on a coat to protect her from the cold, and then do a few immoral things from time to time to make her angry.
And can these insignificant givings really support a love with a huge disparity?
What an unsolvable proposition! But if I don't try, how can I have an answer, and if I can't support it after trying, wouldn't it make each other even more painful?
And the above is already an optimistic assumption.,Pessimistic.,I don't even have a chance to try.,Because there's another Wei Ran who takes care of her by Mi Cai's side.,Suppose you compare me with Wei Ran.,I don't doubt at all that I'm a scum with only 5 combat power.。
So it's really time to wash and sleep! The old man who was so unreliable and mediocre finally turned off the light, and in the dark room, he repeatedly experienced the loneliness of being lit.
But the loneliness that was getting better was interrupted by a sudden ringtone of the mobile phone, but it took me a long time to pick it up and take a look, and it was actually sent by Mi Cai.
"Zhaoyang, I just forgot to tell you, tomorrow afternoon, you can ask Fang Yuan, Chen Jingming and me to meet and talk."
This message suddenly made me forget the loneliness just now, because it was related to the work fate of Fang Yuan and Chen Jingming, and I was looking forward to tomorrow's Mi Cai to give them a good result!