Janeway's expression gradually became painful, she looked at me for a long time, and finally asked, "Look down on you?" …… If I look down on you, I will fall out with my family, run from Shanghai to Suzhou to live with you, eat instant noodles and fried rice every day, and wear street stalls bought online...... Of course, it's nothing, because I do it willingly, and I even think it's a kind of happiness to share weal and woe! ”

I felt suffocated, as if I was ignoring the erosion of time and going back to the days we had been together three years ago......

That year, we held a hot water in the winter to keep warm, ate the same box of potato chips and watched TV for fun, yes, I was so poor at that time, I couldn't afford to rent an air-conditioned house, and I didn't have spare money to take her to a movie, but she still followed me, listened to me play the guitar and sing the song "elopement" and then moved to tears.

I tried my best to restrain my feelings, and said to Janeway beside me for a while, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you that...... But why did you break up with me? ”

Jian Wei's expression was a little dazed, and she choked up for a long time before she said to me: "We all did wrong, and I was even more wrong, so wrong that we had to break up......"

"What's wrong?" I couldn't wait to ask, finally afraid of a misunderstanding between the two of us.

Jian Wei shook her head and said: "Don't ask, we have broken up for three years, and all the truth has become meaningless with the passage of these three years, if you must know, it will only make us double the pain we once had!" ”

"I'm not afraid of pain, I want the truth ......," I said, gritting my teeth.

"Why didn't you want three years ago? …… Now that I'm with Xiang Chen, maybe I'll get married soon, do you think there's still a need for it? ”

"I ......" I suddenly couldn't speak, reason told me, Janeway was right, the truth is for us now, except pain, we can get nothing.

In the silence, the cold wind blew the waves on the surface of the river, and the reflection of the neon on the surface of the river began to shake uneasily, and my mood panicked with the irregular shaking.

Janeway finally whispered to me, "Because the whole world is so dirty, you will find the most beautiful wish...... Zhaoyang, I will continue to silently bless you until you find that most beautiful wish! ”

I couldn't understand what Janeway wanted to express to me, and wanted to ask, but she had already gotten up and left, and then left the most decisive back to me, as if to tell me that all the past qiē would eventually turn into nostalgia and drown in the years, and there was no need to delve into anything.

But what is the most beautiful wish I am looking for? Is it the city in the sky, and the beautiful women with long hair and shoulders in the city?

I couldn't be sure of the answer, but the night was suddenly dark and bottomless, and I should go back, because I could not see the dawn for a while, and I would see my most sincere dreams, and my dreams must not be in this moat flowing with vanity.

……

When I returned to my accommodation, I opened the door of the house uneasily, but I was surprised to find a pair of women's winter boots on the shoe rack, and then I saw Mi Cai sitting on the sofa looking at Wen Jiàn, and suddenly remembered that a few hours ago, we had a very unpleasant situation in the CC restaurant.

I came to Mi Cai's side and asked, "Why are you here?" ”

"My house, can't I come?"

"Didn't you rent it to me?"

Mi Cai put down the text and raised his head to look at me: "I rented you, but did you give me the rent?" ”

"Last time you said you don't need to give, just buy some potted plants and put them at home, what's the matter, are you trying to backtrack?"

Mi Cai looked around lukewarmly and said, "What about the potted plants you bought?" ”

"I haven't had time to buy it yet, but I'm definitely going to buy it."

"Don't have time? I see you're pretty idle, and you still have time to play racing. ”

I finally determined that Mi Cai was the one who came to me for that Weiran, and suddenly said unhappily: "I'm happy to play racing, but I'm not happy to buy potted plants, what's wrong?" ”

"So you're a scoundrel with no grace and no credit, and you can't change it for the rest of your life."

Mi Cai's cynicism made me more and more aggrieved, looked at her for a long time, and said angrily: "I'm a scoundrel, I'm not graceful, just your friend is a gentleman, okay?" ”

"Why are you comparing yourself to him?"

That's right! Why should I compare myself to him? Momentarily, I felt a little weak: "Who do you care if I compare myself with...... Tell me why you're here. ”

"My house over there is for Weiran to live in, where will I go if I don't come here?"

Mi Cai's answer made me stunned, does this mean that Mi Cai minds living under the same roof with Wei Ran, but doesn't mind living with me?

I immediately asked, "Don't you mind living with me?" ”

"Mind, so you go to the hotel later, you have to go to the hotel for the next few days."

I was ashamed and even more annoyed in my own amorous feelings, and walked up to Mi Cai in a few steps, quickly pressed against her face, and said angrily: "Why! Why don't you let your friends stay in a hotel? …… I tell you, master, I'm not going anywhere. ”

"You ......," Mi Cai said angrily.

The tide of the battle turned in an instant, and I said fearlessly: "Don't do useless struggles, but everything has to be reasonable, you have already rented the house to me, and now you don't have the right to use it, as for the potted plant, you didn't limit me in advance when I bought it, and I will make up for it tomorrow, so you have to ask my permission to live here tonight." ”

"Do you want me to live on the streets?"

I smiled and said, "You don't live on the streets, you are so rich, even if you go out, you live in a five-star hotel, and I am different, if you are really kicked out, you will either go to live in a small hotel, or you will really live on the street." ”

Mi Cai's tone finally softened: "Don't talk about yourself so pitifully. ”

"Pity is not spoken, nor is it pretended, since we met, how I lived, don't you know?"

Mi Cai was silent, as if recalling how poor I lived after we met, and finally said to me for a long time: "Then I'll go to the hotel." With that, he picked up his handbag from the sofa.

I snatched the handbag from her hand and put it on the sofa again: "What time is it, don't toss around, okay, it's not that you haven't lived together, you hurry up and wash and sleep, aren't you going to Shanghai tomorrow?" ”

"How do you know I'm going to Shanghai tomorrow?"

"You told me this morning, hurry up and go to bed, and I'll make you breakfast tomorrow morning, no better than what hotel you are staying in."

Mi Cai looked at me, nodded obediently, and then went back to her room to change her clothes, and went to the bathroom to wash up.

I was tired from this night, sitting on the sofa, lighting a cigarette to relieve this physical and mental exhaustion, but I had forgotten that Mi Cai was still in the house, and if he saw me smoking in the living room, he would have to count me down again!