I don't know why, at this moment, I have begun to miss the time with her, and even the weather that changes every day, I look at her regardless of it, I know that maybe she will leave tomorrow, otherwise she will not talk about saying goodbye to Mochou Road tonight.

I can't help but think about what has happened between me and Mi Cai for more than a year, I remember that there were quarrels, reconciliations, quarrels, and reconciliations, putting aside all the events that happened here, this seems to be the norm between lovers, and it has become a feeling between us over and over again, so I can afford to wait for her to go to the United States, no matter how long it takes.

I remembered again that there was an unfinished wedding between us, so I saw the fruits of our efforts, and I also saw the results come to naught, I was about to be lonely, but loneliness no longer aroused my fragile sensitivity, and I didn't want this goodbye to become sad, and finally smiled and said to Mi Cai: "Let's go, let's go to Mochou Road." ”

"Before you go, let's go to that square again."

"Well, there's still time."

We continued to walk north of the city, and the moat had skirted the road we were going to take to the northwest, so that without the water of the river, the road was somewhat dry, and a road under repair, under the rollers of the rollers, raised dust and fell on the plane trees on both sides, and the grocery store under the trees had a stale smell.

I went to the grocery store and bought a pack of cigarettes, and the owner was wearing a sweater and chatting with the owner of the paint shop next to me about the warmth and warmth of the house that was about to be demolished

I can't remember how long we walked, but we finally came to the square surrounded by lights, and there were more children playing here today than usual, and I remembered that it was another wonderful weekend for most people.

Mi Cai and I stood at the edge of the square, watching silently, we saw Wei Xiao, we saw the girl, they seemed to have designed a plot with another group of children, playing role-playing racing games, because of the gasoline-powered racing car that stands out from the crowd, Wei Xiao is still the king of this group of children, enjoying the thrill of playing the protagonist He sometimes gives orders, sometimes laughs, he seems to have found his way to grow up unconsciously, he already has the prototype of a leader.

Where's the girl? She still has the loneliness when she came out of the small mountain village, when Wei Xiao was having fun, she sat alone by the fountain, and said something that others couldn't understand with the teacup dog that Le Yao gave to Wei Xiao, so this small square also showed the extreme of movement and stillness.

None of us walked to the center of the square, because we, with the troubles of adults, were so discordant with those innocent children, it was better to stand on the edge and reminisce about the past in the smiling faces of the children.

After a while, we arrive calmly, calmly leaving the profound images that have happened here, and perhaps turn into the sunshine of tomorrow morning, pushing the world into darkness with time, waiting for the dawn again

More than an hour later, we took the inter-city high-speed train to Nanjing, which is different from Suzhou, I heard that people here will call the girl "Pansy", Pansy here walks very fast, so their boyfriends are very good at chasing, so the streets are full of hurried couples, they make Mi Cai, a girl from Suzhou, look very special, she just followed my footsteps, walked through the subway station, walked through Xuanwu Lake

There are some old snack bars on both sides of Mochou Road, because it is past the time to eat, the idle bosses sit in the shop to play cards for entertainment, or feed the cats and dogs that have been hungry for a long time, and in the barber shop next to it, the middle-aged customer is silent in the mirror, maybe he is a businessman, and he is calculating today's profit and loss in his heart.

Walking another 200 meters, there is a beggar leaning under the street lamp and napping, and there may be encounters and separations in his dreams, but for him, this does not matter, because all the encounters and separations are only in a moment, no one remembers his face, and the passers-by leave him with a white eye, or a few cents.

On the other side of the street lamp, I saw a beautiful Nanjing Pansy, she held a roasted sweet potato in one hand, put down the roller shutter door of the nail salon with the other, her boyfriend straddled the motorcycle and asked loudly, which bar to go to later, a Mercedes-Benz car behind the pastime, bypassing the motorcycle blocking the road, leaving a whistle, and then increasing the throttle and whistling away

I stopped, I didn't want to see the end of Mochou Road again, what other encounters and separations, I held Mi Cai's hand, and read it in pieces, I understood that at this moment, I still have such a perfect girlfriend by my side, and the next moment, I will usher in an indefinite parting on this Mochou Road.

We sat on the bench on the side of the road, I looked down at the pure white shoes on Mi Cai's feet, and said with some melancholy: "This Mochou Road is not the road as its name suggests, or some people will be sad on this road!" ”

Mi Cai looked at the end of the road and said softly: "For people on this road, eating, sleeping, and waking up is a seemingly long time of the year, but it is not terrible!" ”

I knew that this was Mi Cai's comfort before parting, I nodded, and replied: "I understand what you mean, time and distance are not our enemies, because in our experience, there is the city in the sky, the square in Suzhou that is suitable for playing, and the Mochou road in front of us, these are guidelines for us, and I also believe that I will wait for you to come back!" ”

With a smile on her face, Mi Cai asked me, "Do you want to wait for me to come back while buying lottery tickets?" ”

"You still have the heart to make fun of my past!!" I replied helplessly and frustratedly, a few years ago, I did pin my hopes of making a fortune on the lottery and waiting for Janeway to come back from the United States, and if Mi Cai didn't mention this old story, I wouldn't even find that history is so strikingly similar.

That time, when Jian Wei left, what left me was "waiting" written on the car window, and this time, Mi Cai left me with the "Mochou Road" in front of me, what about the ending? Is it a different path, or is it a powerful subversion?

Mi Cai held my face with both hands, stroked my hair again, and said softly: "Zhaoyang, grow up, hurry up, my biggest hope in this life is that when I come back, you will be a good man who understands life and has a sense of responsibility, and kindness is not the only criterion for testing growing up, you have to do a lot, a lot"

I didn't rush to make promises, I just remembered some of the past, and then smiled at my absurdity and remembered that I was twenty-four or five-year-old!

I finally said to her, "I won't buy lottery tickets anymore, and when you come back, I'll give you a most special gift." ”

Seeing Mi Cai with such a curious expression for the first time, she asked expectantly, "What gift will you give me?" ”

"A gift that takes time to accumulate."

"Okay, I know that if I am asked, it will lose its original meaning, so I still choose to be patient"

"Well, you won't be disappointed!" I paused a little in the middle and asked again, "Can you tell me about what you're going to do when you go to the U.S.?" ”

"Pay attention to every bit of your accomplishment at home."

"You mean, we can still get in touch?"

Mi Cai shook his head and replied: "Keeping in touch is not a wise choice, contact will make us emotional and impulsive, we all have to believe that distance is an exam paper, and we are not completely without contact, I believe in the power of that city, it separates us on the surface, but the heart is connected Furthermore, in Yan Zhuomei's eyes, we should completely draw a line, so in addition to paying attention to your achievements, I must also play with Yan Zhuomei, so that she accepts my life concept and life values!" I have so much to do! ”

"I see what you mean! I also sincerely hope that you and Aunt Yan can release their past suspicions. ”

Mi Cai nodded

I finally put my arms around her, smiled, and said, "In order to be able to keep an eye on me, I must try to read a few more financial magazines, after all, you don't have such a strong mind to see what I'm doing outside of this public way." ”

Micai smiled and leaned against my shoulder, and then the world fell silent, and even the sound of the wind could be heard, blowing the comforting whispers of the city.

"Yang, I left you, will you resist the loneliness and temptation, and wait quietly in the country?"

"I can go to the United States, you get along with Wei Ran every day, will you still remember that Zhaoyang who plays the guitar, sometimes decadent, sometimes crazy?"

"I can also reminisce about our time together every morning and evening!"

My face was close to hers, I stroked her hair over and over again, I knew, having said that, the moment of our separation was getting closer and closer, and I said to her with great nostalgia: "Dance for me on this Mochou Road, I know you dance very well, I secretly saw those photos you took when you were studying in the United States!" ”

In the sorrow of parting, Mi Cai didn't care to blame me for my sneaky behavior, she leaned on my shoulder and sobbed, she was as afraid of this indefinite parting as I did, and at this moment, we were each suffering because of the same thing

Mi Cai finally left my body, she stood under a street lamp, to meet my last request, at this moment, in this Mochou road full of traffic and hustle and bustle, my eyes only left her dancing for me, fortunately, she was wearing a pair of pure white running shoes, the movements were stretched and beautiful; Unfortunately, I didn't have a guitar that played the most beautiful dance music for her

Mochou Road, or that Mochou Road, but her dancing posture has deeply imprinted the memory of this road in the deepest part of my soul, not only me, but even many passers-by will treat her at this moment as Pansy of Nanjing, stopped, and did not hesitate to praise her

Oh, yes! I would rather she be Pansy of Nanjing, walking on this Mochou road every day, not having to be so far away from me, I can take some pastries in the morning or dusk, hold her hand, walk and eat at the same time, I can't remember what sorrow is

At the end of the road, we let go of the hand we had been holding and said, "My next stop is Shanghai, what about you?" ”

"Go back to Suzhou, you go first! I'm padding! ”

She nodded, and walked out of this Mochou road I closed my eyes, I want to remember the taste of this road, remember the appearance of her walking on this road! In my heart, in the future, she will always stay in the depths of my soul, whispering, loving!

"Zhaoyang"

I opened my eyes, and she was already standing by the taxi, holding the wedding ring that had not been put on for me in her hand, and she asked, "What about the one I had?" ”

I hurriedly pulled it out of my pocket and held it up to her, she nodded, didn't say anything more, and got into the taxi that I couldn't wait to leave, and I stared until she was away from Mochou Road!

My phone vibrated in my pocket, I hurriedly took it out, and there were only four words in the message she gave me: Mo Chou, Mo Chou!

I lowered my head, sat at the end of Mochou Road, and looked up at the road we had walked when we came! It turns out that the separation is really in an instant!