Chapter 44: Throw Away the Cross You Carry

I have always known that Li Wenchuan is a limelight figure, and his photos often appear in the gossip weekly magazines of those entertainment media, either on the beach with this actress in his arms, or in nightclubs with the flight attendant in his arms.

It's just that I didn't expect his news to be in such a foreign newspaper.

Huang Ruirui looked at the woman beside Li Wenchuan carefully, she was not very beautiful, but her eyebrows and eyes could withstand a closer look, and she had the duty to be at ease in the room.

All of a sudden, Huang Ruirui had some complicated thoughts in her heart, she actually had some illusions, Li Wenchuan originally planned to marry this girl, but she pulled her out to make a shield, and that day on the phone listening to Li Wenchuan's decisive and simple "I do", she still had some suspicions, Li Wenchuan was forced to act, but now, a qiē is true.

He had never seen a bright smile on his face, and he was always under the impression that there was a hint of a ruffian smile on his lips, and he was full of evil.

Was he used by Li Wenchuan? just used himself as a shield, but for a while, he was still entangled and entangled...... She was so stunned, looking at the newspaper, she didn't even wipe the cup in her hand on the table.

Huo Jingwei leaned over slightly, and he naturally saw the report in the newspaper. After a long time on the battlefield, he also understands that needless to say, Li Wenchuan's matter can be published in these foreign newspapers, and I think it is also because Li Wenchuan found out that they have gone abroad, and this news is purely for his own reading -- didn't he take his woman to run? He simply found another woman to come out and show his affection to himself.

Seeing that Huang Ruirui looked at the newspaper with a depressed face, he said softly: "Ruirui, let's get married." ā€

"Married?" Huang Ruirui retracted her thoughts, a little surprised that Huo Jingwei suddenly brought up this topic. Just a few days ago, I escaped from a man's wedding, and this is about to start a marriage with another man?

"Yes, get married." Huo Jingwei said sincerely: "Or it is a bit abrupt to bring up this matter now, but, Rui Rui, I promise, what Li Wenchuan can give you, I can give you the same, and it is more than that...... I will give you the grand wedding of the century, and I will take you on a top luxury cruise ship and travel around the world......"

He thought that Huang Ruirui's face was lost and lonely at this time because he saw others traveling around the world on luxury cruise ships so beautifully...... Those were originally arranged by Li Wenchuan for Huang Ruirui, but now that they have been replaced by another woman, Huang Ruirui is inevitably disappointed.

In other words, two months ago, Huo Jingwei mentioned this kind of marriage, Huang Ruirui was not surprised, and even couldn't wait to agree - they are all like glue and knees, and marriage is of course the best destination.

However, when the topic of marriage is mentioned now, it is obviously so inappropriate, and the two of them can't be as affectionate and intimate as before.

Seeing that Huo Jingwei's gaze stayed on his face, expecting a reply from himself, Huang Ruirui tried hard to think of an excuse to refuse: "Jingwei...... I'm not ready yet...... Didn't you say, take a little time? I need a little bit of time too......"

"Don't you want to get married?" Huo Jingwei was strange.

"Who says I have to want to get married?"

"Don't you want to get married, want a big wedding, or even want to travel the world on a luxury cruise ship for your honeymoon?"

Huang Ruirui looked at him, when was she looking forward to a grand wedding, and even looked forward to a honeymoon on a luxury cruise ship? What she told Li Wenchuan at the beginning was that the wedding should not be too luxurious, and as for luxury cruise ships traveling around the world, she didn't know this code at all.

She looked at Huo Jingwei, who looked straight and straight, then looked at the newspaper in her hand, and asked him hesitantly: "You can't be stimulated by this photo, right?" ā€

"No, Rui Rui, I'm worried that you will be stimulated, you look lost now, I thought you would mind......" Huo Jingwei explained seriously.

"Do you think that's why I'm so disappointed right now?" Huang Ruirui looked at him, "porphyry", and laughed.

When she finally stopped laughing, she said: "I am indeed a little lost, but it is not because of this wedding, but just because of Li Wenchuan...... Hey, it's a long story, but it's not easy for him to ......."

Regarding Li Wenchuan's various things, she only had a detailed understanding during this time, and she had been friends with Li Wenchuan for six years in vain, but she didn't know him at all.

It's just that these are Li Wenchuan's privacy, and it is impossible for her to come and tell Huo Jingwei.

She gently pulled Huo Jingwei's hand and said, "In short, it's not about this wedding at all, now that he can have a good girl by his side, I'm happy for him." As for me and you...... I think it's going to take some time...... Jingwei, don't you think you need time more? This marriage, will we talk about it later? ā€

Huo Jingwei didn't insist anymore, it is indeed not very suitable to mention marriage now.

He pulled the newspaper over without a trace and flipped through the news, but he deliberately covered Li Wenchuan's newlywed honeymoon photos.

After breakfast, Huo Jingwei accompanied Huang Ruirui to walk around at will, and took a walk.

The air outside is fresh, and walking is also suitable for pregnant women, Huo Jingwei took her hand, found some topics at random, chatted and walked, and saw a church from a distance.

Looking at the exotic style church, Huang Ruirui was a little excited: "Take me to see ......"

It seems that that place is always sacred and solemn, and after seeing Notre Dame Cathedral before, Huang Ruirui once longed for the opportunity to really look at the church.

Just thinking about her own environment, she dispelled this thought, and took two glances on the TV and had a good time.

It's just that at this time, I saw it inadvertently, so I naturally had to step forward and take a closer look.

"Good ......" Huo Jingwei didn't refuse, he took her hand, walked forward, and explained: "The priest here is very familiar...... I've prayed here for a long time......"

Huang Ruirui suddenly understood this, Huo Jingwei once said that abroad, he knelt in the church countless times, praying that Meiling could be at peace in heaven, and also prayed for salvation.

It turned out that he was in this church.

A strange feeling hit Huang Ruirui's heart, and her steps stopped.

"What's wrong?" Huo Jingwei, who had been taking good care of her, naturally noticed it and asked with concern, and after this question, he also seemed to notice something, and secretly regretted it.

"Nothing...... Just now, I was just a little uncomfortable and wanted to vomit...... "Huang Ruirui purely talked about morning sickness. Since you are uncomfortable, then make it clear that you are uncomfortable.

"It's okay now, let's go." Smiling at Huo Jingwei, she quickened her pace, had already taken his hand and walked in front.

This time, if you don't go, you have to go.

The two quickly entered the church.

It was Sunday, there were many people in the church, who were worshipping under the leadership of the priest, the atmosphere of the church was sacred and solemn, Huang Ruirui gave birth to a little sacredness for no reason, and under the leadership of Huo Jingwei, walked along the long aisle.

Hallowed be your name in your name, our Father in heaven, and your kingdom come...... The priest's words sounded slowly in the church, looking at the people around him who were kneeling and bowing their heads in prayer, and Huang Ruirui also closed her eyes towards the cross in the middle.

Although she is not a devout believer, Huang Ruirui's mind at the moment is that the gods who pass by are all worshipping, and worshipping is not a bad thing.

She also sincerely prayed there, wishing that the baby in her womb would be safe, healthy, lively, smart, and smart...... Well, Huang Ruirui couldn't think of more and better words, so she greedily thought that as long as there was a good one in the world, all of them would be given to her baby.

After asking for everything she could ask for, she smiled and opened her eyes, Huo Jingwei next to her still closed her eyes and knelt on the ground reverently, no need to guess, she must be praying for Meiling to be peaceful in heaven, and may his mother be peaceful in heaven.

Under the glow of the cross, Huo Jingwei at this time was so solemn and sacred, and between his eyebrows, he was deeply persistent.

For the past ten years, he has been kneeling here, praying for others and atoning for his sins. Huang Ruirui stared at him, and suddenly felt that such Huo Jingwei made her heart ache.

In fact, he was not at fault, his mother's death was the kidnapper's sin, but he thought that he was not strong enough to protect his mother...... Similarly, Meiling's death was obviously an accidental car accident, and he also thought that he had a relationship that he couldn't escape, and without him, Meiling would not have died so miserably.

He carried the cross of guilt for too long, so impulsively that Huang Ruirui even wanted to pull him up and throw away the cross on his body.

Although, she has the ability to pull him up, but what about the psychological cross? How can I cancel it?

Huang Ruirui firmly believes that she can make Huo Jingwei throw away this heavy cross and live in this world easily. A while ago, when he was with him, wasn't he also happy? At that time, he didn't completely abandon the cross, but at least, he forgot about it at that time.

Huang Ruirui closed her eyes and prayed sincerely again, wishing Meiling peace in heaven, and wishing Huo Jingwei to completely get rid of the past and truly live in the sun.

Coming out of the church, Huo Jingwei was going to take Huang Ruirui back, but Huang Ruirui mentioned yƬ and went to the bookstore in the town to have a look.

"Jingwei, didn't you say that prenatal education should be as early as possible? I want to buy some books that are suitable for prenatal education now......"

Huo Jingwei will not refuse this reason, not to mention, how many times has he refused her request?

The two picked out a few books suitable for prenatal education in the town, sat in the small shop, and enjoyed the local authentic food before returning home.

Huang Ruirui decided to use the child in her womb to divert all of Huo Jingwei's energy and affection.

Since a Huang Ruirui in the past can make him put aside so many heavy pasts and be happy with her, now a Huang Ruirui, plus a child in her arms, will definitely make Huo Jingwei get rid of that sense of guilt.