Chapter 252 [5000 Words] (Countdown to the Ending)
Gu Nancy's actions made Ji Xinyao stunned, until she came back to her senses, she had already been carried into the bedroom by him.
As soon as she wanted to speak, he gently put her on the bed: "If you don't sleep all night, aren't you sleepy [text version source Yihe]?" ”
"Nan ......" Ji Xinyao opened his mouth, but he pulled the quilt over her and covered her: "Sleep the most now, sleep obediently, obedient." Cover"
"I don't ......" Ji Xinyao originally wanted to say that she was not sleepy, so how could she sleep, he had never seen this side of Gu Nancy, he actually pretended to be deaf and dumb with her at such a time!
And Gu Nancy had already gotten up at this time, and when she was busy and about to get up, he turned around, glanced at her, and saw the stubbornness in her eyes, so he frowned: "No matter how much you toss, I won't sign the divorce report and agreement, it's better to sleep obediently and recuperate." (Kazuru)
Seriously, Ji Xinyao can hate the Gu family, but she only doesn't want to turn her face with Gu Nancy, seeing him like this, she also knows that he is just laughing on the surface, he must be very sad in his heart, maybe it is not a way to be in a hurry, she leaned on the head of the bed, looked at his expression as he stood on the edge of the bed and looked at herself, did not speak again, just closed her eyes, and then retracted her whole body into the quilt, lifted the quilt and covered her head.
As a result, the quilt was removed by him after a while: "Don't sleep like this, it will be stuffy, lie down well." He leaned down and laid his hand gently over her head.
Xin Yao didn't speak, just looked at him silently, with a hint of resoluteness in her eyes, meaning that she had to divorce.
It's been a month, she's been suffering for a month, no matter how reluctant she is, if she continues like this, I'm afraid she will really go crazy.
"Don't think about it so much, go to bed first, I'm not going to the city hall today, but there are some things to deal with, if you can't find me when you wake up, go to the study, huh?"
Listening to Gu Nancy's words, Xin Yao just grabbed the corner, the more he did this, the more she felt that she was cruel, obviously she was already in a state of falling apart, why bother maintaining this illusion as if nothing had changed, Gu Nancy, are you betting on my Ji Xinyao's soft-hearted Cheng and the depth of love for you?
But now, it's not the time to measure a qiē by love.
Maybe Gu Nancy understood that he just looked deeply at her lying quietly on the bed, and then turned around and walked out, before he turned around, his eyes were heavy.
Ji Xinyao's face is indeed a little pale at this time, she hasn't slept well recently, she didn't close her eyes until dawn all night, her body really can't stand it, even though she hides too many things and too many things that need to be solved, but after all, she still can't think too much, when the bedroom door was gently closed by him, she closed her eyes, sighed lightly, indulged herself to sleep first, and waited until she woke up.
In the dream, it was bloody.
Two small figures sat in a pool of blood all over the ground, looking at the blur of flesh and blood in front of them, it was the mother who was walking in the high-rise building with them alive ten minutes ago, it was the mother who dressed up beautifully every day, and would take her and Xiuli to play bumper cars for five cents once a time with a smile......
It was Gu Zhanzhong who forced your mother Shan Xiaoou to death!
It was Gu Zhanzhong who forced you's mother to commit suicide by jumping off the building, and it was Gu Zhanzhong who recklessly took people's lives for his own selfish interests, not only forcing your mother to death, but also ruining your life!
"Yaoyao comes, mother hugs ......"
She was holding the little doll, looking at the smiling mother who was squatting in front of her eyes, grinning, putting the doll in her hand aside, and then jumping into the woman's arms......
But just pounced, but she pounced into the air, and there was a terrifying tall building under her feet, and if she took a step further, she would be as bloody as the woman who had just jumped down......
"Mom...... Mommy ......"
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"Ahh
Ji Xinyao sat up abruptly from the bed, staring at the corner of the wall with her eyes wide open, and sat there blankly, without moving for a long time.
"Xin Yao?" He Jiezhen looked at her expression after waking up, and was also startled by her, and looked at her for a long time before asking softly: "Child, are you having a nightmare?" ”
Ji Xinyao turned her head suddenly, and saw He Jiezhen sitting beside her, she was stunned, looked around, and she was obviously still in the twilight......
The word "Mom" that was about to be called out of her lips squirmed for a while and then suddenly stopped, although He Jiezhen was also a victim in that incident back then, and she was also innocent, but she had come to this point, this mother, she couldn't call it out.
"What kind of nightmare are you doing, scared like this, you can't even speak?" He Jiezhen raised her hand and stroked her hair: "Look at you, there is so much cold sweat on your forehead, it's a dream, don't be frightened." ”
As she spoke, He Jiezhen got up and went out to pour her a glass of water and handed it to her: "Then, drink a glass of water first to suppress the shock." ”
Xin Yao took the cup and lowered it
Head drank water, still didn't speak, she had been hiding from the Gu family for a month, and she still saw He Jiezhen, she didn't know what to say now.
"I called this morning, only to hear Nancy say that yesterday was your birthday, you child, you don't tell your family on your birthday, do you only spend it with Nancy and your little two? I spent it with him yesterday, shouldn't we let our family celebrate you today? After all, this is your first birthday after marrying into the Gu family, why do you want everyone to get together, you see, how about going to the Gu house tonight? I came here to take a look, lest you, the kid, be embarrassed to refuse. ”
He Jiezhen said with a smile: "There have been a lot of things in the city hall recently, when I came just now, Nancy was still talking to the secretary on the phone, I didn't say hello, I came in directly to see you, saw you asleep, I wanted to help you tidy up the quilt, but as soon as I sat down, I saw you girl screaming and sitting up, which scared me!" What kind of dream are you intimidated to be? ”
After Xin Yao drank a few sips of water, she took the glass out of her mouth, put down her hand, hesitated, turned her head and smiled: "It's nothing, it's just an ordinary nightmare, I'm not a child anymore, it's okay to have a birthday, I don't have to celebrate like this, so I'm not used to it." ”
When He Jiezhen heard this, she heard that she was obviously refusing, so she simply sat on the edge of the bed, took the cup in her hand and put it aside: "Xin Yao, why is your face so bad?" I don't want to look back on the birthday of the house, but the old man has been talking to you every day lately, and you haven't been back for more than a month, so why do you have to take the time to go back and see. But you kid...... This face ......"
He Jiezhen raised her hand, touched her head lovingly, and touched her face again: "Do you have something on your mind?" ”
Ji Xinyao shook her head: "No, I may not have fully woken up from the nightmare, and I just got up, and my brain is a little dizzy, don't be surprised." ”
He Jiezhen looked at her again, and saw that she was really fine, but the whole person was quiet and a little unusual, she stretched out her hand, held Xin Yao's hand, thought about it, and said: "Xin Yao, there are some things that my mother doesn't know whether to say or not......"
Ji Xinyao turned her head and looked at He Jiezhen: "What do you want to say?" ”
"I called in the morning and knew that after your birthday yesterday, you didn't tell Nancy that I would come over. I came here suddenly, when I just came in, I saw a few things pressed by two books on the coffee table, I wanted to tidy up the coffee table casually, but I pulled out those two things and looked at ......."
As she spoke, He Jiezhen looked at her: "Xin Yao, what's the matter with you and Nancy?" What about that divorce report and agreement? ”
Ji Xinyao was stunned for a moment, and was thinking about how to explain, when the bedroom door opened, and Gu Nancy stood in front of the door: "Mom, aren't you going to accompany Yufei?" ”
He Jiezhen only glanced back at him, then continued to turn her head and look at Ji Xinyao.
In this situation, Ji Xinyao didn't want to directly face the Gu family's questioning, she lowered her head, her hand was quietly clenched into a fist, her nails were embedded in her palm, and the pain made her remember what she was doing clearly.
Having come to this point, she no longer had a choice, so she simply raised her head and said: "I ......"
"Mom, come on." And at this moment, Gu Nancy said lightly at the door.
He Jiezhen frowned, looked at Xin Yao who wanted to speak but suddenly stopped, looked at her son again, got up and walked over: "Nancy? ”
And Gu Nancy only put one hand in his trouser pocket, because he didn't go to the city hall, he only wore a more casual and comfortable clothes at home, but even so, when he turned around and walked to the living room, it still made people feel stressed.
After the bedroom door was closed, Ji Xinyao didn't know how Gu Nancy would explain to He Jiezhen, but he didn't have the energy to explain to others now, and she didn't have the energy to explain the reasons while taking into account the feelings of others.
If Gu Family had taken into account Shan Xiaoou's feelings and estimated what would happen to her, an ignorant child, in the future, would she be merciful and not drive Shan Xiaoou to a dead end?
They were cruel, but why couldn't she be ruthless?
If you keep torturing yourself like this, I'm afraid that sooner or later you will be haggard, and people are not like people and ghosts......
Gu Nancy didn't know what she talked to He Jiezhen, in short, before He Jiezhen left, she didn't come in to disturb her again, Xin Yao sat on the bed alone, looked at the afternoon sun outside the window, squinted, uncovered the quilt and got out of bed, opened the bedroom door and walked out.
And the moment she walked out, she saw Gu Nancy sitting on the sofa in the living room, holding the two divorce reports in her hands, as if she was about to take them to the shredder to destroy.
She simply walked over and snatched the reports from his hand: "Gu Nancy, do you see it?" I can't hold back any good face just in the face of you and Mom, are you sure we're going to go on like this? Aren't you afraid that I will anger your grandfather to death in the Gu family and expose your father's ugliness back then? You're not afraid to bury this time bomb of mine around you like this,
One day, I'll be blinded by hatred and do something that even I don't expect? ”
"Now that you're up, let's eat." He ignored the things she was holding, and as if he didn't hear what she said, he turned around and walked to the kitchen: "I made you a lot of food at noon, but seeing that you were still sleeping at that time, I put it in the pot and heated it, and now you can eat it." ”
Ji Xinyao looked at him uncomfortably, couldn't stand his gentleness like thin ice, and quickly rushed over to hold his hand: "Nancy! It's torturing me, and it's torturing yourself! Divorce is the best option for us! Will you let me go? I don't want to force myself to the point of making trouble in Gu's house one day! I'm leaving, because I don't want to push everything into the most uncontrollable situation! I can be calm in the face of you! But I can't guarantee what will happen to me when I see your grandfather and your father! I beg you to let me go [Ichizuru start]! ”
He glanced at her, didn't speak at first, then gently pulled away her hand that was tightly wrapped around his arm, and whispered, "Let's eat." ”
With that, he went into the kitchen and went to get the dishes and chopsticks.
She raised her hand and touched her stomach, and tears rained down in an instant.
Nancy, don't you try any harder, okay......
You're only going to make me feel more cruel, do you have to torture me like this?
When he brought out the food and motioned for her to come over to eat, Ji Xinyao didn't move, still standing there, looking at him fixedly.
"Come eat, you haven't eaten in the morning." He urged.
"You're not leaving, are you?" She didn't look at the food on the table, just stared at him.
He frowned, as if he didn't like this topic very, very much, and his voice was a little colder, but with more determination: "I said I wouldn't sign, I don't want to repeat it a third time, come over and eat." ”
Ji Xinyao turned around and returned to the bedroom, not even looking at him anymore.
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On this day, she didn't eat, no matter how Gu Nancy tried to coax her, she only closed her eyes and leaned on the edge of the bed, and said: "Divorce, let me go." ”
Gu Nancy still didn't sign it, because she was so stubborn on a hunger strike, and simply took those things to the paper machine and crushed them all and threw them into the paper basket.
This night, Ji Xinyao woke up from her dream again, only to find that Gu Nancy was not lying beside her.
She was very hungry, and knew that the baby in her belly must be hungry too, so she glanced at the time, 3 o'clock in the morning.
She got up, thinking that even if she didn't eat, she should let the baby have some nutrition, so she simply wanted to find herself some soy milk powder to drink, but when she opened the bedroom door, she saw the light in the living room turn on.
I just wanted to ask him where he went so late, but before he could speak, he saw a little drunkenness in his eyes, and the eyes were bright red bloodshots, he didn't speak, and his slender fingers were unbuttoning the shirt on his body.
"Have dinner in the evening?" She frowned, having no idea when he had gone out.
"Well, the dinner arranged by the Electric Power Bureau, this year's renovation of the city's electricity industry needs government approval, and there are some unusual movements on their side, so I took this opportunity to explore the wind." He replied, then turned and walked to the bathroom: "I'll go take a shower." ”
Ji Xinyao looked at Gu Nancy's somewhat stumbling steps, and her heart was extremely sad.
Why does life always have to arrange so many forks in the road for her, I thought that such happiness would be a lifetime, but it came to an end.
The hunger strike just wanted to force him to divorce, but she still had to care about his stomach, and originally wanted to make some soybean milk powder for herself, but in the end, she went to make sobering tea.
She put the cup on the coffee table in the living room, thought for a moment, and without waiting for him to come out of the bathroom, she turned back to the bedroom and got into the quilt, but she couldn't sleep anymore.
Because as soon as I close my eyes, it's all those bloody dreams all over the ground, a month, a whole month.
Was it mom watching her from heaven?
She didn't know anything before, so she blindly chose this happiness, but now that she knows it, can she continue with such peace of mind?
She didn't dare to close her eyes, as long as she closed them, she saw flesh and blood all over the ground and those round eyes on her bloody face.
Tossing and turning and not daring to sleep again, after a while, she heard the sound of the bathroom door opening, she listened attentively, hoping that Gu Nancy could see the sobering tea on the coffee table, hoping that he could drink some.
But she didn't hear him pick up the cup, only heard him come out of the bathroom and go straight to the second floor, without even going back to the bedroom.
She forced him to skip meals like this, and he had nothing to say to her.
Ji Xinyao reluctantly curled the corners of her mouth, hugged the quilt, and said softly in the quilt: "I'm sorry......"
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