Driven by doubts, I asked the village chief again: "Village chief, let me ask you about something, this time in addition to the 3 million yuan for road repair, I also transferred 1 million yuan to Mi Cai a few days ago, she said that this money is used to improve medical conditions for you, you must know about this matter, right?" ”

The village chief didn't know why: "What is this?" ”

The doubts in my heart deepened, but I still asked repeatedly, this time the village chief told me very resolutely, he didn't hear about this matter at this moment, I can be sure that Mi Cai concealed the whereabouts of the money, why did she hide it?

I ended the call with the village chief with this doubt, but I didn't immediately call Mi Cai for verification, I understand her character, since she has the intention to hide, I will never be able to ask a reason on the phone, only when she comes back, face to face to do her ideological work, with time to grind her, there is hope that she will confess the truth!

Of course, the reason why I am not in a hurry to ask, there is another very important reason, I can trust her, this 1 million, she will never use it in controversial places, moreover, this is her private property, she has the right to control, and what I am curious about is only why she hides it from me.

In the crowd of people, I walked a few more stops, and then ate a bowl of hot dry noodles for dinner at a noodle restaurant near the community, and this long day also began to end at this moment, I enjoyed the leisurely time before the end of this trip, so I took a cigarette and sat on the wooden horse in front of the convenience store, swaying and looking around

In a life where there is only one person, I always find some fun to say goodbye to shameful loneliness

A taxi stopped on the opposite side of the road, and I saw Yan Yan in the car handing the change to the driver, she should have come to me to get the white Mazda 6 back, I thought so.

Yan Yan came to my side in a thick down jacket, her complexion was better than when she had just had surgery, but it was only better, even if we stood face to face, her eyes were still so empty, this emptiness made it difficult for me to find a suitable opening line, so that our relative should not touch the past.

I jumped off the still shaking wooden horse, decided to say the first thing to her in greeting, and smiled and said, "Have you had a good dinner?" ”

Yan Yan shook her head.

"There's a noodle restaurant opposite, and the lo noodles in it are pretty good, do you want to try it?"

Yan Yan finally spoke: "No need, Zhaoyang, I'm not too hungry, I just want to chat with you, listen to Jian Wei, you're leaving!" ”

"Well, go up there the day after tomorrow and sit down, there are still some rice balls at home, I cooked them for you and ate them warmly." As I spoke, I picked up the guitar in the corner, thinking that she would resist, and subconsciously took her arm and led her towards the neighborhood, but she was actually very submissive

Walking into the community, I turned two corners, and what I saw was a creeper with only a stem left on the wall, and the white Mazda parked under the wall became more and more conspicuous, Yan Yan stopped and looked at it silently for a long time, this car was originally bought by her and Fang Yuan with a loan, it is not just a car, but also the motivation for two couples who have lived together to fight for life, this car has its meaning, not just the memory of the moment.

I didn't want her to hurt in the memories, so I urged: "Let's go, go up and cook rice balls for you, there is your favorite bean paste filling." ”

Yan Yan wiped away the fallen tears, lowered her head and said: "Instead of dodging, it's better to be brave, look at these memories related to the past, and let my heart ache to death, and the tears are gone, right, Zhaoyang?" ”

I sighed softly and whispered, "You have a point, but it's too cold outside, so why bother hurting your body again?" It's better to hurry up and eat a bowl of hot rice balls, and then talk about something casually, and I can't remember the previous things, maybe I am inspired, and I have a lot of witty words, you just listen to me and have fun! Where can you take care of all that mess! ”

Maybe it was my words that played a role, Yan Yan finally nodded, and walked towards the entrance of the building before me, I remember that the last time she came here, it was more than a year ago, that time, Fang Yuan and I entertained customers and drank too much wine, after she settled Fang Yuan first, she came to this old house in the middle of the night and sent me a can of Sydney soup, but I vomited her, and then ran back and forth between me and Fang Yuan, tossing all night.

Memory can really kill people, I feel sad when I think of these things over the years, not to mention that Yan Yan has revisited her old place, I'm afraid she will also remember what the last time she came to this old house before this; Someone but me had caused her trouble that night!

After pouring a cup of hot water for Yan Yan first, I found the last bag of rice balls, and then went to the kitchen to get busy, and after a while, I brought the hot rice balls to her, and then moved a chair and sat down opposite her, urging her to eat it while it was hot.

I could tell she didn't have an appetite, but in order not to keep me from working in vain, she still picked up the bowl and ate some, and in the process, I asked her, "Have you planned your life these days?" ”

Yan Yan just shook her head

"It's time to think about it, in fact, every second in this world, what happens to you will happen, and you are lucky enough compared to these people who have similar experiences, although this luck is only material, but it is indeed your wealth, you will have no worries about food and clothing in this life, and while they bear emotional betrayal, they have to continue to fight in material life, whether they can find a way out is not easy to say, so Yan Yan, you should see this side of your luck, don't indulge in the past, You're going to be happier and easier than most. ”

Yan Yan raised her head and looked at me, and said for a long time: "I never thought that there would be such a change in my life, I was not prepared at all, but I have to accept that you are right, I have 20 million yuan compensation, but I don't want this money, and this money can only be used to atone for sins, we are guilty, we are sorry for the child This money, I want to donate to those critically ill children, I can save one by one, accumulate virtue for myself, and also make good karma for this unborn child, if there is a next life, Hopefully he can find the right parents."

Speaking of which, Yan Yan's tears have fallen like a, but I want to persuade her to think twice, after all, she is irrational at this time, she just wants to find something to fill her emotional lack She is lacking!

"Yan Yan, listen to me, you can donate part of this money, but you must leave some to protect your life, otherwise you will regret it."

"I don't need any qiē he gave me, I said, I am a proud woman, I once gave up my pride and became ordinary for love, I feel that I am great, now there is no love, only life remains, I should also find my pride I don't want to be the kind of yellow-faced woman who survives by divorce compensation, I want to be Yan Yan again, do you remember what Yan Yan was like?"

I recalled, it seems that when I was in college, Yan Yan was the busiest person around us, she was not only the president of the student union, but also organized a model team, and she was the team leader to go out part-time to make money, because she managed it properly, and the comprehensive quality of the members of the model team was getting higher and higher, and when she was still on campus, she was already famous in the circle for many years, she lived behind Fang Yuan, and we did ignore her too much! She is very capable, but at one point she made sacrifices for love

I finally said to her, "You are a capable woman, you can do something on your own, such as a career!" ”

"Yes, putting this money here will only make me feel that I have nothing to do, and I can't extricate myself from the past, so it's better to donate it all and make a good relationship for that child with the greatest sincerity!"

I know that Yan Yan made this decision during our conversation, she loves that child deeply, although no one can verify whether there is good karma in this world, but she is still willing to use this huge amount of money to do this, I don't know Fang Yuan, who should bear all the responsibility, how does she feel after knowing this? Will there be a little bit of guilt?

He wouldn't feel guilty, otherwise when Yan Yan asked him to go back and save this child, he wouldn't have cruelly refused! He trampled on Yan Yan's dignity and strangled the child's life!

I sighed softly and said, "You have control over this money, if doing so will make you feel better, you just follow your heart and do it, I really hope to see a confident and successful Yan Yan in the future!" ”

Yan Yan nodded, and after a moment of silence, she said: "Now there is only Weiwei left by my side, maybe two women who are sympathetic to each other are together, encourage each other, but they can take the road in the future!" ”

"Freemasonry?"

Yan Yan replied in a deep voice: "Well, she and Xiang Chen are completely over, Xiang Chen went to find her the day before yesterday, and went with a marriage certificate, Xiang Chen is already married, and a woman named Chu Xinrui, but the wedding has not been held!" ”

I was shocked: "I saw her yesterday and she didn't say anything to me"

"Of course she won't tell you because you have a deep misunderstanding of her, and she's too stubborn to confess something to you, you know? At the beginning, the photos of you fooling around in the bar were all taken by Xiang Chen on behalf of Fang Yuan, Xiang Chen had already calculated you a long time ago I know this, but I didn't choose to sue you hehe, this is the so-called retribution, I already knew that Fang Yuan had backbones, but he was my man, and I foolishly defended him, but it became a disaster for me the day after tomorrow! ”

My heart was torn apart, and some of the scattered fragments over the years were reassembled, no wonder Fang Yuan always persuaded me to let go of Jian Wei over and over again, although Yan Yan also persuaded me, but intentionally or unintentionally told me about Jian Wei's news, I still remember: the night before she got married, Jian Wei lived in her house, and she also quietly called me to ask me to communicate with Jian Wei, but I gave up that precious opportunity and then I had a misunderstanding the next day, I told her: Mi Cai is my girlfriend!

If on the night before Yan Yan's wedding, I seized the opportunity to communicate with Jian Wei, and then met in the love that had been suppressed for three years, I hugged her and told her: I have always loved her, what will be the ending at this moment?

I asked in a suffocation, "How did Xiang Chen calculate me?" What kind of misunderstanding did he create for Janeway and me? ”

"I don't know, all I know is this, I heard Janeway in her dreams, calling your name over and over again, so that you don't misunderstand her, she has never betrayed your love in her soul!"

My heart is like a knife, but in this room shared with Mi Cai, I can't see the way back, I can't go back!

"Zhaoyang, I don't dare to persuade you, and I don't have a position to persuade you, after all, you already have a new life, but there is a cause and effect, the cause between you and Janeway is full of entanglement and tearing, I can't believe it, the final result is just as simple as that"

In the silence where I could hear my heartbeat, I shook my head and said: "You are wrong, Yan Yan, what is entangled and torn is only the process, and the cause is caused by fate, and the result is due to fate, in fact, it is so simple that there will be no more variables between me and Jian Wei!" ”

Yan Yan didn't speak again, we fell into silence together, Yan Yan at this moment has her own pain, she doesn't have the ability to express too many opinions on the matter between me and Jian Wei, and my silence is because I focus on my future life, and I don't want to look back to see what is as simple as the origin and extinction, and nothing can stop me from returning to Xuzhou, I must also have such firmness!

Late at night, I drove the white Mazda and sent Yan Yan to Jian Wei's residence, but I didn't go up to sit for a while, I watched Yan Yan go upstairs, and then left the community alone, I waited for the taxi at the door

Janeway hadn't changed her place of stay, so it was a bit remote near the moat, and I waited a long time before I could get a taxi, and finally, I ran to get close to the block 4 stops away, where I would wait for a taxi lightly

But the more I run, the more upset I become, and I have a premonition that no matter how I escape, some things will one day become the truth and put in front of my eyes, so I have to face it

I desperately diverted my attention, I was imagining what Mi Cai would look like when she came back tomorrow, what she would wear? What shoes will you wear? Has her mood said goodbye to the sorrow? Also, where did she spend the 1 million?

Under the pressure of many questions, I finally stopped thinking about those troubles, and calculated that I still have about 18 hours to see Mi Cai and leave the beginning of my new life, and there are only 18 hours left!

Today this is a big chapter of 4000+ words, and it's a change.