After ending the WeChat conversation with CC, I fell into a wait, which contained concern and anxiety.

I lit a cigarette to calm my feelings, and finally calmed down, and I began to recall in my brain some things and some pictures that I had just experienced with Mi Cai.

After layers of filtering, Mi Cai said to me before leaving, "It's me who takes myself too seriously, I shouldn't be strong!" "It ended up being frozen in my mind.

I chewed on this sentence repeatedly, and then grinded it into a word, a word, to speculate on Mi Cai's feelings at that time.

In fact, when getting along with women, I am not a delicate man, and the only one who has really fallen in love with me is Janeway, in that unforgettable relationship, the beginning and process are so natural, natural love, natural experience of the joys, sorrows and sorrows in love, but the result is jerky for the worse.

This kind of gap made me a hedgehog, so I never fell in love again, I just liked straightforward indulgence, so I had a love affair with Le Yao.

After thinking about it carefully, I seem to understand the meaning of Mi Cai's words, at least she hopes that she has a very important place in my heart, and thinking about it in turn just shows that she cares about me.

But why didn't I notice it just now? Maybe it's because we are always in a fight in the process of getting along for a long time, and this kind of struggle makes the thinking produce a kind of inertia, and the inertia thinks that she asked me to buy sanitary jin is an attempt to embarrass me, but in fact, it is because of intimacy, with her indifferent nature, it is undoubtedly because of intimacy.

At this moment, I understand that no matter what capacity we get along with, that part of the road to go down still needs to run in with each other to avoid misunderstandings like today's.

……

I don't know how long it took, the WeChat prompt of the mobile phone finally rang, I picked up the phone for the first time, and sure enough, it was sent by CC, and there was a photo of instant noodles in WeChat, and a line of words was attached below the photo: She is eating.

Looking at this illustrated message, I hesitated for a long time, and I didn't know what to reply, I just felt that I was a little pretentious, the script of this night, it should have been that we went to the square to play racing after a hearty dinner together, but now it has fallen to the end of eating instant noodles after I am still on an empty stomach, and Mi Cai goes back, how poignant it is!

After a long time, I finally sent a message back to CC: "Don't let her eat instant noodles, see if there is anything else in the house, you can cook something nutritious for her." ”

After a while, CC sent me a message back: "One of us is half, and we have finished eating separately!" ”

"You're really her best friend! Blessings and hardships are shared together! ”

CC replied with a grinning expression: "That is, we can share a branded bag, or we can eat a bowl of instant noodles with added preservatives." ”

This night Mi Cai is accompanied by CC,I was more relieved,Then I threw the phone aside,Lying on the bed,The quilt was pulled to the top of my head,I'm a little tired,Why are you tired but don't bother to think about it.,I'm even more tired of this life that needs to keep speculating.,It's like falling into a lack of passion.,A little decadent black hole again.。

Half-asleep, my phone rang again, and I subconsciously thought it was still CC, but I found that it was sent by Le Yao.

"Zhaoyang, how is the bar doing?"

"It's being renovated and will be open again soon."

"Good work...... By the way, I have good news for you, I have signed in to the new play, and I will pay off the arrears of the bar in the shortest possible time, so you don't have too much pressure! ”

I looked at this message for a while before I replied, "I always think that your trip to Beijing is a bit too smooth......

This time, after a long time, Le Yao replied to the message: "Everyone will have their own opportunities when they accumulate to a certain extent, and this time I met and seized it, you should be happy for me instead of worrying." ”

Just a short sentence, I felt Le Yao's change, her words were a little perfunctory and strong, this is really not like the one who was once extremely insecure, maybe disasters will really make a person grow, now Le Yao has said goodbye to the past, but I really don't know if I should be happy for her.

Ban Yan replied to her with a message: "It's not early, rest early, and contact you when you're empty!" ”

"Good night."

A "good night" without any mud and water makes me no longer feel her former clinginess and longing dependence.

......I let out a heavy breath and threw the phone aside again, trying to pull up the quilt and continue sleeping, but suddenly lit a cigarette for myself, and waited for the unreachable dawn in the dark.

……

Time continues to move forward, it is another weekend, and I haven't been in touch with Micai for the past 4 days, and of course, she hasn't contacted me again, just heard a few things about her from CC in bits and pieces.

She has spent the last week in Shanghai, because Zhuomei's shopping mall in Shanghai is about to open, of course, she will definitely have a lot of free time to accompany Weiran in these days in Shanghai, but I don't know if they maintain the original relationship or have developed, and CC didn't tell me.

In addition, the renovation of the bar is nearing completion, and the reopening date is officially set for the weekend of next week, but unfortunately: I still haven't come up with any good marketing ideas, and I am starting to feel more and more urgent and nervous.

In the twilight of the sunset, I arrived at the square alone with my racing car, ready to relieve the stress of the recent past.

Because it was a weekend, there were so many more people in the square than usual that all the benches available for rest were preempted by those who arrived first.

I sat cross-legged on the ground very unprofessionally, and then controlled the car to play, and after about half an hour, I suddenly saw two familiar figures, each holding a racing car in their hands, not Mi Cai and Wei Xiao and who else.

Wei Xiao's hand was still the commemorative four-wheel drive car of Tian Miya, while Mi Cai's hand was holding a brand-new gas-powered racing car.

Wei Xiao grinned at me from afar, but Mi Cai completely ignored my storage zài, stopped not far away, and then put down the car in his hand.

Mi Cai started several times but failed to start, I finally took the opportunity to lean over and said to her: "I'll help you, your way of starting is wrong." ”

"Thanks, no." Mi Cai said and pulled the starting rope again, but still failed to start the car.

I squatted down beside her and asked in a casual tone, "Why did you go back to Suzhou today?" ”

"Can't you come back for the weekend?"

Wei Xiao interjected again and said, "Big brother, the referee's sister is back to help grandpa, and she said that I don't have to come to the square to set up a stall in the future." ”

Although Wei Xiao's expression is not very clear, I already understand: Mi Cai has already done the matter of helping Wei Xiao's grandfather set up a cabinet to sell handicrafts in Zhuomei.

I smiled and said to Wei Xiao: "Little fatty, I have an adult whisper to talk to your referee sister, you go over there to play for a while, and then invite you to eat KFC!" ”

"Oh yes, I ate again!" Wei Xiao jumped high, and then very cooperatively took his car and ran to the middle of a group of children to play.

I cheekily said to Mi Cai, who ignored me, "You have a good new car, and you spent a lot of money to buy it, right?" ”

"Why should I spend money on it, do you think that no one else will give it to me except you?"

Mi Cai's words made me a little disappointed, I could only send her a second-hand race car after all the troubles, while others could get it in minutes, and the performance was better, this is the difference.

I covered up my loss, took the car from Mi Cai's hand, and said while operating: "You are a new car, you need to run in, the main oil needle and the auxiliary oil needle should be slightly rich in oil, otherwise there will be a lot of problems after starting, and don't insert the ignition stick before starting, block the damper with your fingers, pull the starting rope a few times first, and let the pump oil enter the casing, you know?" ”

Mi Cai finally didn't pay as much attention as she did just now, she looked at me and nodded, and then asked, "You didn't have a gas-powered racing car before, how do you know so much?" ”

Mi Cai's question reminds me of Xiang Chen, the reason why I know so much is because Xiang Chen had a gas-powered racing car when I was in college, and we played with it for a long time, and I definitely didn't have spare money to buy this.

"I've played with friends." I replied lightly, and Mi Cai didn't ask any more questions.

I helped Mi Cai debug the car, squatting tired and very unparticular sat on the ground, but I didn't want Mi Cai to sit on the ground with me, and watched me with interest to transfer the car for her.

I pulled her up from the ground and said, "Aren't you cold sitting on the ground, this has just passed the menstrual period, and the resistance is very poor, what should I do if I get sick?" ”

"Aren't you sitting too?"

"I'll be able to carry it with a rough man, can you?"

"But squatting is really tiring!"

I looked around and couldn't find anything suitable for her to sit on, so I took off my down jacket and laid it on the floor and said to her, "Sit down, so you won't get cold!" ”

I started to sit on the ground again and tune the car, but Mi Cai didn't sit down, she was looking at me with complicated eyes.

I have written more than 300,000 words unconsciously, which also means that I have already started, and it is necessary to say something about this book from my point of view.

Whether it is an editor in the industry, a fellow author, or a reader, I have never defined my book as a small white text, and since it is not a small white text, it must take a lot of effort to read it in order to read more content.

But many readers are reluctant to read the plot in the book, such as the plot of buying that thing yesterday, many people are dissatisfied, that's because you have a strong desire to see the plot, and you can't wait to get the heroine quickly, but you don't really look at it in combination with the previous text......

Some people say even funnier: This is completely inconsistent with the shaping of Zhaoyang in the previous article, who can live with a posture in real life? Only in YY novels will the protagonist be set with a specific character, and then follow this character to conquer the universe...... We are all swaying in life, and any choice will change because of the environment and the characters we face, this is a real person.

In addition to reading some online YY novels, some readers have not read a few books properly, and they always like to examine books on other themes with that kind of vision, and they can't stand it anymore because they get out of that set of procedures, and they feel that the plot is unreasonable.

For this part of the readers, I really recommend that you abandon the text, my book needs to be read with a calm mind, and you read it with a strong desire, and the more you read it, the more painful it becomes.

When I was writing this paragraph, I suddenly thought of the fifth season theme bar in the book, this book is very similar to this bar, it does not belong to the public, but after all, there are readers who like to read it, I used to hope that everyone can accept this kind of theme, now I think about it is not necessary, and the readers who are really willing to take the effort to read it are the harvest of my book, because our thoughts are the same, for some readers who can't understand, you instill it in him, it is a two-way pain for me and him.

I have written three books, I have been in contact with many readers, and there are those who are willing to spend thousands, tens of thousands of dollars to support this book, whether they are satisfied or not, they still watch silently, support them vigorously, and even vote a lot of votes to support them, and they will also say to me: Tank, you write slowly, we are not in a hurry, and we vote for you to support, not to urge you to update There are also some readers who are not satisfied with the plot and spray all kinds of readers, but this kind of reader has a characteristic, look at their previous book review records, and usually don't say anything, As long as the plot is not satisfied, he will immediately jump out and scold the street...... I'm so annoyed with such people, so annoyed! But such people are also extremely selfish in reality. Because the desire in my heart is too heavy, too eager to master others, I want to ask, are you capable enough to master others? People who are really capable of realizing possessiveness will not scold the street in all kinds of ways because of their dissatisfaction with a book, so this kind of person is really very sad and ridiculous!

Judging from the above two types of readers, this is such a realistic and three-dimensional world.

Getting back to business, talking about this book, first of all, I have to admit that there must be elements in the book that cater to commercialization to write, if it is completely realistic, it is also a bit far-fetched, but it does not mean that these plots, the people in these books, there are no in real life, but they are relatively few, and they are not within the scope of your life.

In this book, I am trying to break through, and I want to describe a complete love within my ability, as well as the various feelings in this love......

Whether it is the best girlfriends or the growth history of the sling, they are all abrupt and disjointed in the handling of feelings, focusing on the result but downplaying the process...... I wanted to make up for it in this book, so I wrote it very carefully, but it gave some people the feeling that I was deliberately dragging the pace...... As before, I am a person who is responsible for my own words, my books are not plagiarized, and I am not cheating, I write what I am willing to write, and I have a clear conscience!