1224 wins and losses are easy to score
"Why aren't you going to die?" The picture thrown out by the county lord like crazy not only had no effect on Ruan Yanluo in the slightest, Ruan Yanluo even fell into his own contemplation now, and even ignored her as a person, and the county lord suddenly felt annoyed and angry.
They're obviously competing, right? It's obviously fighting for control of this body, right? At such a time, Ruan Yanluo can actually get distracted?
How much does she really take herself seriously?
Ruan Yanluo raised his head and looked at the county lord seriously, as if he was looking at it, and he seemed to be weighing.
As Ruan Yanluo said before, mental work is more tiring than physical labor in many cases, and the county lord threw out so many pictures, almost half of all the pictures related to Nangong Jin from her birth to her death, she didn't feel that when she did this kind of thing, once she stopped now, she immediately felt a little weak, and even stood like this A little shaky.
Seeing Ruan Yanluo looking at her, the county lord's heart was empty for no reason, such Ruan Yanluo seemed to be looking at her prey, which made her feel numb from her scalp to the soles of her feet.
"What the hell are you thinking? You're obviously a thief, so why can't you be a little more shameless? ”
"You want to chase me away?" Ruan Yanluo asked.
"Nonsense!" The county lord is extremely angry, isn't what she has done for so long just for this one thing.
"But ......," Ruan Yanluo groaned and said slowly, "Why don't you try to accept me?" We are one, and if you find a way to merge me, you will be more complete, won't you? ”
The county lord was speechless for a moment, but in an instant, he roared angrily: "What's the matter with you!" ”
"You don't dare." Ruan Yanluo said: "You are afraid, you don't know which of our two personalities is stronger, I don't know if you will be affected by me after the fusion, and how much of yourself will be left, you are even afraid that after merging with me, you will not even be able to retain your feelings for Nangong Jin, and you will like Ah Ling instead." ”
"You talk nonsense!" The county lord roared: "I'm not afraid! How could I be afraid of you! ”
The voice roared fiercely, urgently, and loudly, but Ruan Yanluo clearly saw that the hand hanging by her side clenched into a fist at some point, and squeezed it together.
It turns out that Shen Hongyan gave them a test not only of self-acceptance, but also the courage to face themselves.
In fact, everyone has two selves, one is shown in front of people, and the other is hidden deep in the body, some people can be aware, some people are not aware, and even for most people, it is even possible that they don't even know what the hidden self looks like, and those who are aware of it but do not control it, and the person who is too strong is called a split personality.
Ruan Yanluo's current situation should be the most extreme split personality, and she even simply split into two completely different souls.
If you want the two souls to be completely one, you must not only be able to accept each other, but also have the courage to face different selves.
Just as many people often have a little angel and a little devil in their minds before they do something, the little angel is also herself, and the little devil is also herself, and she has to face them at the same time.
But the county lord didn't dare, Ruan Yanluo's strong appearance made her not have any confidence in herself, so from beginning to end, she wanted to get rid of Ruan Yanluo, and never thought of becoming one with her.
Because she was afraid, even if she was integrated, the person who came out of the table at that time would still be Ruan Yanluo.
She thought that only she knew about this kind of thing, but she didn't expect that Ruan Yanluo, who had no clues at all, could actually think of it.
She stared at Ruan Yanluo and asked in horror, "What do you want to do?" ”
Ruan Yanluo smiled, stretched out his hand to the county lord, and said, "I accept you." ”
"What nonsense are you talking about!" The county lord screamed.
Ruan Yanluo was unmoved, still said softly but firmly: "You are me, so I accept you, whether it is your opinions, feelings or other things, I accept them." ”
"Don't!" The county lord clenched his chest and kept retreating: "You go away, stay away from me." ”
"We are one, and sooner or later we will be one." Ruan Yanluo said indifferently: "You like the five princes, I accept this feeling, because your past is my past, and there is nothing that I can't accept for things that have passed." But the future life is still my own, and I will take it well. So, come back, I accept your one qiē. ”
"Don't ......," the county lord screamed bitterly, but his body moved towards Ruan Yanluo uncontrollably, and the two souls got closer and closer.
This time, the county lord was really scared, she had been worried that the collision with Ruan Yanluo would be the last person to disappear, but she didn't expect her worry to really come true.
Why? Why? She and Ruan Yanluo are obviously the same, they are both half souls, but the last person to disappear is her.
Looking at her horror, Ruan Yanluo didn't have much sympathy, she said indifferently: "You don't have to feel unbalanced, the two of us were the same at the beginning, and even you have more mother's soul roots than me, you are not stupid, on the contrary, you are very smart, and your talent is also very high, otherwise you would not even be able to remember such things as the Nine Stars Alignment clearly." ”
"At the beginning, we were not even comparable, or you were a little bit ahead, and the reason why we formed our current character and became our current self was our own choice."
"Needless to say what kind of suffering you suffered in your childhood, my childhood was even worse than yours, you at least have your father and Aunt Hongye by your side, and I have nothing. But in the face of the same situation, you chose to be irritable, irritable, and do whatever you want with your father's love, and after the five princes gave you the lanterns, you put all the expectations that you could get love on the five princes. But I didn't, and from the beginning to the end, I knew that if I didn't rely on myself, I would never be able to truly gain the approval of others. If you are not self-reliant, how can you stand with those who are standing? ”
As she spoke, the county lord's soul drew closer and closer to her, and the horror on her face became clearer.
Ruan Yanluo sighed slightly and said, "To be honest, accepting you, I am actually taking a risk, I really don't want the hidden side of my personality to be like you." But if you are me, what can you do? I still have Ah Ling, I must live in this era, so I can't even have the courage to try. ”
The soul of the county lord has arrived in front of Ruan Yanluo, as long as Ruan Yanluo takes a step forward, he will completely coincide with her, Ruan Yanluo sighed lightly and said: "I really don't know, the soul root of my mother is in you, how can you not cherish it so much, not only do you not inherit the heart of your mother's tolerance, but you don't even get a trace of mother's courage." The reason for this result is that I can't blame others at all. ”