The wind outside the window blew again, but it blew me more silent, maybe over the years, I just knew that Le Yao was a little dependent on me, but I never dared to regard this as an unswerving love, at this moment from her mouth to say these heart-rending words, I felt that my previous cognition collapsed in an instant, and even still convinced myself that this was just another joke with me after Le Yao played her acting skills to the fullest.

My silence seemed to stimulate Le Yao, and she couldn't cry herself again: "Zhaoyang, are you talking or, until now, you still think it's a joke I played with you?" ”

After a while, I finally replied, "What can I say?" ”

Le Yao pounced on me, pressed me down on the bed, and whimpered: "You beast my body, but what I thought about was always Jian Wei and Mi Cai, why am I so cheap in front of you?" Why? Woo."

I subconsciously skimmed my head, but she bit me again, so the heart-rending pain came from my shoulder, even more painful than before, but this time I didn't cry out in pain, nor did I push her away, just kept squirming the Adam's apple, relieving the pain in my body, compared to the pain in Le Yao's heart, what is my pain?

Le Yao finally let go of me and lay on top of me, with tears in her eyes, before she asked me, "Does it hurt?" ”

I nodded

Le Yao left my body, and I looked at the place where I was bitten by her on the shoulder, compared it with the old wound, and found that although there was some distance between the two injuries, they made up a smiling face, echoing each other from afar, and then laughed at my messiness at this time.

Le Yao didn't know where to find some alcohol cotton, and sat at the head of the bed without saying a word to help me clean the wound that she had bitten out, but her brows kept frowning, and she didn't say to me until she finished cleaning the wound: "Zhaoyang, how much do I have to hate you to bite your shoulder like this scum?" ”

"Actually, you want to call me scum, right?"

"Are you a scumbag and do you need me to repeat it?"

Once again, I fell silent, perhaps because I was sorry or because I really didn't know what to do.

Le Yao threw the wiped alcohol swab into the garbage basket, and after applying some trauma medicine for me, she lay on the bed, and then looked at the ceiling without blinking, and I took out a cigarette and lit it, planning to use the smoking time to think about what to say to her, and then make each other feel better.

"Zhaoyang, do you think any of us owe anyone all these years?"

"Who knows?"

"I owe you, so I love you, but you don't love me"

"Your logic is not right."

Le Yao ignored my rebuttal, and said with a look of reminiscence: "Do you remember a few years ago, when you introduced me to your Polaroid Department Store and shot promotional posters? ”

"Remember, after the poster effect came out, you amazed a lot of people!"

Le Yao shook her head and said: "I mean, that was the opportunity you finally won for me, but I almost released your pigeons, and you were scolded by Chen Jingming!" ”

"That's why I keep saying you're unreliable!"

"Actually, on the day of the shoot, I went to meet my ex-boyfriend, and that day we broke up completely, really! I'm talking to you about what to do, in fact, I want to say that after I hurried to the shooting site that day, I saw that you were scolded by Chen Jingming silently, like a grandson, I was very moved, but I didn't fall in love with you at that time! ”

"If I hadn't been unreasonable, Chen Jingming would have dared to scold me like a grandson??"

Le Yao finally smiled and said, "But even if he scolded you so much, you didn't shift the responsibility to me, just said that you notified the wrong time, in fact, I know that you are afraid that Chen Jingming will be angry with me, and you will not give me a chance to shoot in the future."

I wasn't good at saying anything when others were emotional, so I fell silent for the third time, and it wasn't until I finished smoking a whole cigarette in my hand that I changed the subject and asked, "What's going on with your previous boyfriend?" He seems to have made you miserable! ”

Le Yao looked at me and said calmly: "He and I are alumni of the college period, and after graduation, we both stayed in Shanghai with the dream of stardom, and later he got along with a female producer in order to be able to be the second male lead in a certain play, hehe, he has become a little famous over the years, but he is just a second-rate star!" If it weren't for the contrast between him and you, I don't think I would have fallen in love with you so quickly, and so completely! ”

After a little silence, Le Yao said again: "In him, I see the reality and ruthlessness of society, but in you, I see another kind of purity and beauty, it is you who did not let me give up on myself, I feel that there is still the motivation to live, everything I have today is fulfilled by you, so no matter what kind of sacrifice I do for you, I am willing!" ”

At this moment, I can't tell what it feels in my heart, because of the need, I seem to instinctively find a cigarette from my pocket, but I was stopped by Le Yao, this time she stared at me for a long time before saying: "Zhaoyang, there are some things that I have to figure out after all, and your imprint will eventually be erased from my own life So, from the moment you leave this room, there will no longer be any relationship between us, even if there is still a debt between us."

When Le Yao took the initiative to break off all relations with me, I was not as relaxed as I imagined, and there was an indescribable indescribable inability in my heart, but thinking of Mi Cai, a woman who needed to be cared for with all my body and mind, I finally nodded to Le Yao

Le Yao had tears in her eyes, looked at me and smiled: "Okay, it's really good, I will never come to you again, a beast, in the future, and I won't be cheap to ask for trouble, but Zhaoyang, can you say the word break up to me?" This makes me feel that we were in love before Mi Cai appeared! ”

I groaned for a long time and said, "I'm sorry, I can't say it."

Le Yao nodded with a painful expression, and finally said to me: "Okay, I don't force you, but you have to remember that it was me Le Yao who that night. up with you, not with you. me, understand? ”

I really didn't know what she meant by that, so I didn't give an answer.

Le Yao didn't seem to really want an explanation, she pointed to the door of the house, and said to me with a resolute face: "You go out, from now on we will erase the other party from our lives as if we had never met." ”

My heart was full of sadness that I couldn't let go, but I still got up from Le Yao's bed, and looked at her one last time, but tears were already all over her face, and even the fingers pointing out the door were trembling!

I can't describe what kind of mood I had left Le Yao's house, but the whole person had become empty, and I knew that I was about to usher in another sleepless night, so I wandered alone by the Xitang River, which was still flowing despite the night.

When I was about to reach the end of the river, I saw the woman in red on the other side of the river again, she really did not lose her trust, and even came to Xitang in advance to participate in tomorrow's public welfare activities. ”

"If it's really idle, it's good!"

"What, what's on your mind?"

I nodded and asked, "Do you have any cigarettes there?" ”

"Lady cigarette, do you smoke it?"

"Don't pay attention to it, just smoke some of it."

"Come here, then."

I found a stone bridge not far away, went around to the woman in red, and sat with her by the Xitang River, which was a little deserted at this time, she took a cigarette from her cigarette case and handed it to me, and lit one herself.

"I heard that women who can smoke have a tragedy hidden in their hearts."

She looked at me and said, "I've never said I lived like a comedy." ”

"Yes, otherwise why would you have come to Xitang again and again!"

She glared at me and said, "Are you depressed and trying to find superiority from me?" ”

I replied without denying it at all, "yes, otherwise why would I be sitting here chatting with you so late?" ”

"You can complain to me, and I can enlighten and enlighten you, but isn't it too damaging for you to expose my scars as soon as you come up?"

"Come on, a person who is more tragic than me can come up with any good results!"

"The Xitang River is flowing right in front of you, why don't you die?"

"Alas! It's not easy to die, there are so many things and feelings in life that can't be parted with. ”

She seemed to be touched by my words, and looked at the flowing river a little distractedly, and did not say anything for a long time, and I suddenly remembered something, pushed her and asked, "Hey! The last time I told you about investing in Zhuomei, have you seriously considered it? ”

She came back to her senses, no longer in the joking tone she had before, and replied with a serious face: "Of course I have considered it seriously, but will the previous investors withdraw their capital peacefully?" If it weren't for the peaceful divestment, we would have had a lot of trouble as a new investor. ”

"Peaceful divestment is impossible, and at this stage, Mi Cai still seems to have expectations for the former investor, and the situation is still unclear!"

She smiled and said, "It seems that many things are really your own wishful thinking!" ”

I didn't deny it, she raised her hand to look at the time, and said to me, "It's not too early, I'll go back and rest first, and I'll see you tomorrow." ”

I nodded, and then watched her leave, and when her back completely disappeared from my sight, I suddenly remembered Le Yao, and remembered that we deliberately avoided seeing each other in the future, and my heart couldn't help but be low, are some people destined to become passers-by in my life because of the paranoia and selfishness of love?

If so, then the pen and ink left by this passer-by in my life are too heavy, so heavy that it is difficult for me to erase them calmly.

Today, the VIP will write 2 large chapters of 3,000 words after 5,000 words, which is equivalent to the previous three chapters of 2,000 words~