Sent away Mi Cai, I went back to the house, drank the unfinished red wine at all, and then lit a cigarette and lay on the sofa and smoked heavily, but I still remembered the picture I had just asked Mi Cai if we were friends, I was a little surprised why I asked this, and what is the meaning of asking this?

I didn't figure it out for a long time.,Maybe this is a good reason for people to die.,Although I didn't care what Mi Cai thought of me.,When I really want to leave,I also want to leave a good impression on Mi Cai.,Even if it's not a friend.,I don't want her to think of me.,It's all associated with words like obscene.、Shameless.、Despicable.。

After washing, I got out of the drunken trance and gradually sobered up, so I took advantage of the soberness to pack my luggage again.

I still had the guitar that Janeway had given me in my luggage, and I found a clean rag and wiped it over and over again, so I wiped out the pain of love, wiped out the wound of memory, and I was a little sad.

It would be great if there was a love that could ignore material things and be eternal, so that now I may have married Janeway, in fact, I am not afraid of marriage at all, because I love Janeway, and I will not be bored for a long time with the woman I really love.

I remember that in the days of the breakup, I thought about her every moment and wanted to tell her: "Remember that I have been standing at the end of the world waiting for you", but for a month, a year, and so on, I didn't get a response, so I began to rot my life with beer and women, and the guitar she gave me accompanied me in the same way.

I put down the rag and pulled the strings of the guitar, and the sound was still clear, so I heard the bright laughter of those snuggled together, such laughter made my past happy, but it hurt my present, so I held the guitar tightly, and held it tightly, thinking that this would hold those laughter and laughter in my hands.

……

A ringtone of my mobile phone pulled me back to reality, and those clenched laughter fell from between my fingers like grains of sand, and I couldn't grasp it even if I wanted to, and I felt a sense of loss and a faint ache in my heart.

I stared at the phone blankly for a long time before I connected the call, this call was from Yan Yan, she asked me directly: "Zhaoyang, when are you going to go back to Xuzhou?" ”

"Tomorrow, tomorrow morning."

Yan Yan sighed and said, "Is it so fast?" ”

"Yes, I don't care, I come and go freely." I smiled back.

"I still want to invite you to dinner and practice for you! …… We've been friends for so many years, and I'm really reluctant to let you go. Yan Yan said with a little choked up, I know that her choking is from the bottom of her heart, she is reluctant to let me go, and I am reluctant to her and Fang Yuan, but this city is not suitable for me after all, leaving means relief and a new beginning.

"You don't need to practice, you and Fang Yuan are very busy, but you will remember to come to Xuzhou to play when you have time in the future......" After thinking about it, I added, "If he is still willing." ”

In fact, in the past four days since I resigned from the company, I had no contact with Fang Yuan, I knew that he couldn't let go of that matter, and he was also dissatisfied with me, but I didn't know how to explain it to him, because my reasons were not reasons in his eyes, and we couldn't look at this matter from the same angle at all, which made me feel regretful and heartbroken.

Yan Yan was silent, I even guessed that Fang Yuan was still angry at this time, and maybe he would be angry for a long time, the adverse consequences caused by this matter were too great.

Yan Yan was silent for a long time before finally saying to me, "What time is the train tomorrow?" I'll take you to the station. ”

"Don't bother."

"Tomorrow is the weekend, I'm not going to work, it's fine."

I thought about it, and I didn't refuse again, so I told Yan Yan about the time of departure tomorrow morning, and also told her the current address.

After finishing the call with Yan Yan and packing my bags and washing, I finally went back to my bedroom, lay on the bed and wanted to make a call to Robben and CC to tell them that I would leave tomorrow morning, but finally gave up, because I knew that they would go to the station to see me off, but I didn't like to bear the melancholy of this face-to-face parting at all, so I would tell them when I returned to Xuzhou.

Turning off the lights, I summed up my years in Suzhou in the dark, in fact, it was not without a little gain, at least a few friends who played very well, and a good boss Chen Jingming, but unfortunately in the end I gave up the opportunity, and indirectly ruined Chen Jingming's promotion opportunity, thinking of this incident is a burst of guilt.

I also know that Fang Yuan's biggest resentment towards me is because of Chen Jingming, he has always valued Chen Jingming's kindness to him, without Chen Jingming, there would be no him today.

However, is our brotherly relationship for so many years really going to be ruined in the rights and wrongs of these workplaces?

I don't understand, I don't have an answer, I just hope that time can relieve Fang Yuan, and one day later, I will wait until he and Yan Yan go to our Xuzhou as guests, and then drink a few glasses of wine, smoke a few cigarettes, and say a few bragging words in my throat like before......

Tiredness finally came into my thoughts, and I yawned heavily in the middle of the night, and then fell asleep, quietly passing the last night before leaving.

……

The next morning, I moved my bags out of the house, and then gave all the keys to the house to the couple who rented the house yesterday.

Below the apartment, I looked at the early morning sun, and made an appointment with Yan Yan today: she would come to take me to the train station, but women are naturally grinding, and it was still early before the time to get on the bus, so I was not in a hurry, but I was waiting to look around, and habitually smoked several cigarettes.

After a while, I finally saw Yan Yan's slowly coming white Mazda6, and to my surprise: there was another person in the passenger seat, and when I looked closely, it turned out to be Fang Yuan, and my heart immediately swelled, Fang Yuan and Yan Yan came to see me off.

After the car stopped, Yan Yan and Fang Yuan walked down from both sides of the car, and then came to me.

I smiled at Fang Yuan, "I didn't expect you to come!" ”

"Yan Yan is here, can I not come."

I jokingly asked, "You kid won't have been tied up by Yan Yan, I see you're quite reluctant!" ”

"It's almost the same as being tied up if it's not tied." Although Fang Yuan responded to my words, he did not smile.

Yan Yan patted Fang Yuan and said, "You two have been brothers for so many years, you really want to get along with each other, let's hurry up and help Zhaoyang carry the luggage onto the car, don't miss the train." ”

Fang Yuan nodded, and then Yan Yan and Yan Yan put my little luggage into the trunk of the car, and said to me who was stunned: "What, do you still want to be nostalgic for a while?" ”

I smiled, without words, and made a gesture to Fang Yuan to get on the train, and then the three of them got on the train, and Yan Yan started the car and drove in the direction of the train station.