I faced the cold wind of the night, and under the gaze of Le Yao, I gradually approached the poplar tree that was about to wither, and by the light from the train, I finally saw her expression clearly, like the half moon hanging in the sky

I crouched down next to her, and she fiddled with her bangs with her fingers, not wanting me to see her crying red and swollen eyes, and said to me, "Did you put a tracker on me?" I was able to find a place where even dogs didn't want to stay longer! ”

I replied, "Of course the dogs won't want to stay here, because they'll never wonder if there's no end to a stretch of railroad tracks between deserted intercities, or through the hustle and bustle of the city." ”

Le Yao didn't reply to me, she bowed her head and was silent, and at this time Xiaonuo also came to us with my down jacket, but she was obviously a little nervous when she faced Le Yao, a woman who seemed to live in the TV picture, she handed me the clothes without saying a word, but she didn't have the courage to communicate directly with Le Yao.

I handed the clothes to Le Yao and said softly, "This wind is blowing strangely cold, you can quickly put this dress on." ”

Le Yao didn't take it from my hand, she raised her head to look at Xiao Nuo beside me, and asked vigilantly, "Who are you?" ”

Xiaonuo looked at me with some panic, obviously unable to deal with Le Yao's questioning comfortably, which is normal, after all, in her eyes, Le Yao is a big-name star who is packaged as a brand, and she has a sense of sacredness.

I replied in place of Arnold: "She's an employee in my coffee shop, and she's also your movie mini, can't she be friendly to your fans?" ”

"Really?"

"Well, don't worry, our friendship for so many years is here, I can't bring a reporter to pit you!"

"Hehe, do you have the guts? I'm not afraid that I, the queen of scandals, will have anything to do with you, and everyone will know it by then, and you will have to pretend to be your grandson to beg Mi Cai for forgiveness! ”

"That's right, it's still your women's delicate mind that sees the stakes clearly."

Le Yao suddenly changed her face, kicked me while sitting on the ground, and scolded with a crying voice: "You are also afraid of things that have no interest, and you are also afraid of that, why are you still coming to me?" Just stay at home and wait for Mi Cai to get married! Without venting his hatred, he raised his other leg and prepared to give me another blow!

While dodging, I said to Xiao Nuo beside me: "Xiao Nuo, quickly take out your mobile phone, take a picture of this paragraph, and see how this girl who claims to be an international superstar is spilled!" As he spoke, he turned to Le Yao and said, "If you have the ability, you will kick all the way over the red carpet next time."

Xiao Nuozheng is on the side, maybe what she sees is Le Yao's decent and glamorous side on the screen, where have I seen Le Yao in such a state, but I am no longer surprised, but I don't like her character who doesn't know how to restrain herself because this is too similar to me, and what I don't like the most is my own point, so sometimes when I look at Le Yao, I really seem to be looking at myself, maybe this is the real reason why I haven't been able to fall in love with her for many years!

Le Yao was obviously not afraid of my threat, and kicked me a few times with perseverance, before stopping and looking at me with a complicated expression

I sighed softly, and finally asked her, "Why did you come to Xuzhou and not contact me?" Do you know that everyone is worried about you? Especially Xiao Wu, I found you for a whole night yesterday, but you squatted in Xuzhou like a big Buddha, without saying a word! ”

Le Yao replied without a trace of remorse: "Where to go is my freedom, you must not think that I came to Xuzhou to find you, since I am not looking for you, what am I doing with you?" So don't think that I'm the one who is haunted by the persecution paranoia and think that I'm the ghost who comes to find you and Mi Cai unhappy! ”

"I didn't mean that!"

"Hehe, if you don't mean that, why don't you dare to come to see me alone? I think you and Mi Cai are also quite funny, look at my jokes in this way, why didn't she Mi Cai come, but found a woman I have never met to accompany you! Do you want to sue me for this, I'm actually a clown who can be laughed at by others at any time? ”

"Le Yao, you really misunderstood that this was not Mi Cai's idea at all, she followed her friend to Weihai in the morning, how did you know that you came to Xuzhou! You're not vexatious, okay? ”

The dispute between me and Le Yao embarrassed Xiao Nuo, who was staying aside, and she finally mustered up the courage to ask, "Brother Zhaoyang, is it inconvenient for me to stay here?" ”

I replied firmly, "Nothing inconvenient. ”

Xiaonuo subconsciously looked at Le Yao again, and said to me again: "I'd better wait for you in the car, you and Sister Le Yao have a good chat, don't quarrel anymore!" After speaking, he glanced at me and Le Yao with palpitations, and then turned around and walked towards the car parked on the side of the road

This world is obviously very big, but at this moment, in the wilderness where no train has passed for a long time, it seems to be nothing, only the relative reality of me and Le Yao is left, I subconsciously took out a cigarette and lit it, she silently shed tears, and there was a scene of male and female tears between us, I can't help but recall, in my story, how long has it been since I laughed and laughed with the woman in front of me? It seems that we have never been able to smile and say something from the bottom of our hearts!

I finally smiled and said, "Haven't you always wanted to eat the most flavorful pot chicken?" Let's go, I'll take you to eat. ”

"Are you going to get out? I don't want to see you! ”

"Is Xuzhou your territory? Why do you tell me to get out of here, I have to get out! ”

"Then I'll get out, okay?" As she spoke, Le Yao stood up from the ground and walked farther along the railroad tracks with her handbag.

I shouted at her back: "Run, run farther, there is a cemetery 1000 meters in front of you, don't you feel lonely?" Have a good chat with the souls buried in the cemetery, and let them tell you if there is a paradise outside of this world! ”

Le Yao finally stopped, then turned around and walked in another direction, and I shouted to her again: "Okay, you are better in this direction now, there is a crematorium 500 miles away, and every day people turn into ashes here and say goodbye to this world!" After living a lifetime of hard work, what was left in the end was not just a handful of dust, and then buried in the ground for a long time, what do you say? ”

"You bastard, I'm going to go in a different direction, you should say there's hell ahead, right? Am I doomed to have no way out as long as I am with you? ”

"Of course there is a way, if you can let go of the dissatisfaction in your heart, come to my side, I said, I can take you to eat a delicious meal, and then let you see how gorgeous the fireworks in this city are Now look up in the direction of your south, is it fireworks?" After a pause, he added: "It's almost the New Year!" ”

Le Yao didn't look at it at all, there were no fireworks in her heart, and there were no fireworks in her eyes, but she didn't go forward for a long time, and she finally asked me with some sadness: "Zhaoyang, why do I live so lonely?" ”

I couldn't give an answer, she whimpered quietly, and said in the sob: "My parents divorced when I was young, and I lived alone most of the time, and after graduating from college, I drifted to Suzhou alone, and met you, a man who made me feel more lonely, finally, I got married, and I was full of confidence that there should be someone to accompany me this time, but what?" He doesn't seem to really fall in love with me at all, but I feel like I'm a little in love with him, because I want to manage this marriage with him with a sense of responsibility, so I don't even bring the girl to Beijing, I'm very sad, really! To this day, I don't know what I did wrong, why did everyone throw me around like garbage? The year before last, I spent the New Year alone on the beach of Gulangyu Island, last year was in Lijiang, and I don't know where to go this year! Do you know? Last month, I turned down many TV station invitations to be a guest performer, in order to have a reunion with my family, but my dad took that little vixen to Hawaii, and my mom also went to Venice with her current family, I can only pin my hope for reunion on Cao Jinfei, originally, he said that he would definitely come back to accompany me for the New Year, but he gave me such a big "surprise" before coming back, why didn't he die in the Maldives? It's enough for me to be sad once! ”

I looked at her, my heart was full of sadness, remembering that last year she originally wanted to spend the New Year with me, who was also lonely, but because Mi Cai suddenly returned to China and went to Lijiang, she seemed to be really lonelier than any of us, especially when the Chinese New Year was approaching! But she is definitely not the disgusted garbage in her own mouth, but fate loves to play tricks on her!

Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, she smiled and said: "It's really not good, I went to the United States to celebrate the New Year with Robben this year, it's all right, only he, a thing that doesn't grow up like me, can accompany me!" ”

I finally said, "Don't say angry words, Americans don't have the custom of celebrating the Spring Festival, what are you going to do?" ”

"And what do you think I'm going to do?"

I thought for a while and asked, "Has Cao Jinfei contacted you?" ”

"Am I going to ignore him if he contacts me?"

I persuaded earnestly: "Le Yao, this is really not good, there is a contradiction between two people, don't close the door of communication without authorization, maybe there is a misunderstanding here?" You should listen to what Cao Jinfei said first! ”

"What else can you say except to coax me like a fool with rhetoric?"

"This matter must be resolved one day! Unless you get divorced, can you make up your mind to leave? ”

This time, Le Yao was silent for a long time, and finally replied in disappointment: "The knot has been concluded, what are you going to do!" ”

"Yes, no matter how you choose marriage, it's wrong, a long-term marriage is to make mistakes, forgive some, tolerate some and pass, not to mention that you haven't figured out the truth of the matter yet, haven't you? So when Cao Jinfei contacts you again, don't refuse to communicate! ”

Le Yao replied lightly: "Oh, then you and Mi Cai are married, and it will be wrong?" That's good, you men cheat and play in the future. Women can be justified, anyway, it's all wrong! ”

In Le Yao's half-sarcastic, half-riposting words, I was a little speechless to feel the troubles of life again, and it is not easy to be a master of life, because there will always be such and such things, like insurmountable hurdles that plague us! It's like me and Mi Cai, until now, we haven't been able to deal with Yan Zhuomei, a woman who is difficult to convince, maybe only God knows, next time she will appear in front of me and Mi Cai, opposing the one we are running now!