Chapter 43: Please Give Me a Moment
"Doesn't it mean that foreign countries are just lonely?" Huo Jingwei smiled, dragged the suitcases of the two out of the trunk of the car, and dragged them into the house.
"I used to live here when I was abroad." Huo Jingwei pointed to the room and introduced it to Huang Ruirui.
Since he had told Huang Ruirui many things in the past, there was no need for him to hide anything.
"Look, this wooden chair was made by me personally going to the oak forest in front of me to take the materials to make ......."
"That hat was the ...... I wore when I was an apprentice"
"This leopard skin was killed by a leopard that year......
"This trophy is the ...... I earned when I played black market boxing," Huo Jingwei introduced the furnishings in the room one by one.
Huang Ruirui stroked the trophy, and originally wanted to snort softly, he actually went to fight black market boxing, just thinking that Huo Jingwei had said in the past that he had suffered all kinds of hardships abroad...... Once banished herself, living an ascetic life, she suppressed this surprise.
Originally, there was nothing to be surprised about, he lived in guilt for Meiling, maybe only by relying on the stimulation of the outside world, relying on the pain of flesh and skin, would he feel a little less guilty.
Huang Ruirui also knows more or less, no wonder her skills are very powerful outside, but in front of Huo Jingwei, she is so useless, people are really on the black market, and they are naked and have a battle record.
Huo Jingwei placed his luggage and left the largest room to Huang Ruirui: "You just live in this room, look, do you like it?" ”
Huang Ruirui looked at the room, it was spacious and bright enough, and the facilities were complete, she smiled and nodded, and said, "It's good, I like it very much." ”
However, she understood in her heart that this meant that Huo Jingwei would not live with her at all, although there was no Li Wenchuan by her side now, but in his heart, there was a Meiling.
He loves her and can treat her as well as ever, but no matter how affectionate he is before, he can't accept and change for a while.
"You have a good rest, I'll go to the town to buy our daily necessities, and I'll make dinner in the evening......" Huo Jingwei patted her on the shoulder and motioned for her to rest first.
"I'll go with you......" Huang Ruirui stood up.
"Okay." Huo Jingwei didn't refuse, it was good to take her out to familiarize herself with the surrounding environment, it was originally a specially arranged time to go on vacation, and the two repaired their relationship well, of course they would not refuse.
Driving the car, the two came to the town, and there seemed to be many people who were familiar with Huo Jingwei and greeted each other warmly.
Huang Ruirui smiled and stayed aside, Huo Jingwei has been abroad for ten years, and it is not surprising that he can know some residents here.
Someone even asked Huo Jingwei curiously if the beautiful oriental girl standing next to him was his girlfriend. Huo Jingwei nodded and couldn't help but smile, and agreed one by one.
Although Huang Ruirui's foreign language is not good and her oral expression is not good, she can still understand this daily conversation, she smiles, greets these residents, and Harrow's voice is endless.
The two bought a lot of daily necessities in a large supermarket, and even bought milk powder for pregnant women.
Does it need to be so exaggerated?
"You're pregnant now, and I'm afraid you're not used to it, or you don't like the taste here...... You know, you're two people now, and you have to keep up with nutrition. Huo Jingwei explained: "Since you were pregnant, I have not been by your side, and I have been with you to take care of you...... On the contrary, there are so many things that make you sad...... Now I have to learn how to take care of you and our baby. ”
Huang Ruirui chuckled, indeed, since he knew that he was pregnant, he had always been by Li Wenchuan's side, and Li Wenchuan was trying his best to be a good father, from prenatal teaching, baby clothes, and toys, he was buying them with all his might, as if this child was really his.
Now that Huo Jingwei is willing to play this role, it is not a good thing, maybe in the roles of husband and father, most of his attention will be shifted to the child, and the guilt for Meiling will also be faintly reduced.
Isn't it, when he was with him in the past, there was almost no sense of guilt, until the arrival of his new secretary Ma Xiaoyun, he was hooked up again.
Thinking of this, Huang Ruirui had a faint bad feeling in her heart, this Ma Xiaoyun seemed to be intentional, it seemed that she was also intentionally taking herself to Meiling's grave that day, and kept saying how much Huo Jingwei loved Meiling, saying that Huo Jingwei was just using himself as a stand-in, and Huo Jingwei's kindness to herself was all for Meiling.
I also invisibly accepted her hint, and with Meiling's photo, I simply believed that I was really just Meiling's stand-in, and Huo Jingwei was originally going to give Meiling all the kindness to herself.
She decided to find an opportunity to ask Huo Jingwei clearly.
At dinner, Huo Jingwei originally wanted to fry the steak, but Huang Ruirui smelled the smell and vomited so much that Huo Jingwei had to change to a salad, the red, green and green fruits with vegetables also looked a little appetizing.
"Jingwei ......" Huang Ruirui wanted to ask Ma Xiaoyun's questions.
"Unappetizing?" Huo Jingwei, who had been paying attention to her, was a little worried.
"It's not ......" Huang Ruirui thought about how to phrase it: "That secretary of yours, Ma Xiaoyun, has a good relationship with you?" ”
Huo Jingwei stopped the knife and fork in his hand: "Ruirui, I told you that I went through so many injuries when I was a teenager...... I'm autistic, withdrawn and depressed, and I have basically no contact with others, let alone any friends......"
Huang Ruirui admits this, it seems that except for Jiang Tianze, who said that he was his friend, he didn't hear that he had any friends and brothers to talk about. Even this Jiang Tianze, because he is his mentor's child, has gradually become familiar with each other.
In the past, I thought that Huo Jingwei was so handsome that he had no friends, but it seemed that he was purely withdrawn and depressed and had no friends, Huang Ruirui wanted to laugh, but she didn't laugh yet, she wanted to cry again. It was a tragic past in his youth that made the original pride of heaven become depressed and withdrawn, and he was so autistic that he had almost no friends.
Fortunately, there is a Meiling ...... At this time, Huang Ruirui was grateful to Meiling, at least she had accompanied Huo Jingwei through a gloomy and miserable life.
"What about Ma Xiaoyun's relationship with you?"
"She is Meiling's best friend, and she has a very good relationship with Meiling, because of Meiling's relationship, I know her ......" Huo Jingwei explained softly, and then he was a little strange, if Huang Ruirui minded Meiling, he could understand, but why was there even a Ma Xiaoyun, who was also asking.
"No, I thought you had a good relationship, and even the last time I came to your office to look for you, you were so partial to her......" Huang Ruirui said this, pausing slightly, Huo Jingwei's attitude at that time, she really minded. It's just because he's Meiling's friend that he's so obviously biased.
Huo Jingwei recalled it for a while, and he could be regarded as remembering this: "Rui Rui, things are not what you think, it's not that I favored her...... It's just that she was very low in blood sugar for a while, and she was going to faint at any time, I was worried that if she really fainted, then I would blame all the blame on you, I don't want others to say that you are just because you are my girlfriend and bully people at will......"
Huo Jingwei explained that the knot that Huang Ruirui had always had in her heart was barely solved.
I snorted unconvinced, this blood sugar is very low, and I am going to faint at any time, is it pretending to be Sister Lin's sympathy?
It's just that she didn't say it. She changed her question: "When Ma Xiaoyun applied for the company, did you mean it?" ”
"No, it wasn't until she was in the office that I recognized that it was her, and before, I didn't ask about it at all, but just explained to the personnel department and set up a new secretary to replace Liu Jia...... You also know Liu Jia...... It's just, Ruirui, why are you suddenly curious to inquire about her? ”
Huang Ruirui hurriedly smiled and shook her head: "Isn't it because you favored her at the beginning, I can't swallow this breath, so I ask more." ”
After dinner, the two nestled on the sofa and watched TV for a while before Huo Jingwei sent Huang Ruirui back to her room to rest.
As Huang Ruirui expected, Huo Jingwei went to the guest room to rest and did not stay with her.
When she withdrew, Huo Jingwei gently shook her hand: "Rui Rui, give me a little time......
This is a relatively tragic word, Huang Ruirui does not have to sleep with him, but these words are already lying there alive, and he will not be very affectionate with her for a while.
Huang Ruirui smiled and said softly: "I am pregnant with a baby now, and it is better for the baby to sleep alone." ”
This can be regarded as finding a good excuse to avoid Huo Jingwei's guilt.
Huo Jingwei wanted to speak and stopped, he wanted to tell her, he loved her and loved her beyond measure, but the hallucinations that appeared several times made him panic, and he was afraid of another illusion, not only panicked, but also scared her.
In the end, he didn't say anything, just whispered: "I'm right next door, what's the matter, you call me." ”
Huang Ruirui finally got over the jet lag and got up from sleep, Huo Jingwei was making breakfast in the kitchen, sandwiches, boiled eggs, milk, and a fruit salad.
Soon, he made breakfast, turned around, and saw Huang Ruirui standing at the kitchen door, looking at him intently.
"Awake?" He smiled: "Breakfast is just right, and I was about to go up and call you." ”
The two sat at the dining table, ready to eat breakfast, Huo Jingwei had already taken today's newspaper and read the news.
Huang Ruirui attracted attention with a picture on the subpage: "Can you show me the newspaper?" ”
Huo Jingwei handed it to her.
She skipped the main section and jumped to the subsection.
On the sub-page, a photo of Li Wenchuan was actually published, with a luxury cruise ship in the background, Li Wenchuan hugged a delicate and lovely girl in his arms, and smiled brightly at the camera.
The English note next to it said that Li Wenchuan and his bride will start to take the world's top luxury cruise ship, traveling around the world and spending his honeymoon.