1223 Essence of the struggle

Ruan Yanluo has always been afraid of the cold, looking at the county lord's body, he felt goosebumps, and the county lord's lips were also purple, but he forced out a stiff smile and looked at Nangong Jin flatteringly.

It looked like a puppy, pleasing its owner.

Ruan Yanluo felt uncomfortable for a while, no matter how much she liked someone, she would never show such a posture.

A person, especially a woman, should first learn to love herself, if you don't even cherish yourself, who will cherish you?

The moment these thoughts poured into her mind, the soul that had just been condensed suddenly became turbulent again, as if there was something to drive her out again.

Ruan Yanluo is a spirit, not only does she feel that she is not a person of this era, and she has a sense of rejection for what this body has done, but it will also make her fall behind in this confrontation with the county lord.

Ruan Yanluo was sullen for a while, this county lord has been called a madman by others for so many years, and the appearance in her body before has always been just called around rudely and violently, even she was blinded, thinking that this county lord is nothing, but now it seems that she is underestimating the county lord at all, she is very clever.

Fang Cai felt that he had less contact with this era, and Ruan Yanluo could strengthen this bond through guò family affection, but the current county lord used her love and obsession with Nangong Jin to attack, what should she do? Do you accept this feeling of the county lord?

As soon as this idea came to mind, it was vetoed by Ruan Yanluo, she already had Ah Ling, how could it be?

But this time it was even more exaggerated, and almost before he could finish his thoughts, Ruan Yanluo once again sensed that repulsion.

Ah, I'm so annoyed, what the hell do you want? Why is it that if she changes her mind casually, she will be rejected, but the county lord has nothing to do?

What exactly is this taboo point? What is it that you can't think about and touch?

Ruan Yanluo admonished himself to stop thinking while his mind spun rapidly, looking for a way to fight back.

She is not a person who sits idly by, the county lord has already struck so many times, even if it is the same person, she can't bear it.

The county lord used her feelings for Nangong Jin to attack, did she also use her feelings for Nangong Ling to fight back?

After thinking about it for a while, Ruan Yanluo decisively decided not to, she and Ah Ling have so many good things, so don't show them to others to appreciate, although the county lord is in her body, it is very likely that she has already seen it, but that does not mean that Ruan Yanluo will show these things to others by himself.

If you can't use this, then what can you use?

Thinking that the county lord was attacking with the contrast between the two eras at the beginning, Ruan Yanluo decided to give it a try, her eyes were slightly closed, and Ruan Yanluo's mind began to recall the very beautiful things in her previous life, in the previous life, all the good memories of Ruan Yanluo almost all happened after she enlisted in the army.

Those days when I sweated like rain during training, the days when I fought with male soldiers, the days when a training class was over, I was about to separate, I got drunk and cried and shouted, and the days when I was on a mission together, and I got to know each other tacitly.

"Nasty, nasty, disgusting!" The county lord shouted violently, staring at Ruan Yanluo's eyes full of disbelief.

"How can you be so shameless?" She pointed to the picture of Ruan Yanluo wearing a black sleeveless training vest, and then pointed to the picture of her fighting with a male soldier and shouted angrily: "It's just a good man!" ”

The county lord looked at the picture of Ruan Yanluo doing those things, just like the picture of Ruan Yanluo watching her pursue Nangong Jin just now, although he knew that he didn't do it himself, but looking at the identical face, he couldn't help but feel a strange feeling, as if the person in the picture was himself.

Especially knowing that the souls of two people are originally the same, this feeling is even more unbearable, so the county lord will scream.

And when the county lord finished calling these two pictures, and was about to point to other pictures and continue to yell, he screamed violently, dancing to grab something, and at the same time glared at Ruan Yanluo angrily, shouting: "You are despicable! ”

Ruan Yanluo opened her eyes openly, after she had been ostracized so many times, it was finally the turn of the county lord?

The county lord also stepped on a minefield and was going to be driven out?

But where did she step on it?

Ruan Yanluo's mind was spinning quickly, if you want to win, you must at least know where the winning point is, otherwise the two of them can't really fight, just thinking about the picture in their minds, coming and going, and they don't know how to kill each other with one blow, and they can die of exhaustion.

You know, mental work is more tiring than physical work.

The county lord didn't know how to stabilize his soul, staring at Ruan Yanluo, his eyes were as big as copper bells, and he snorted angrily: "I won't let you succeed, I must drive you out of this body!" ”

Ruan Yanluo was noncommittal, the biting dog didn't bark, and the babbling like the county lord usually only meant one thing, that is, she didn't know how to win this fight.

The county lord yelled, turning into pictures from time to time, all kinds of things, but later, most of them were related to Nangong Jin, because she found that only when it was related to Nangong Jin, Ruan Yanluo's soul would fluctuate more obviously.

Ruan Yanluo ignored it most of the time, just tried to turn around all kinds of thoughts, and at the same time experienced with his heart when the sense of rejection appeared.

And the county lord obviously didn't have this scheming, but just kept blindly sacrificing countless pictures related to Nangong Jin, after a few times, Ruan Yanluo finally found out when that sense of rejection appeared, whenever she felt repulsed by the county lord's feelings for Nangong Jin in her heart, she herself would also be rejected by the world.

And when the county lord was ostracized, Ruan Yanluo thought about it carefully, and it seemed that it was also the time when she rejected herself.

His heart suddenly moved, and he instantly understood Shen Hongyan's hard work back then.

She didn't want either of these two souls to disappear, and hoped that her daughter would have her fate and fortune. How can the fate and fortune of the same individual be mutually exclusive?

Therefore, the essence of this struggle is not to really let them fight, but to ask them to teach and accept that they are both perfect and imperfect.

Comprehending Shen Hongyan's intentions, Ruan Yanluo hesitated.

If you accept the county lord, does this mean that you have to accept the county lord's feelings for Nangong Jin as well?

If she receives the county lord's feelings for Nangong Jin, then what is the relationship between her and Ah Ling?