Love after marriage: Qin Fei gets himself (66)
"You know what?" Qin Muyan squinted slightly and looked at her face: "When I kicked open the door of the Gu family's attic, I saw you kneeling on the ground, such a big belly, there was actually my child, at that moment, I was deceived and fooled with anger on the top of my head, I didn't demolish the attic at that time, how much self-control did I use?" ”
Gu Yufei will never forget his expression that day, the anger in his eyes that day, and the trace of heat on his body that finally cooled down when he touched her.
She had thought for the past two days, maybe she was wrong, maybe she really shouldn't have followed his drinking pleasure that night in order to leave a memory, it was because she knew that she had a part of the responsibility, so she had been silently waiting for the dawn for two years.
Wait until she is tired, wait until she finally decides to let go, wait until she sees that she would rather be by his side, coquettish like a cheerful bird.
Today, however, he told her that he was special to her.
Her eyes were cold, and she looked at his eyebrows, and suddenly found that she had never felt him so strange in eleven years.
"So, Qin Muyan." Gu Yufei looked at him lightly: "You loved me, right?" ”
He pursed his thin lips slightly, looked at her quietly, and did not admit or deny Zhu.
But she saw a glimmer of tenderness in his eyes, which was too foreign to her.
Gu Yufei suddenly smiled, stood up, and looked at him with a cold expression: "I thought you had never been moved by me, I thought you had always been just a pathetic good brother's sister to me, so until the moment I just walked into this hotel, I didn't have a word of complaint, even the slightest resentment." Even if I hate, I only hate myself for being vain and unable to think about it all these years! ”
"But you actually sued me today, you have always been special to me, and you even like me and love me." Gu Yufei looked at him and said with a smile: "You loved me, but you didn't believe me!" You've loved me, but you can't even listen to my explanation! If you loved me, you took revenge on me in this way! Qin Muyan! I'd rather you never loved me, I'd rather I've always been just unrequited love, and I wouldn't hate you, because I thought it was all imposed on you! But you loved me! ”
She smiled, but the smile didn't reach the bottom of her eyes: "From the day I got married, I knew that you were taking revenge on me." How much do you hate me? ”
For her calm on the surface at the moment, but the excitement under the calm surface was obvious, Qin Muyan stared at her eyes full of indignation, and said in a deep voice: "There is as much love, as much anger as there is, there is as much hatred." ”
Gu Yufei smiled and turned her head, but the tears were instantly hidden in her eyes, and she gritted her teeth with hatred.
All the life she thought she had taken the blame for more than two years, all the sadness and sadness hidden under the smiling face, so the wounds and blood under her tough shell all came back to her in this moment.
She used to think it hurts, and she got used to it.
But all the pain over the years is less than one-tenth of the pain now.
She clenched her fists hanging down at her side, recalling Qin Muyan's attitude towards herself over the years, his every movement, every expression.
Recalling the words he threw down on the wedding night that almost poked into her heart like a knife.
"That's our eleven years?" She endured it all, and turned her head abruptly, her eyes coldly looking at his expression that was so peaceful that it couldn't be more peaceful at the moment.
Qin Muyan was very different today, although she didn't know why he suddenly talked to her so patiently, why he suddenly told the truth about his feelings for her like this, although she didn't know how he could sit on the edge of the bed so calmly, quietly looking at her expression that was about to clench her teeth now.
And under her cold questioning, he only hooked his lips slightly.
Gu Yufei took a deep breath and sneered: "I used my eleven years of affection in exchange for your Qin Muyan's revenge in the name of love!" I've never hated you......"
She stepped back step by step, looking at the inexplicable trace of tenderness and a faint hint of apology in his eyes, and retreated to the door step by step: "But I can't figure it out now......"
"I thought I wouldn't hate you no matter how far I got in my life......"
She slowly retreated, looking at him, until she retreated to the door, suddenly sneered and glanced at him, then suddenly reached out and pulled the door open, turned and walked out quickly.
The sound of the door panel being slammed shut knocked on people's hearts, Qin Muyan didn't chase after him, just stood up, walked to the window, opened the curtains, and silently looked at the colorful night of G City outside the window.
I thought I wouldn't hate you no matter how far I got in my life......
I thought I would never hate you in my life......
yes, how could she not hate him.
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More than a week ago, Qin Muyan was lying in a ward in a private hospital in Boston, preparing for surgery.
Acute enteritis, the attack is too thorough, perhaps because he has been immersed in the business for many years and lingers in the wine and dinner all the year round, his stomach has long been unable to support it, and acute enteritis is even more unexpected.
He stayed in the hospital for a week to observe, temporarily cut off contact with the outside world, but on the second day of hospitalization, he asked Xu Wucheng to go to the hotel where he and Gu Yufei had a relationship after drinking to retrieve the video of that year.
In the past two years, he has not planned to inquire about anything about the hotel, including the video, after all, what is happening in the room is unlikely to be captured by the hotel's surveillance.
However, when Gu Yufei's expression when he filed for divorce that day, as well as the time spent living together, her various attitudes made him gradually disintegrate his denial and anger towards her at the beginning.
When she filed for divorce that day, he saw the tears she shed after hugging her, he didn't feel it, he tortured the woman he once cared about and couldn't bear to hurt for two years to such an extent, he really didn't know how cruel it was.
But he was always reluctant to investigate the truth of the year.
It's like not wanting to open the wounds that you don't want to touch.
But after lying in the hospital for a day, the doctor did not let him leave, he lay in the hospital bed, without the busyness of work, without the trouble of complicated things, for more than two years, he can finally calm down and think about too many things.
Nine days ago. The door of the ward was pushed open, and the doctor was checking Qin Muyan's physical condition at the bedside, explaining what percentage of the risk of tomorrow's surgery would be, and some other things.
Xu Wucheng walked in and put a file bag in his hand on his desk: "Boss, this is what you want." ”
"It's been two years ago, and you found it so quickly?" Qin Muyan asked casually, and then motioned for the doctor to go out first.
"It's just that the surveillance video in the hotel lobby at that time, as well as the surveillance video in the elevator and corridor, as long as you use some connections, it is easy to find out, but the ...... in the room" Xu Wucheng said: "It is indeed not." ”
Qin Muyan nodded, reached out and took out the file bag on the table, and took out a stack of photos that had been washed out after video interception, and a CD.
Xu Wucheng didn't know why his boss asked him to check these things before, but it wasn't until he got those videos and when he went to get the photos, when he saw the photos, he vaguely guessed that it was related to Gu Yufei.
He took the laptop and handed it to Qin Muyan, then turned around and walked out of the ward.
Qin Muyan first looked at the photos, and had already seen some answers in the photos, the more he looked at them, the more he frowned, and finally turned on the laptop and put the disc in.
What is shown on the screen is that he is drunk and supported by Gu Yufei, although Gu Yufei is tall, but he still looks petite next to him, she supports him, the whole person is a little staggering, since she helped him into the hotel, his whole person has been wrapped around her, even if she pushes him, he will not let go, just leaning on her side and hugging him, as if he is holding a rare treasure.
This is not the same process as what Qin Muyan did at the beginning.
He only remembered that he was drunk, and because Gu Yufei was pregnant with a child at such a light time, he thought that night was planned by her throughout the whole process, but the movements of the two in the video and those simple body words proved to him that he had been sticking to her, even when she helped him into the elevator, he also saw Gu Yufei angrily hit his chest with his arm, but he hugged her sticky again, so tall and leaning on her body like that, the scoundrel even Qin Muyan himself couldn't stand it... …
Later, in the elevator and corridor, Gu Yufei staggered to help him with unsteady steps, his movements were not very skillful, but he was careful not to let him fall.
Although Qin Muyan didn't know what happened in the room after that, he could see from these videos that Gu Yufei had helped him to the hotel out of kindness, and the person who had been holding him and refused to let go was himself......
Looking at the movements of the two when they entered the room in the video, Qin Muyan pressed the pause, raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows