Chapter Ninety-Two: It's an Unfortunate Child in Love
A few days later, when Gu Ge came back from dinner at noon, he saw Liu Qingwu's QQ avatar flashing, and he was overjoyed in his heart, thinking that the strawberry was back, but who knew that when he opened it, he saw that it was a message sent by Liu Qingwu's friend who wrote to him that day.
"Qing Wu and I are also friends from childhood to adulthood, we have known each other for ten years, and I have chased her for ten years, but I have never told her that I like her, I don't think this is cowardice, I think this is careful, I am afraid that as soon as I say it, she will scare her if she hasn't thought about it, you are different, you married her in the game, my wife screamed before and after, of course I don't know my pain ......"
"Qing Wu said that I don't need to help her hang Q anymore, she will be home tonight, so I want to have a good chat with you before she comes back, but you are not online (Gu Ge's Q is invisible), it's a pity."
After reading these few words, a faint sadness spread in his heart, and Gu Ge couldn't blame him for carrying Liu Qing on her back again, on the contrary, he had a feeling of being an unfortunate child in love, moved by his infatuation, and immediately chatted with him online.
"Actually, I'm no better than you, you can see her every day and be with him. What about me? She is in the daytime, I am at night, and I can only call her wife verbally (still in writing, but I dare not call her that way when I make a phone call or voice chat), which is worse than you. And the person in her heart is not me. ”
The two then chatted for more than an hour, and Gu Ge learned a lot about Liu Qingwu from him, and his thoughts fluctuated for a while.
It turns out that Liu Qingwu likes to have different tricks every day, but she is a person who doesn't know how to coax girls, if it weren't for Liu Qingwu still having a group of good friends in the game, a good brother to accompany her, it would really suffocate her, and her husband in this game has also failed too much, and originally thought that although she couldn't give her anything materially, at least mentally she could make her happy. It turned out that she was wrong, and neither material nor spiritual herself could bring her anything.
Gu Ge was deeply aware of the gap between himself and Liu Qingwu - from the moment she said that she went to Yunnan not by car or by plane, Gu Ge began to worry about it. The cost of Strawberry's trip is only 2 months' salary, or even more. This chat with her friend made Gu Ge feel that there was a big gap between his and Liu Qingwu's lives.
Liu Qingwu is like a dazzling star in the night sky, how can he chase himself as a mortal? If you want to chase her, you can only turn yourself into a dazzling star or turn her dazzling star into a meteorite. But how do you become a star? Looking at your life yesterday, today, and tomorrow is almost exactly the same, without change, it is simply an eternal today, just like a person who has no past and no future, how can he become a shining star? If she wants to turn into a meteorite, she can only turn a star into a meteor, but although the meteor is beautiful, it is too short-lived, how can Gu Ge bear to see his beloved become as ordinary and worthless as himself? Since he can't give her a happy and worry-free life, then don't dwell on it anymore, in that person's words, it is to pay off the happiness.
Thinking of this, Gu Ge, who was going to take a lunch break, got up from the bed and said to the man: "If you are really good to Qingwu, I am willing to create a chance for you." ”
The man didn't seem to believe it, and asked, "Really?" ”
Gu Ge said helplessly: "Hmm! Because I feel that the gap between me and her is really big, and I am relieved if someone is really good to her. ”
"Actually, I think you're not bad, at least you can think about her. I can't say what's wrong with you with her, but I just think she'll be happier if I'm with her. ”
Gu Ge said ruthlessly: "It's better for me to give you my number, so that you can be with her in both reality and games." ”
The man said, "Then what do you do?" You're just gone, don't you have heartache?
"One person hurts better than two, right?"
"I'm no better than you, I always thought I was one of the two left, and I never thought of quitting." The man said: "It doesn't matter, it's not a problem for me that money can solve." ”
Gu Ge suddenly felt disgusted when he saw this, "In the future, even if I don't play, I'd rather waste it than sell it, if it weren't for Jia, I wouldn't have given it to you." Gu Ge said while thinking: "That's not to say that you will be sent, after all, I just met you for the first time, and I don't know you yet, and I will rest assured when I know more about you." ”
The man said, "You think I lied to you?" You give me the card number, and I'll send you three thousand dollars. I'll buy it with you, or maybe 5,000. ”
"Money, money, money, you think it's great to be rich?" Gu Ge's little affection for that person suddenly vanished, and he felt that he had insulted his character, and he was not happy to give him a name, so he found an excuse and said: "I suddenly feel that it is not very good for you to chase her with my number, she will know who is on it, because my time on is not the right time for you, and the way of speaking and the tone are different, and she will know that it is not me when she can't say a few words." I'm afraid that if she knows that you are on my account and rejects you even more, it will be counterproductive. ”
When the man heard this, he couldn't help but hurriedly say, "What should I do then?" ”
"Hell knows. And it's better to change your mindset that you want to solve everything with money. Gu Ge thought for a moment and said, "The game is not suitable for you to play, or you simply refuse to play the game." ”
The man said, "Seriously, that game seems very childish to me. ”
Gu Ge took the opportunity to say: "Then you better study hard, come out and chase her again." ”
"I'm afraid that she will be snatched away by others, so how can I live? I think if she could promise to wait for me now, I would be able to study with peace of mind. I will graduate with a PhD in two and a half years, and then I think it will be time for me to confess, in fact, I can go to work after graduate school, but I want to finish my Ph.D. so that I can take good care of her in the future. ”
"How to live? Didn't you say, 'It's good to be with her, you don't have to get her to love someone.'" 'If someone really gives her happiness, do you want to intervene?' ”
"But I believe that I am the one who can give her happiness, others may be able to give her happiness now, but they can't be as good to her as I am for the rest of my life. Except for me, no one can give her a lifetime of happiness, just look at my love for her for ten years. How many people in the world can do what they can't get in ten years, and they can still do it in the second half of their lives? ”
"He is the kind of psychology that Qing Wu said, 'I especially want to get it because I can't get it'." Gu Ge thought so, but said in his mouth: "You are too narrow-minded, this sentence is too absolute, too self-centered." ”
The man said: "This is self-confidence, in fact, since I was a child, I have not been unsuccessful except for her, and I think it is easy to go to graduate school." ”
Gu Ge pursed his lips and said, "Self-confidence is a good thing, but overconfidence is arrogance." You only care about your own feelings, have you ever thought about it from a different perspective? ”
The man said: "Sometimes I wonder if it's really me who is too smooth, so God wants to leave me a regret, but I'd rather be either way, but never use this way that I can't get her." ”
Gu Ge had nothing to say for a while, so he had to say: "You have to wait two years before you confess, it's too late." ”
"Too late?"
"A lot can happen in two years, don't say I didn't remind you, if that bastard comes back from studying abroad, then ......"
"I almost forgot about it."
"So you should do it early."
Gu Ge didn't expect that because of his pity for Liu Qingwu's friend for a while, he persuaded him to confess as soon as possible, and his infatuation with him was unsuccessful, and his sympathy for him wanted to fulfill his thoughts with Liu Qingwu, which would become the bitter fruit of his grief and regret in the future.
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