(May 10th, rain).

Gu Ge's heart is also cold, and he can know the result today, his heart is uneasy, and he is not in the mood to work at all.

"I want to know the results." After being busy for a while, Gu Ge took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Liu Qingwu.

didn't reply, Gu Ge was even more uneasy in his heart, and before getting off work, he sent again, "Did you wear his ring?" ”

Still didn't reply, Gu Ge had the answer in his heart.

After lunch, Gu Ge sent the last text message to Liu Qingwu with a sad heart: "Bless you!" Goodbye passers-by. ”

"Goodbye passerby" can't even be a friend, just because he loves Liu Qingwu too much because of the ancient song, if he is still a friend, he can't face it at all, and he can't control his feelings, he is afraid that he will be sad and sad to see Liu Qingwu again, so he would rather be a passerby, no contact, although he will still miss her in his heart and worry about her.

Liu Qingwu still didn't reply to Gu Ge, and Gu Ge didn't blame her.

"A good bird chooses a tree to perch on, and a good wife chooses a husband to marry."

People choose what is best for themselves.

"She didn't know what to say to herself." Gu Ge thought to himself.

"I lost." At this time, Shi Guge especially wanted someone to comfort him, so he sent a message to his sister Drunk Hongchen to tell her that she had lost on the battlefield of love, but unfortunately even Hongchen did not reply to his text message, and suddenly felt that although there are many people in the world, he is so lonely.

At around 2 o'clock in the afternoon, Zui Hongchen replied that he had just been eating, and now he saw his text message.

"It's really busy", Gu Ge muttered, feeling a little relieved, and said: "I thought even you ignored me." ”

Finally stayed up until work, returned to the dormitory and turned on the computer Q and saw a new email, the title was "I'm sorry", my heart was tight, I thought it was written by Liu Qingwu at first, but after reading it, I realized that it was sent by mosquitoes with her Q.

"Love is selfish at all, that's right, I succeeded last night, thank you for not telling Qing Wu in advance that I prepared a qiē, Qing Wu really received this qiē when the situation was messy, she accepted my flowers, promised to be my girlfriend, although the proposal was unsuccessful, but I will continue to work hard, I decided to propose again on Qing Wu's birthday, I think that is my next best chance, last night we didn't go home until three o'clock, today she may get up very late, She won't see that letter of yours, and I'll never tell her anything you have to say to her, I'm sorry! Rest assured, I will take good care of her as always. ”

"As expected, Qingwu really agreed to the mosquito's courtship."

Imagine a man suddenly holding 99 red roses to woo him, that man has always taken care of his friends, except for the woman who has a firm position in his heart, what other woman can withstand this romantic courtship and rejection? Qingwu doesn't have a boyfriend yet, so it's reasonable to be moved to accept mosquitoes.

Originally, although the ancient song was sad and sad, but there was no blame for the mosquitoes, if Liu Qingwu really had a good home, although he couldn't be by her side, he didn't have to worry about her anymore, and he would see her sad for love again.

However, a sentence in the letter made Gu Ge feel angry, "Since you have already received Qingwu's love, why do you want to delete the letter you wrote to her?" Are you afraid that she will not love you enough or will you not have confidence in yourself? It's wrong to peek at the letters, and it's too much to delete them. ”

Gu Ge guessed that the mosquito didn't know how many emails he sent to Liu Qingwu that he had secretly deleted, he felt that the mosquito was not doing things brightly, and the means were too despicable, although he did this out of love for Liu Qingwu for fear of losing her, but this behavior was also unforgivable, and the original sympathy for the mosquito immediately turned into resentment.

"Brother Mosquito, you must not! I didn't betray you because I treated you as a friend, and you actually used your own convenience to fix me, which shows that you are a person who is afraid of fair competition. You can do it! I don't blame you, because loving someone can be very selfish.

If people don't do it for themselves, heaven and earth will be destroyed! You can do the first year of junior high school, and I can do the fifteenth. You wait! Cao Cao said well, I would rather teach the people of the world to bear me, and stop teaching the people of the world to bear me.

I'll remember!

I laugh, I laugh at me for being too affectionate, I shouldn't sympathize with you, Darwin told us hundreds of years ago that this world is the survival of the fittest, the law of the jungle.

I cry, I cry that I am going to go to a selfish life! ”

The resentful ancient song immediately expressed his dissatisfaction with words in his heart, and his friends were very puzzled when they read his radical thinking "I laugh, I cry", and they couldn't understand how the ancient song, which has always had a gentle personality, could have such extreme thoughts? I wanted to ask him what happened, but Gu Ge didn't reply.

It's not that Gu Ge doesn't want to go back, it's that he doesn't know how to tell them, he's afraid that people will laugh at him for being unrealistic, daydreaming, and he thinks that even if he says it, they won't understand his heart.

Losing a beloved, this sad and sad feeling is that no matter how strong the psychological endurance is, people also need the comfort of relatives and friends at this time, Gu Ge wants to find someone to talk to, and there are only three people who can understand his mood - Liu Qingwu, she has become the girlfriend of the mosquito, and it is difficult for the two of them to face; Ling Dandan, I don't know why, she hasn't been in touch with herself for a long time, presumably she is not doing well, and she doesn't want to worry about her anymore; Drunk Hongchen, she has a similar experience to herself, and she can understand that she just wants to come to her and she is very busy with work during this time, so she hasn't had much contact.

Gu Ge now really feels lonely, helpless, sad, desperate, and sad...... Like a tide, ** constantly hit himself, trying to drown himself.

My heart is broken, my whole body and mind seem to have been hollowed out, I want to cry but I don't dare to cry in pain, and I even have to force my face to laugh so as not to worry my relatives and friends, and the depression and sadness in my heart can only wait for no one to hide alone in a dark corner and whimper.

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