In the car, Fang Yuan sat in the co-pilot's seat, and I sat in the back, the three of them only chatted a few words along the way, and after a while of silence, Yan Yan finally said to me: "Zhaoyang, Fang Yuan told me about your resignation, he misunderstood you a little, there should be no transaction between you and Mi Cai, the reason why you sued her about the power conspiracy of Zhuomei's top management is because you can't pass your own level, am I right?" ”

I was silent for a long time, I didn't expect that Yan Yan, as an outsider, gave me an understanding at the moment when I left, she was right, I also wanted to fulfill Chen Jingming while keeping my job prospects, but I really couldn't pass my own level, so I struggled painfully for several days.

Seeing that I was silent, Yan Yan whispered to me again: "Fang Yuan said that you really shouldn't, but I also hope you can understand him, and you two brothers don't make trouble because of this matter, because you are not wrong, you just have different positions......

This time Yan Yan didn't finish his words, I opened my mouth and said: "Of course I understand Fang Yuan, I just hope that he doesn't see me as the kind of person who forgets his righteousness, maybe I did something wrong in this matter, but I really don't regret it, subconsciously I should do it, whether it is Mi Cai or other so-and-so." ”

Yan Yan sighed and said, "Alas! I don't know what to say, it's just a pity for the job...... By the way, Fang Yuan has already received the above appointment notice, he is now the deputy manager of the Baoli Planning Department, and Zhao Li has become the leader of the planning and copywriting team, so you don't have to worry about Fang Yuan. ”

This news made me happy and disappointed, happy for Fang Yuan, and disappointed for myself, but I didn't immerse myself in the loss, and hurriedly asked Fang Yuan: "What about Chen Jingming, has Chen Jingming entered the company's top management?" ”

Fang Yuan shook his head and said, "No, he doesn't have any chance of becoming the core top of the company." ”

I could hear the dissatisfaction and loss in Fang Yuan's tone, it was I who ruined Chen Jingming's hard-won opportunity, and I knew that after losing this opportunity, there would basically be no chance to become the core senior of the company at his age.

The three of them fell silent again, and in the end, it was Yan Yan who opened her mouth first, and she asked me again: "Zhaoyang, did you sue Sù Micai in person about this matter?" ”

I shook my head and said, "No, I just wrote her an anonymous letter." ”

"You're really stupid, at least let Mi Cai know, let her owe you a big favor, with her status in the mall, she will definitely not be small to repay your favor." Yan Yan shook her head and sighed after speaking.

I just smiled and said, "If I want to have this kind of mentality, won't I really become the kind of person in Fang Yuan's mouth?" ”

This time, Fang Yuan unexpectedly took the initiative to answer my words, and he said in a low voice: "I really want you to be such a person, and I don't want you to return to Xuzhou like now, do you fucking know how sad I feel in my heart?" …… I'm upset that you ruined Chen Jingming's chance, but I don't want to ...... I don't want you to go like this, my heart is uncomfortable, you know? ”

Fang Yuan's words made the corners of my eyes hot, and at this moment I understood that no matter how fierce we were, how we didn't understand each other, but in each other's hearts, we were brothers, true brothers who had struggled together in this city for a long time.

At this moment, I didn't know how to express myself, I just raised my head, not wanting the tears rolling in my eyes to fall, and Yan Yan, who was driving, had already taken out a tissue to wipe away the tears on her cheeks.

And when I looked back at the city, I found that I had not been able to leave the pain in the city as I imagined, and all I took away was gray grievances and unwillingness.

Fang Yuan sighed heavily, then took out a box from his bag and threw it to me and said: "This is a lung clearing capsule sent by a friend from abroad, I used it with a good effect, you take it back and try it, and smoke less cigarettes in the future, call me when you run out, I will ask my friend to send it to you directly." ”

I just nodded, then put the lung-clearing capsule in my bag, and finally, in silence, we finally arrived at the train station, which also meant that the time of separation had arrived.

I took the luggage from Fang Yuan and Yan Yan's hands, waved goodbye to the two: "I'm leaving, I'm free, I'll go around our Xuzhou when I have time." ”

Yan Yan nodded at me and said, "Well, we will definitely miss you, you have to have a smooth journey." ”

I smiled and asked Fang Yuan, who had been silent, "What, aren't you going to wish buddy a smooth journey?" ”

Fang Yuan suddenly hugged me, his voice choked, and he patted me on the back and said, "Take me to say hello to Daddy...... And also...... Don't mess around yourself, hurry up and settle down your life, don't worry me and Yan Yan...... You know? ”

At this moment, my love was deeply touched, I gritted my teeth and swallowed tears into my stomach, and remembered what kind of pride we swore to take root in this city when we graduated, and a few years later, Fang Yuan really took root here and married the person he loved after struggling, and I struggled painfully for more than two years and could only leave with a body after all......

I raised my head and took a deep breath, and finally smiled at Fang Yuan and said, "Don't worry, buddy will get better, maybe it won't be long before you and Yan Yan will receive my wedding invitation." ”

"Work the day you get married, Yan Yan and I will definitely give you a big gift." Fang Yuan hugged me tightly again and said.

Yan Yan also came to my side, pushed Fang Yuan away and hugged me, choked up, "Come on, Zhaoyang, we will take the time to go to Xuzhou to see you!" Also, if you talk about a girlfriend, you must show us first, and we will help you check it. ”

I was moved in my heart, but I pushed Yan Yan away, forced a smile, and said, "...... You husband and wife, don't play sensational with two swords, I can't resist the seven-foot masters! Don't make me cry, I don't want to cry, I want to leave with a smile. ”

Yan Yan slapped me with a smile and said, "Okay, let you leave with a smile, and when you have a vacation after a while, we will go to Xuzhou to see you." ”

"Please, this is the third time you've said you've come to see me! …… But you come, and I'll welcome you. ”

Yan Yan nodded, straightened out my messy clothes after hugging, and said, "Give us a call when you get home." ”

"I know, I want to call your mother if you keep nagging like this......" After a pause, I said again: "You two should live a good life and continue to be a pair of fairy couples that I envy...... Alright, it's almost time, I'm gone, you can go back too. ”

Fang Yuan hugged Yan Yan in his arms, the two waved at me, I looked back at the city again, put the guitar on my back, and walked towards the station without looking back, but I felt that the guitar that was being carried was getting heavier and heavier!

……

A quarter of an hour after saying goodbye to Fang Yuan and Yan Yan, I got on the train to Xuzhou, looking at the increasingly unfamiliar scenery outside the window, I finally felt that I had really left, but what kind of life was waiting for me?

I hope that Ban Dad will arrange a stable job for me in their state-owned enterprise, and my mother will ask someone to take me on a blind date with a beautiful girl, and what I have to do is to work hard to do a good job arranged by Ban Dad, and then fall in love with the beautiful girl introduced to me by my mother...... Life is brand new, and as for the old past, let the wind blow away! ――

Sometimes I really want to blow a gust of wind and take a nap to get through the panic of feeling tired for the rest of my life, and I can't find the freedom I want.

I used to want to open a music restaurant like CC in a book, but then I was by life, so I didn't want to say anything later, I was too lazy to think, but fortunately, I could still write a book, and put my confessions, longings, regrets, and expectations into the book, and find some sense of storage.

I'm lazy! I'm really lazy, those book friends who have paid a lot for this book, I don't bother to say thank you, I'm too lazy to call brothers and sisters to the fans who have always supported me, and I'm too lazy to say a word in the group.

But my text is not lazy, take some time to experience it, don't rush to change it,