Chapter 41: Don't Leave Me
"No......" he shouted again, stopping Huang Ruirui: "Ruirui, don't come down, it's dangerous here......"
Huang Ruirui, who was sliding, was stunned for a moment, the danger below? Without thinking, she grabbed the long rope and slipped to the bottom of the well...... Huo Jingwei had already reached out and hugged her tightly.
There are no imaginary poisonous snakes and beasts, but Huo Jingwei's situation is really not optimistic, his forehead is densely covered with cold sweat, and his feet are cold and stiff.
"Ruirui, are you alright?"
"Jingwei, are you alright?"
In unison, the two asked at the same time. Immediately, Huo Jingwei pushed her madly: "Ruirui, you go quickly, it's very dangerous here, you go quickly, you go quickly, ...... it."
Huang Ruirui looked around again, except for the dead moss on the wall of the well, except for the thick weeds under his feet, there was not the slightest danger, but Huo Jingwei's like this seemed to be really dangerous.
She stretched out her hand, hugged Huo Jingwei tightly, hugged him and pushed her arm, and called him repeatedly: "Jingwei, Jingwei, what's wrong with you?" Don't be like this, there's no danger here, there's no danger here......"
This series of shouts made Huo Jingwei gradually quiet down, he tried, looked around, looked at fifteen years ago, and burned the shadow on his heart, this was a nightmare that he had lingered for many years.
Seeing that he was quiet, Huang Ruirui also knew this, which made him believe, she hugged him and continued to say to him: "Really, Jingwei, there is no danger here, you take a look, you take a closer look, there is only the wall of the well around here, and there is no danger at all......"
"Really? Is there really no danger here? Huo Jingwei looked around hesitantly, his heartbeat was still rapid, and he still didn't believe it.
"Really, Jingwei, there is really no danger here......" Huang Ruirui hugged him, a little crying: "Even if there is really danger, I will be by your side, and the baby and I will be by your side with you, any danger, we can all deal with it...... Jingwei, don't be afraid ......"
While crying, she comforted Huo Jingwei, and even took his hand and gently touched the surrounding well walls: "Really, Jingwei, you see, it's just a well wall, and there is no danger ......"
Huo Jingwei's hand, after touching those cold stone walls, quickly retracted like an electric shock, and looked at Huang Ruirui hesitantly: "It's really not dangerous?" ”
"Believe me, Jingwei, believe me, it's really not dangerous...... Huang Ruirui encouraged him, stretched out his hand, and stuck it on the wall of the well: "Look, Jingwei, is it not dangerous, I'm still in front of you......" She said while pulling Huo Jingwei's hand again, asking him to try, and touched the wall of the well again: "Try it, is there no danger?" ”
Huo Jingwei's trembling five fingers touched the wall of the well, although he was still trembling, but this time, he didn't shrink back so quickly.
"Isn't it, Jingwei, I didn't lie to you, there is really no danger here, I didn't lie to you, there is really no danger." She looked at him, smiling and seducing him, but her face was full of tears.
Her Jingwei, what's wrong, will be scared to this point.
Looking at the smile on her face, how similar this was to the scene fifteen years ago, Huo Jingwei hesitated, stretched out his hand again, and tentatively touched the wall of the well, this time, he did not retract his hand so quickly, and even tapped it twice on the wall of the well.
"Jingwei, believe it, there is really no danger." Seeing that he was not as panicked as just now, and could even take the initiative to touch the wall of the well, Huang Ruirui really smiled with relief.
"It seems that there is no danger...... Huo Jingwei hesitated, and finally answered this sentence in disbelief.
"Really, not dangerous." Huang Ruirui hugged him, and tears fell down again: "There is no danger here, look, isn't the baby and I still in front of you?" ”
Seeing his fear, little by little, and his expression was not as nervous as just now, she pressed against his chest, listening to his ashamed calm heartbeat.
Huo Jingwei, who gradually eliminated his fear, hugged her tightly with one hand, and supported the wall of the well with the other hand.
For many years, how many times in my dreams, I have been in this dry well, alone here, bearing all the fears, facing the four walls, suffering bitterly, expecting to be saved.
But now, the person who gave him hope and courage is by his side, and the wall of the well, which he has feared for fifteen years, is also strong and solid, and there is nothing unusual.
The psychiatrist back then, what system desensitization method, full irrigation method, also tried, this shadow deep in the bones, how can it linger, but now, Huang Ruirui is by his side, he seems to have gained endless courage, he can actually face this qi smoothly.
He stroked the wall of the well, slowly touched the four walls, and finally, he squatted down, holding his head and crying helplessly, this nightmare that had tormented him for fifteen years, this fear that had been hidden in his consciousness, and the claustrophobia that could not be alleviated by many treatments, was actually overcome.
Seeing him crying helplessly with his head in his arms, Huang Ruirui didn't understand what's wrong, she squatted down and hugged him gently, slowly behind her back: "Jingwei, calm down, don't be afraid, no matter what, the baby and I will be by your side......"
Huo Jingwei was still crying bitterly, the pain was really unspeakable, in the hands of the kidnappers, watching them kill their mother, and then, in the process of escaping, they fell into this dry well, the panic that was extremely frightened was indescribable.
When his cry gradually subsided, and the pain that had been suppressed for many years was relieved with this cry, he stood up and hugged Huang Ruirui tightly: "Ruirui, don't leave me...... Really don't leave me ......."
Huang Ruirui nodded lightly: "Okay, I won't leave you." "Really, Huo Jingwei like this makes her feel distressed, the pain she endured, the hurt she endured, compared to him, is nothing.
The two of them hugged each other tightly in the dry well, the one in the world, it is not important to them at the moment, they are the most dependent and intimate people in the world, and the wind and rain seem to be able to survive hand in hand.
After a long time, Huo Jingwei realized that Huang Ruirui's wedding dress at this time had been torn into a miniskirt, and the small leather boots on her feet had already been taken off, and she was standing here wearing a pair of glass stockings.
"Is it cold? Ruirui? He tightened her in his arms, and his coat was taken off and draped on Huang Ruirui's body, and Huang Ruirui also threw it on it in order to save him.
"It's not cold." Huang Ruirui shook her head and involuntarily told a lie.
"Go up." He hugged her, tried to pull the torn cord of the wedding dress, and handed it into Huang Ruirui's hands.
"What about you?" Huang Ruirui asked rhetorically. The purpose of her coming down was to save Huo Jingwei from going up, how could she go up first at this time.
"You go up first, I'll come up again." Huo Jingwei couldn't help but say that he had already tried to support her buttocks.
Huang Ruirui hesitated, not knowing whether she should go up first, what if something happened to Huo Jingwei as soon as she went up, he was a psychological problem, in case he was alone below, what happened to him.
"Don't worry, I'll come up on my own. You and your baby are the ones who matter now. Seeing through her concerns, Huo Jingwei solemnly assured with a resolute expression.
"Well, I'll be waiting for you up there." waited until Huang Ruirui, who promised, then pulled the long rope and climbed up to the wellhead, and then, she turned around and leaned over to look at Huo Jingwei below: "Jingwei, come up." I'm here. ”
Huo Jingwei looked at her, and then tightened the long rope, his hands and feet, facing the cold four walls, were still stunned, paused, tilted his head, and Huang Ruirui at the wellhead was lying there, just like back then, with his head exposed.
"Don't be afraid...... her crisp voice rang out there, "I'll soon find someone to save you." ”
Now, she is still there, but she has grown up and become a powerful woman, and she doesn't need to rely on outsiders anymore, she can save him in person, what else is he afraid of.
Huo Jingwei gritted his teeth again, overcame the only remaining panic in his heart, tightened the long rope, and climbed up.
Seeing that he could crawl out, Huang Ruirui hugged him, and cried unbridledly, really, the way he looked below just now made her so scared.
"Well, don't cry." He hugged her tightly, and of course he understood the feeling.
It seems that these two people just take turns crying, and not crying is not enough to vent all the feelings in their hearts.
Huo Jingwei squatted down, patted the weeds and dead branches on Huang Ruirui's feet, carefully and thoughtfully put on the small leather boots for her, and then solemnly put on the coat and suit for Huang Ruirui.
This is his woman, the woman he has been taking care of with all his heart.
Immediately, he bent down, hugged a princess, and held Huang Ruirui firmly in his arms, taking steady steps, step by step out of the dry well that had brought him endless nightmares since he was a teenager.
After that, he will not come here again, even if he dreams back at midnight, if he comes here again, he will no longer be afraid, he has Huang Ruirui, no matter how many dangers and fears he faces, she will be by his side without hesitation.
The two of them sat in the car, turned on the heating sufficiently, and the originally cold limbs were completely recovered.
"What should I do now?" Stunned, Huang Ruirui asked this question.
Huo Jingwei, who was rubbing her arm, raised his head, and then he understood what Huang Ruirui was asking.
Earlier, the two of them were in their own love, and later, facing the accident of falling into a dry well, the two of them at that time had only each other in their hearts, and they only thought about how to take care of each other first.
"Leave him alone." Huo Jingwei gritted his teeth and said this.
Regardless of him?
Huang Ruirui was stunned there, and then became excited, she loved Huo Jingwei, but how could she ignore Li Wenchuan.