Chapter Ninety-Seven: Forgetting the Rivers and Lakes
Now Gu Ge's intestines are all repentant, lying in bed tossing and turning at more than 2 o'clock in the morning, and there is still no sleepiness at all.
Today's situation was caused by him, Mosquito wanted to confess to Liu Qingwu after graduating from his doctorate two and a half years, why did he persuade him to confess early at that time, and gave him advice, and mentioned his love for Liu Qingwu to Liu Qingwu, how can he be a man like this? Isn't helping your rival harm yourself?
It's out of sympathy, watching him be infatuated with Liu Qingwu for ten years, and take care of Liu Qingwu wholeheartedly for ten years, but Liu Qingwu doesn't know it, and he can't help but feel a little moved and sympathetic.
But I don't know that mercy and compassion can also kill people, because love is selfish.
Seeing Wei Xiaobao return unscrupulously in order to hold the beauty, he should know, but unfortunately Gu Ge understood too late.
In fact, Gu Ge had preliminarily judged that Mosquito was a self-centered and conceited person after several exchanges with Mosquito before.
This is related to the fact that he came from a wealthy family, and everything has gone smoothly since he was a child, except for chasing strawberries.
Such a person's psychological tolerance must be very poor, and now that he thinks about it, he still has a bit of a city, taking advantage of his sympathy for him, Liu Qingwu's trust in him, and he likes to interfere in other people's lives, thinking that what he does is always right.
Gu Ge is now very disgusted with mosquitoes, he has a faint premonition of Liu Qingwu's misfortune in the future, but he is helpless, this sense of powerlessness makes him hate his own incompetence.
Liu Qingwu didn't tell himself the result until now, and Gu Ge felt very cold.
It's not strange that I didn't cry, nor did I cry silently, it's not that I don't love Liu Qingwu deeply enough, so I don't hurt enough to know that I usually cry when I read books and see sadness, let alone lose the love in my heart?
"There is no greater mourning than the death of the heart."
Gu Ge loves Liu Qingwu really into the bone marrow, he feels that he is thinking about Liu Qingwu every minute and every second, her name, her laughter, her whole person has been dissolved into every cell and every drop of blood in his body, until the depths of his soul precipitate.
Every time I breathed, the depths of my soul naturally called Liu Qingwu's name, thinking about her as a person—her voice and smile, her eyes, cheeks, and smiles swirling in her mind, to forget—unless she died.
Life is better than death is the true feeling of the ancient song now.
It's easy to die, it's a hundred to die, but to live is to suffer from that endless lovesickness.
But how could he just die? The kindness of parenting has not been repaid, how can you bear to ask your parents to send a white-haired person to a black-haired person.
Now Gu Ge can't help but admire those who are affectionate for love, because he can't do it himself, and he still has a lot to worry about.
Liu Qingwu chose mosquitoes, will she really be happy?
Gu Ge did not have a deeper contact with mosquitoes, and the bitter love for Liu Qingwu he said for ten years was just his words, and now he thinks that his ten years of care are for today.
Gu Ge really didn't worry about Liu Qingwu before he affirmed the mosquito's person.
Although the ancient song did not cry, the heart was like being pierced by a steel needle, the heart hurt through the heart and lungs, every time he thought of Liu Qingwu, there was a sense of pathos filled his heart, he was afraid that Liu Qingwu would be confused by a momentary illusion, because of a momentary move and miss his life. Are there still few such examples in film and television works, whether real or fictional?
Imagining the mosquito holding Liu Qingwu's slender hand and walking through the street, hugging her and kissing her deeply, the ancient song is sad again.
Gu Ge hasn't slept well in the past two days, and he always has to wake up a few times in the middle of the night, and then he just thinks about Liu Qingwu and his own little memories.
Sad, worried, and worried all the time in Gu Ge's heart, in the eyes of his colleagues, although he still talks and laughs, no different from usual, but who knows the sadness in his heart?
Liu Qingwu didn't have any information for herself for two days, and Gu Ge wondered - is she also not sure how to face herself now?
Gu Ge didn't call to ask Liu Qingwu, nor did he send a text message, let alone another email. He knew that there was no point in doing all this now, even if Liu Qingwu turned back and loved himself now, what could he give her? Mosquito is indeed more capable of taking care of her than himself, he can give Qingwu a rich and stable life, and he also knows how to create romance, and these are what every woman desires, but this is exactly what he does not have at present, so Gu Ge can only try his best to restrain the idea of wanting to contact Liu Qingwu.
It's better not to see each other than to see it, and if you can't get along with each other, it's better to forget about each other.
But can he and her really forget each other? That will only have to wait for time to tell.
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