Chapter 127: Confession?
Fortunately, Mi Cai washed up for a long time, and I opened the window after I finished smoking, and soon there was no smell of smoke in the house, but my boredom could not drift out of the window with the smoke, and my mind was full of the shadow of Janeway leaving.
Mi Cai finally walked out of the bathroom, although she was plain at this time, but the beautiful word still seemed to be engraved on her face, so that in the dead of night, I felt that she was so unreal, I thought: women really shouldn't be beautiful like this, she should be ordinary.
"Zhaoyang, today you go to race with Wei Xiao, who won?"
"Me."
"Oh, the 100,000-rpm motor is really powerful!"
"It's fine."
Mi Cai didn't notice that I was reluctant to speak, and asked, "Then did he invite you to eat KFC?" ”
"No, I invited him."
"Didn't you win? …… With your conduct, will you put a little chubby dun lightly? ”
Mi Cai's words reminded me of Wei Xiao's lonely life experience, and my mind was pulled back again, patted the sofa, and motioned for her to sit down and say.
Mi Cai sat down beside me, as if interested in why I would invite the little fat man to eat.
I told Mi Cai about Wei Xiao's life experience in the low of love, and after I finished speaking, I looked at her, but found that she was crying, and I couldn't help crying.
Only then did I realize that Wei Xiao's life experience is very similar to her, the difference is: she has plenty of material to fill her life, while Wei Xiao has nothing but a grandfather who depends on each other.
I took out a tissue paper from the tissue box and handed it to her, she wiped her tears but still cried very sadly, maybe this is the pain of empathy, I blame myself a little, I shouldn't have told her about Wei Xiao's life experience.
In the dead of night, a woman crying weakly beside me makes my heart full of torment, but I don't know how to comfort it, only the night is emotional......
At a loss, I said to Mi Cai, "If you don't mind, I can lend you my shoulder to cry for a while." ”
Mi Cai really lay on my shoulder and sobbed, as if she had found someone to cry even harder.
In fact, I understand her psychology at the moment, she is tired, she really misses her father Mi Zhongxin, if Mi Zhongxin is still alive, she will not let Mi Zhongde manipulate Zhuomei to do whatever she wants, and she doesn't have to be so lonely to face the cruel business battle, she is still the daughter who is protected by her father.
After a long time, Mi Cai finally left my shoulder, but left a tear stain on my coat, she took out a tissue to wipe the tears off her face, and said to me apologetically: "Your coat will be sent to dry cleaning when I have time." ”
"No, I don't dislike your tears."
Mi Cai's feelings had calmed down a bit, she looked at me and said, "Haven't you heard a lot of tears and snot? ”
"You mean, you even rub your snot on my clothes?"
"Who cares so much when they're sad, so I'm so sorry to stain your handsome jacket."
I looked at my jacket and sighed, "Uh...... When you say that, it seems really handsome! ”
Immediately looked at Mi Cai and laughed, and at this moment, we can only reduce the depression on the love in this way.
After laughing, we were silent again, because all the joy in the suffering is temporary, and the pain has been engraved into the bone marrow, and after a long time, I finally asked Mi Cai: "If I guess correctly, that Weiran must have accompanied you and given you a lot of help when you were in the most painful time of your life, right?" ”
Mi Cai nodded and said, "Well, he taught me to play the guitar, and if it weren't for him, I can't imagine how I would have survived those days!" ”
I was silent, but I was a little envious in my heart, if I met Mi Cai at that time, I thought, I would also teach her to play the guitar......
Mi Cai smiled again and said: "Actually, I am quite lucky, I have a friend of him in the United States, and I met you again when I returned to China, and because you met CC and Robben, you are all very good to me!" ”
I'm a little lost, maybe Mi Cai doesn't have any special feelings for me, I'm just one of all her friends.
I hid my loss and smiled, "Don't you forget the pain after you drop the scar, am I very good to you?" …… I remember throwing away your quilt and sheets. ”
"But you're not going to do that now, are you?"
"Don't say so sure!"
"The relationship between people is based on understanding and building little by little, at that time, I hated to send you to the police station, but now I don't have such thoughts at all, although you are still the same you, but I know you better."
I agree with Mi Cai's statement, and I feel the delicacy of her mind, although she looks indifferent, but the inner world is as rich as mine, while I perceive and speculate about her, she is also perceiving me and speculating about me.
But what exactly are we doing what we are now? I don't want it to be because I've helped her, but because it's the little things that have come up over time that have changed us.
The night is deeper, Mi Cai is quieter, looking at her, my tired heart suddenly throbbed, at this moment I don't want to think of the past that hurt me, I want to confess to her...... But I can't open my mouth, I don't think she should be my Zhaoyang's girlfriend, even if she really wants to find a boyfriend, it should be the rich Weiran, who also gave her a lot of comfort and care when she was in pain...... So my expression struggled more and more!
Mi Cai looked at me and asked suspiciously, "Zhaoyang, do you have anything to say to me?" ”
"Uh......"
Mi Cai looked at me, very patiently waiting, breathing seemed to be a little short, but as if there was none, in short, I was full of nervousness at this moment, and I didn't have time to look at her expression carefully.
"Uh...... You can take my jacket and dry clean it. As I spoke, I took off my jacket and threw it to Mi Cai.
Mi Cai took my jacket and said to me for a while, "Do you want to talk to me about this matter like this?" ”
"How are I going to tell you?"
Mi Cai didn't respond to my words again, folded the jacket and put it on the coffee table, and said to me again after a long time: "It's not early, I'm going to rest." ”
"Oh, good!"
"Then you should rest early...... By the way, when I come back from Shanghai, let's go find Wei Xiao together, I want to help him. ”
"Okay, no problem." I hurriedly answered.
Mi Cai looked at me again, but said nothing, then got up from the couch and walked to his room, so that I was the only one left in the empty living room.
I hurriedly ran to the balcony and lit a cigarette for myself, I was afraid for a while, but I was fortunate to restrain myself, I know very well: in the dead of night, people are extremely emotional, and a confession based on emotion is playing hooligan, and I am very reluctant to leave a hooligan mark in Mi Cai's life.
In fact, I am more afraid of the pain after rejection!