I returned to my residence in the middle of the night, warmed up the rice balls that Yan Yan hadn't finished eating, and ate them as supper, thinking that my own night should also end, but I lost sleep as expected

At this moment, I am in contact with the truth of the past, but I am getting farther and farther away from Janeway, this is what I want, but I am sad because of this, my insomnia stems from this contradictory mood, but some memories belong to life, and life can not be "swished" to end, so we are in this long life, with memory will go on the road paved with thorns, and this is the attribute of people, the attribute of remembering the old

This night, I don't know what state I fell asleep in, and when I woke up, it was already noon, so I hurriedly called Mi Cai, and she told me that she was already on the long-distance bus from the county seat to the provincial capital, and she would be able to catch the plane to Shanghai in two hours.

When I got up, I had nothing to do again, so I cleaned the house, then unpacked the package and stuffed it with a few more things to bring or not, such as a stainless steel teacup and a set of kitchen knives.

At noon, when the sun was just right, I sat on the sofa and rested, waiting for the bowl of instant noodles to bubble up

In the meantime, I received a phone call from my old boss, Chen Jingming, who asked me to have a drink at a teahouse near Zhuomei, and in fact, I had wanted to meet him before leaving, but I had a sense of guilt in my heart that prevented me from putting this idea into action

After eating instant noodles, I went to the teahouse where I agreed to meet with Chen Jingming, to my surprise, he did not enter the teahouse first, but stood next to his car and waited for me, under the dazzling sun, I squinted my eyes to see that he was wearing a casual suit today, in memory he did not wear it like this, it was always a business suit, a business jacket he was changing, and I did not ignore his change

I walked up to him apologetically and tried to speak, but he patted me on the shoulder and motioned for us to go in and have a cup of tea.

In the box of the teahouse, Chen Jingming asked for a pot of good West Lake Longjing tea, his consumption level is still very high, maybe he has other ways out? I can only think crankily in silence, and at this moment, it is difficult for me to talk to him with the same guilt as before.

Chen Jingming seemed to see through my mood at the moment, smiled and asked, "Zhaoyang, after going through so much, what do you think now?" Don't just scold Fang Yuan, this bastard, come to perfunctory me, I want to hear your true thoughts. ”

I was a little embarrassed, so I took a sip of the tea in front of me unnaturally, and asked, "Is my idea that important?" ”

Chen Jingming nodded: "Your idea represents Mr. Mi's idea on a certain Cheng dù." ”

I was silent for a while and then replied: "Actually, we all have no idea, tomorrow she will go back to Xuzhou with me, and then I will do some small business, she will find a reliable job, and then, it will be to get married and run a good family, Mr. Chen, do you think we are doing this right?" ”

Chen Jingming didn't rush to answer, and asked rhetorically like me: "Are you sure that Mr. Mi really let go of Zhuomei, if she is unwilling, but she endures for the life you envision, will it become a hidden danger between you in the future Once there is friction in life, these are all topics that can be taken out to talk about things!" ”

"I" only said one word, and I was stuck.

Chen Jingming said again: "Zhaoyang imagination is one thing, life is another, there is a boundary between the two, the premise that Mr. Mi can endure is that you are impartial but there are so many accidents in life, may I ask, who can do the impartiality required by the other party?" What's more, Mr. Mi is not an ordinary woman! ”

"What kind of woman is she?"

Chen Jingming took a sip of the tea beside him again, and then said: "Be conservative, as long as she is willing, Zhuomei's affairs have not yet reached the end Zhaoyang, I have always wanted to remind you, don't always be unable to distinguish between life and ideals, let alone expect others to always live in your ideals Let's take Fang Yuan as an example, in your and my ideals, he should be an aspiring young man with good character, but he is just a bastard, sooner or later he will show his bastard face, so what about Mr. Mi?" Zhuomei is her root, you want her to give up, but after a long time, it is inevitable that some things will touch her, and then she will fall into a dilemma, can you still live a good life? ”

I was touched by his words, and fell silent

Chen Jingming tapped his fingers on the table, waiting for me to respond to his words, but I never spoke again!

"Let's talk about you Zhaoyang, do you know how numb you are? You dare to give up such a good company as Lu Ku, you never want to think about how lucky you are, the Lu Ku you have is equivalent to Fang Yuan's betrayal of his personality in exchange for Zhuo Mei, why don't you know how to cherish it? ”

I finally opened my mouth to retort: "It's because it's too light that I want to give up, I want to live a more down-to-earth life." ”

Chen Jingming smiled and said, "Really? I think that Mi always gave up Zhuo Mei for you, and it was too light to come according to your logic, doesn't Mi always have to think about it again? ”

"Mr. Chen, you don't need to play word games with me, my cognition has always been very clear, if Mi Cai feels that Zhuomei is a hurdle that she can't cross, she can completely follow her heart to do what she wants to do, I won't stop her from telling the truth, she didn't blame me for seeing Fang Yuan wrong, I am already very grateful, and her offer to go back to Xuzhou with me to live is a surprise for me, how can I not understand the sacrifice she made for me, based on this, of course I will do my best to be an impartial man in her mind"

Chen Jingming interrupted me: "The world is impermanent, you don't have to talk to me too much, I am not optimistic about the life of Mr. Mi and you going back to Xuzhou, just imagine, she is the chairman of a group, a top student who graduated from a famous business school, you let her go to work from 9 to 5, isn't it funny?" ”

I gritted my teeth and looked at Chen Jingming, but there was no way to refute it

"Zhaoyang, I can tell you now that something related to the impermanence of the world may not be long before Mr. Mi's mother will go back to the country to find her, and then not only Mr. Mi, I'm afraid you will have to face a choice!"

"Mi Cai's mother?"

Chen Jingming nodded and said: "This involves Mr. Mi's personal privacy, she doesn't seem to want to talk about her mother in front of you, of course I don't have the right to say too much for her, just to remind you that Mr. Mi is not an ordinary woman, the life you designed for her is simply incredible!" ”――