Chapter 351: Hate You for Not Loving Me
After chasing half a street, I finally stood in front of Mi Cai, but she didn't pay attention to my plans, still walking forward persistently, I reached out and grabbed her, and asked, "What did you just see?" ”
Mi Cai was silent, although I held my hand, but my eyes looked at the willow that was blowing in the wind by the river.
"Actually, it's very simple, it's that she bit me inexplicably, I can't stand the pain, I must struggle, and then it's what you just saw."
"If you learn to empathize, it wouldn't have happened."
I immediately carried out some empathy, imagining that Mi Cai bit a certain man, or was bitten by a man, and suddenly felt dissatisfied, only then did I suddenly realize that the energy of empathy was so powerful, it turned out that I thought it was a trivial matter, so a transposition, it was earth-shattering, so I can really understand Mi Cai's mood at this time.
Mi Cai pushed me away, and continued to walk forward, I followed her silently, thinking, no matter what, I can't let her go back to Suzhou in a bad mood, but it didn't happen, Mi Cai returned to the inn, and walked straight to the car parked on the side of the road.
I gritted my teeth again and stood in front of her, saying, "Why are you going back after all the time?" ”
"Do you want to stay and watch you continue to flirt?"
"It's not what you think, what you see is an illusion, it's your heart that is doing it!"
"What's wrong with my heart? Then you sue me, how should I deal with it? ”
"Ugh"
Mi Cai broke free of my hand holding her, once again persistently opened the car door, and then sat in the car, I was quick to open, followed by the door of the back seat of the car, and then also sat in the car, and said: "You drive, anyway, I will sit in the car, where you go I go." ”
"You're a bastard and a scoundrel!"
"You can scold a little more ugly, I can stand it."
Mi Cai looked at me in the rearview mirror, and then started the car, I hurriedly looked around to see which direction she would drive, if it was back to Suzhou, then my unintentional mistake this time really caused her a lot of damage, but do you really want to draw a line with Le Yao for the rest of your life? It's too hard for me! It seems that I have become accustomed to arguing and fighting with her in my life.
The car driven by Mi Cai was really driving in the direction of Suzhou, and my heart sank a little, so I said to Mi Cai: "Is it really necessary to go back to Suzhou?" Or do you think something like this can be the trigger to end our relationship? ”
Mi Cai suddenly stepped on the brakes, causing the car to stop in an instant, without looking back, and said to me in a very depressed tone: "The more you experience, the more you pay, the more difficult it is to give up a relationship, but Zhaoyang, you shouldn't rely on this to constantly challenge my bottom line, it's too much!" ”
"I've never had such a mind, when we manage this hard-won relationship together, I give it to you wholeheartedly."
Mi Cai was silent, but I couldn't tell if she had reduced her anger a little, or if she continued to be challenged by my words, so the scene of only two people became more nervous and embarrassing.
"There are enough troubles about this, really don't toss let's go back to Xitang first, and then communicate calmly, okay?"
Mi Cai frowned, as if after some inner struggle, he finally turned the car around and drove in the direction of Xitang, and I expected that this was not a compromise with resentment, but an instinct to protect this feeling
After returning to Xitang, in order to avoid Mi Cai and Le Yao from bumping into each other, I arranged her into the inn that I took over from Zhou Zhaokun, in a single room, she sat on the edge of the bed, I sat on the sofa, the two of them were still silent, and they didn't know how to communicate in a calm way.
Outside the window, Ah Feng had already led a group of staff to transport the materials to be used in tomorrow's activities into the square, I looked at it a little distractedly, and Mi Cai finally came to my side, picked up my arm and looked at it, and asked with some distress: "Does it hurt?" ”
I came back to my senses, I really felt a faint pain, looked at my arm, only to find that there were two rows of arc-shaped tooth marks on it, and I was even more puzzled, what did I do to make Le Yao so resentful of me, and it took a long time to reply to Mi Cai: "It doesn't hurt!" ”
Mi Cai went to the service desk and found some alcohol swabs, helped me wipe the wound that had oozing blood, and asked with a frown: "What did you do to her, let her do this to you!" ”
I innocently said, "I'm wondering too! ”
Mi Cai sighed softly, didn't say anything more, threw the discarded alcohol cotton into the garbage basket, and said to me: "I'm tired and want to rest, you go first." ”
"Are you still angry?"
"I'll tell you tomorrow."
I didn't pester her anymore, it's better to give her some space at this time, and I should go back and talk to Le Yao and ask her why she is doing this to me? In fact, the so-called inexplicable,It's just an unrealistic reason that I found when it was difficult to face Mi Cai.
After returning to the inn, I first asked the boy, and after confirming that Le Yao had returned, I took the key and walked straight to her room, and after opening the door, I walked around the living room and went directly to the inner room, ready to question her.
At the moment when I was about to enter the room, I stopped my steps, because there was a sound of crying uncontrollably from inside the room, of course I knew that the person who was crying was Le Yao, but why did her love suddenly collapse like this, does this have anything to do with me?
She choked up and said to me, "Since you're here, why don't you come in?" ”
I already felt some clues, so much so that my steps into the room became a little heavier, but Le Yao still buried herself deep in the quilt and sobbed.
"Aren't you too stuffy to cover yourself in the quilt like this?"
As I spoke, I lifted the quilt for her, and what caught my eye was the half-wet tears on the pillow, and my heart became mixed for a moment, and the words that I had just prepared to question were suddenly useless, just looking at her back in such a daze.
After a long time, she finally sat up from the bed, wiped the tears from her face, and asked me with grievance and resentment in her eyes: "Zhaoyang, am I really a very inexplicable woman in your eyes?" ”
"Sort of!"
Le Yao laughed at herself: "If you put Mi Cai's mind on you, you can give me one hundredth, one thousandth, and I am also satisfied, but I have never gotten something called love in you, but I have always put you in my heart, aftertaste, expectation, maybe, you think I am a woman who is not sincere enough, but many of the things I have said to you are true." ”
"I don't question the veracity of some of the words."
"yes, you just take this as a joke, there is no need to inquire whether it is false or true."
I didn't say anything, because I was told by Le Yao, how could I take something similar to her love me after becoming a female star, as true?
"Zhaoyang, I love you, in the past, now, even in the future, I will always love you, I never wanted to possess you, because you don't love me, but every time I see you indulge in love with Mi Cai and can't extricate yourself, but the harvest is always worried, troubled and powerless, do you know my feelings? It's like being slashed, I hate you, why can't you love you like I do, to love me, how good would it be if I were the woman in your life? I will give up a qiē to fulfill the life you want, but these are just my wishful thinking, but I am still willing to bless you silently, but you are more and more unhappy, so I hate, hate your choice, hate that you never loved me"