Chapter 251 [5000 Words] (Countdown to the Ending)
After saying this, Ji Xinyao wanted to stand up, she couldn't stand the smell of Gu Nancy beside her, she was afraid that she would not be ruthless, since she had already opened her mouth, it was better to simply cover everyone.
Gu Nancy didn't move, just looked at her, until she got up, her eyes were still on her, and she looked at her face again, as if she wanted to see clearly from her expression how much she had made up her mind.
And when Ji Xinyao turned back to look at him again, he looked away and glanced at the reports and divorce agreements on the coffee table.
"You've been thinking about it for a month, but you still made such a choice?"
He picked up the divorce agreement on the table and looked at the extremely official content on it, his eyes were calm, he couldn't see his joy or anger, and he couldn't see what he was thinking.
Ji Xinyao let out a long breath: "Nancy, you already knew that my mother was forced to death by your grandfather, right?" Yan"
Gu Nancy frowned, put down the divorce agreement, and looked at her: "Xin Yao, you chose to divorce because I didn't tell you the truth earlier and hid it from you for too long?" Or is it just because of this resentment that has been separated by more than twenty years? ”
Ji Xinyao's gaze did not dodge, she looked directly into his eyes, and said calmly: "You don't tell the truth, although I am indeed not too comfortable, I can understand, you don't want to destroy the relationship between the two of us and the harmony of this marriage because of this matter, in fact, you are not wrong, you were only so young at that time, you don't know what your grandfather and father did, and there is no way to stop it, you are innocent, I know, so Nancy, I am very calm now, you and I will never become enemies, but this couple, I'm afraid we won't be able to do it anymore. ”
"I tried to let go of these pasts, after all, these so-called hatreds have never existed in my world, it has only appeared for a month, I thought I could let go, I thought I could ignore this qiē because of your goodness and your innocence, but Nancy, you and the Gu family are one, you are the Gu family, no one can change this, I can talk to you all day long in the twilight and think that this is the world of the two of us, and it has nothing to do with other people, but I can't be so selfish, my father and mother are old, Grandpa is so old, as the granddaughter-in-law of the Gu family, I can't stay in this place in the twilight forever, and avoid all the elders, maybe I can delay a little longer because I love your good, and drag it out until I can't delay it any longer, and then choose to leave, but this is a more unfair thing to you, Nancy, I just want to calm down and talk to you now, I hope you can sign this agreement. ”
Xin Yao's eyes were already red after saying this, but Gu Nancy was very calm, he just looked at her, and after she said these words, he said in a deep voice: "Since you are very calm now, then I can sue you directly, I won't sign this thing, since I Gu Nancy married you into the door, I never planned to sign this kind of thing!" ”
"You have to sign it!" Ji Xinyao's heart trembled, and she said angrily directly.
Gu Nancy looked at her, walked over, and when she was about to retreat vigilantly, he stretched out his long arm and held her in his arms, pressed the back of her head and back when she was struggling, and said gently: "Xin Yao, I know that you are sad, you can't face grandpa and dad, and I also know that you have been in a dilemma for the past month, I have been waiting, waiting for you to make a decision, because I have no other way but to wait, Gu Nancy may be able to control too many things, but he can't control your mood at the moment." ”
Xin Yao raised her eyes, looked at the ceiling of the living room, tried not to let the tears fall, pushed her hands on his chest, and pushed forward hard: "You let go of my ......"
But he hugged her tighter with his backhand: "I know it's hard for you to accept those truths, and it's even harder for you to accept a Gu family that has never been fair to you, Xin Yao, let me be selfish once, you should be for me, don't give up our home, don't leave, okay?" ”
Ji Xinyao gritted her teeth and pushed him away hard, the strength was something she had never before, Gu Nancy couldn't guard and was pushed back by her, and then he looked at her with a sad gaze: "...... Xin"
"Nancy Gu! Care! I'm sadder than anyone else for making such a choice! Over the past year, I understand how the Gu family has treated me, how you treat me, and how happy our marriage is! When I knew the truth of this so-called twenty years ago, I thought I was going to collapse, but I didn't, because the truth is the truth and I have no choice but to accept it! How dark is the officialdom of this country, maybe there are many people who are more ruthless than what your grandfather did back then, he is just one of them! But what can I do? I'm just a small citizen, and I can't get revenge on my mother! Even if your grandfather put a knife in front of me now and asked me to kill him, I wouldn't be able to do it! She yelled almost hard, "Don't you push me, okay?" I don't want to suffer like this anymore, on one side is you, on the other side is hatred, neither of these things can be cut off, and the people I torture are not like ghosts and ghosts in this month! Nancy, you're not selfish, it's me who is selfish! Shall I beg you to let me go? Let's get divorced, let me go! No matter how lonely and bitter my life will be in the future, it will be much better than the torment of ice and fire like I am now! ”
Gu Nancy stretched out her hand to hug her again, but she waved his hand away and glared at him with her eyes: "If it's just an ordinary feud between the two families, it's just an ordinary problem!" Your grandfather, Gu Zhanzhong, was alive back then
my mom! forced her to commit suicide by jumping off the building! At that time, the bloody scenes were still swirling in my head! Not only in my head, but those scenes and photos are still in your little room where all the information about that big case is sealed! ”
She looked at him and shouted, "If you were me, what would you do?" If your mother dies in front of you like this, one day you know that she was forced to death by the beloved people around you! What can you do? Nancy Gu! You come to sue me! What should I do? ”
"Don't get excited! Let's talk well, Xin Yao, you are pregnant now, you can't be too excited! Seeing that Xin Yao's eyes were red but she was desperately holding back tears, she finally broke out the love that had been suppressed for more than a month, her almost collapsed denial made Gu Nancy's brows furrow, and he stepped forward to pull her into his arms regardless of her struggle: "Okay, okay, you can say whatever you want, you can scold if you want, you can beat if you want, you can vent as much as you want, don't be too excited, it's not good for your health!" Have you forgotten what Dr. Jì told you? ”
Those resentments were hidden deep in her heart, she thought that she could scold mercilessly, and simply tear her face, but when her body was tightly held in his arms, Ji Xinyao finally couldn't help it, and cried loudly in his arms.
She had never cried like this, never cried so indulgently, as if her whole world had collapsed overnight, as if she was looking for hope in all despair but never found it, the despair and pain in her crying made him feel distressed.
Gu Nancy hugged her tightly, leaned down and kissed her hairline, a little down, kissed between her eyebrows, and kissed away the tears on her cheeks: "It's good to cry, I've watched you hold back for a whole month, I'm afraid that you will be depressed and sick, just cry out, Xin Yao, with me, I will always be with you, no matter what it is, let's face it together, I'll accompany you, okay?" ”
Xin Yao cried in his arms and shook his head vigorously, choking and shouting: "I want a divorce!" ”
"No way!" He refused directly, hugging her tighter.
"I want a divorce!" She insisted on crying in his arms, and pushed him: "Gu Nancy, let go of me!" Don't push me! I beg you! I beg you to let me go! Divorce me! I beg you! ”
He hugged her tightly and did not waver in the slightest: "I won't let go!" "You let go! Let go—"
Seeing that she was struggling too hard, Gu Nancy was afraid of hurting her, so she held her down while protecting her stomach, looked at her sternly when she writhed hard, and said sharply: "Ji Xinyao, if I let you go now, I will be the most fucking bastard in the whole world!" Now that you're like this, not only can't I let go of you, but from now on, you can't leave Nippori for half a step! I'm not at ease with your state! ”
"I don't have anything! I just want to leave! I just want to go! Can you let me go? I can't stand it anymore! Every day I dream of my mother's death! Nancy, I know you love me, and if you love me, you'll let me go! Don't let me be tortured like this, okay, I beg ......" Xin Yao cried and slowly lowered her body, her knees weak: "I beg you!" ”
Seeing that she was about to kneel, Gu Nancy's eyes turned red, and she pulled her up hard: "What are you doing here?" You are crazy! ”
"Yes! I'm crazy! I'm just crazy! If you can't sleep every day, and when you fall asleep, your dreams are full of you and your mother's bloody scenes, and you will go crazy! She shouted at him with red eyes: "Gu Nancy! Wen Qing is right, why do you have to tie me, a woman who has a deep hatred with your Gu family, by your side! Are you happy to see me uncomfortable? ”
"Why?" His eyes locked on hers, and his hands firmly held her shoulders for her to look at him: "Why am I like this, you don't know?" ”
Ji Xinyao shook her head vigorously and raised her hand to cover her ears: "I don't know!" I don't know anything! All I know is that I'm really going crazy! It was the hardest choice I've ever made in my life! But I can't help it! Nancy Gu! No matter how much I love you, my mother won't come back! My mom can't come back! She can't come back!! ”
Seeing that the more she talked, the more excited she became, and she was really forced to a peak because of this month's calm, Gu Nancy held down her constantly struggling body, lowered her voice and said, "You calm down first, let's think of other ways!" There will definitely be a way! There will be a way to get the best of both worlds, I don't want you to suffer in your heart every day, if you hurt me, I will hurt, Xin Yao, give me time, give me time, okay? ”
"How can I give you time! You already knew that the reason why you were hiding from me was that you always wanted to think of a way before I knew it? But after all this time, have you thought about it? Ji Xinyao stopped struggling and calmed down, but raised his eyes and looked at his eyes coldly, in addition to caring and distressing, there was also a touch of strictness, he actually cared more about this matter than her!
Gu Nancy was asked by her, and the hand holding her shoulder tightened.
Xin Yao sneered: "People can't be resurrected after death, what can you think of?" Can you give me back a living mom? Can you give me back a motherly childhood? Honestly, I never dared to expect anything that didn't exist at all! But why, I can obviously have this qiē, guide zhì I have been for more than 20 years
The person who was miserable and even forced my mother to death turned out to be your dear grandfather! And your father who is corrupt and bribe-taking, but doesn't pay any responsibility! My mom is innocent! Why are they trying to kill her! For the sake of the so-called reputation of your Gu family, for the safety of your Gu family, Shi Fang can go crazy, my mother can die, what else can he Gu Zhanzhong and Gu Yuanheng not do-"
She suddenly laughed again, and turned her head to laugh: "I finally know why Grandpa was just angry after learning that Shi Fang was picked up, but he didn't rush to send her away, because the retrospective period of that case has passed!" He could have driven a woman crazy to send him abroad under house arrest in order to protect his son! He can also tolerate Shi Fang being taken back in order to let Xiu Li, a grandson, enter the Gu family calmly! What an old man who will use all available means to achieve a qiē goal! ”
She smiled: "My mother is even more stupid, what does she think is the use of leaving that necklace, the retrospective period has passed, this necklace can at most ruin the reputation of a few real sinners in that case, but I, Ji Xinyao, have no power or power, what can a necklace do in my hands?" She blinked and continued to laugh: "So I know now why He Manni was so eager to find the necklace after I married you, she was afraid that I would use your strength...... If Gu Nancy wants to turn that case over and pursue it again, the influence will be different......"
Gu Nancy looked at her and saw that she was staring at herself, her eyes were cold, but she was really calm.
Perhaps she was always calm, and she had to use all these painful emotions to be able to say all the things she wanted to say.
He looked into her eyes and looked at her deeply: "Xin Yao, I know your pain, I know that your mother's death has always been a big shock in your life, but you are used to restraint and don't like to magnify the pain, now these truths are overwhelming you, you have no other way but to escape, but where can you escape?" Where do you flee to, can I rest assured? ”
He raised his hand and stroked her tear-drenched cold cheeks: "You are pregnant now, with such a big belly, how will you live without me?" ”
She looked at him with red eyes: "I can live well, Ji Xinyao is not so fragile!" Gu Nancy, even if I leave you, I won't die! ”
"But I will!" He interrupted her, his eyes heavy.
She was stunned and looked at him in astonishment.
"If you leave, I'll worry about you all day, I won't be able to eat, I won't sleep well, I'm afraid it will be difficult to concentrate at work, you won't die, but I will." He looked at him, his eyes were determined, and finally gradually slowed down his voice, and said softly: "You are a little hedgehog that I have plucked out of my thorns, once you leave my sight, do you want me to live only with the thorns you left behind?" ”
Ji Xinyao lowered her face coldly: "Gu Nancy, are you forcing me?" ”
He was silent, looked at her for a long time, and then said, "Yes, I am forcing you, forcing you to stay, forcing you to stay by my side obediently." ”
"What if I won't?" She glared at him.
Gu Nancy smiled, didn't answer, unexpectedly picked her up suddenly, and when she was about to whisper in shock, she lowered her head and said gently: "It's useless to argue about this now, you didn't sleep all night last night, and you've been crying for a long time now, I'll take you back to the bedroom to sleep first, look at your face, it's already very unhealthy, don't let me worry about you from now on, just be kind to me, huh?" Wife? ”
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I've been dizzy for the past two days.,I really want to change the update time.,But in the past few years, I've been used to updating in the early morning.,Hey,I'm really afraid that I won't be able to stay up one day.,How to control staying up late.,Tangled.。