At the moment when he mentioned our eleven years, Gu Yufei's indifferent gaze gradually faded, but it was always slightly cold, she just looked at his side face quietly.

After looking at it for a long time, he suddenly turned his head and looked out the window silently, without struggling anymore.

Perhaps, it is good to have a break.

Borui Hotel is near Beidou Avenue in G City, and it takes less than ten minutes to take a taxi, and when she got out of the car, Qin Muyan originally reached out to pull her, but Gu Yufei didn't use him to pull herself, so she turned around and opened the door on the other side and got out of the car.

Seeing that she had calmed down, Qin Muyan looked at her, waited for her to come over, and the two entered the hotel together.

Gu Yufei raised his eyes and glanced at the hotel. The big sign, and then turned to look at the taxi that had already driven away, with a cool look.

Because she no longer struggled or tried to escape, Qin Muyan did not urge her, but stood there quietly, with one hand. into his trouser pocket, just like that, looking at her, waiting for her to do her own psychological foreshadowing.

When Gu Yufei turned her head to look at him, somehow, in her eyes, she seemed to see something more and something missing in Qin Muyan.

She looked at him: "What's the difference between coming to the hotel to talk and talking on the street?" ”

"I think we should sit down and talk quietly and patiently." He replied.

Gu Yufei smiled, but she laughed a little cold, then she took a deep breath, glanced at the bag she was carrying, and then looked at the sky, it was almost dark now, she had planned to go to Nippori before dark, and she would go back to take care of Qingqing after sitting at her brother and sister-in-law's house, but now it seems that she has no chance to go to Nippori today.

So she walked directly into the hotel with the bag, Qin Muyan always maintained the posture of just standing, even if she had walked into the door of the hotel, he was still standing there, and after more than ten seconds, he moved his footsteps, took his hand out of his trouser pocket, took out a box of cigarettes in his pocket, thought about it, but did not smoke, put the cigarette case back, and walked into the hotel.

When she was in the elevator, Gu Yufei just stood there silently, without saying a word, she was no longer the Gu Yufei who liked to stick to him like she would rather do, constantly looking for topics to chat with him, talk to him, and know his mood.

In her world with him, there was nothing but silence and countless frosts.

She doesn't have the heart to care about whether the emotions are still strong or resentful, she doesn't want to care, and she doesn't want to count these, in fact, divorce is also a relief, let him go, and let herself go.

When he followed Qin Muyan to the door of the room, he opened it. The door, pushing open the door and signaling her to enter, the patience in his eyes, the slight change in his attitude made her suspicious, but he just looked at him, and walked in without saying a word.

Looking at her silent and obedient, but obviously because she didn't want to care, she was already fearless in her back, Qin Muyan's eyes were mixed with something, and she didn't see it.

"What to drink?" Qin Muyan asked when he walked in.

"I'm not thirsty, what do you want to talk about, hurry up, my daughter is still sleeping in the hotel, and I will cry when I wake up after a while and can't see me." Gu Yufei turned around and sat on the sofa, put down the bag in his hand, and his eyes were very light.

Qin Muyan walked over with a sigh, looked down at her expression, looked at her for a while, and asked with an inexplicable smile: "The taste of being misunderstood is really uncomfortable." ”

Gu Yufei turned his head and looked at him inexplicably.

However, he didn't explain anything about this sentence, but then took a step back, and just sat casually on the edge of the bed opposite her, looking at her face with dark eyes: "Now that I've come to this point, I think that even if you want to divorce anyway, I should tell you something." Otherwise, it's too unfair to you. ”

Gu Yufei didn't speak, just looked at him.

"Eleven years ago, at the airport, when I saw you standing there with your suitcase for the first time, I felt that my eyes lit up, and Gu Yufei at that time was a very different scenery in my heart, not only because you are the sister of my good brother, but also because many of your qualities are attractive enough, including me. I am a man, and every unmarried man will naturally fall in love with a good and beautiful woman, and I am certainly no exception. ”

"But there is always one person in my heart, and that one you know. So even if I am tempted, I always treat you as a sister. Because Qin Muyan identified the girl named Ji Xinyao at that time, he didn't want to live up to his search and waiting for so many years, and he didn't want to lose the self who was full of justice and wanted to protect the little red-faced child for the rest of his life. This is the only thing he insists on for so long in the cruel and ruthless business world in the wind and rain in the United States. That is, if he wants to find Ji Xinyao, he must marry Ji Xinyao, and he wants to give Ji Xinyao a stable and comfortable life. ”

"People have a belief, and in those years, that was my belief."

Speaking of this, Qin Muyan suddenly smiled: "Think about it now, and then think about the one qiē that insisted at that time, it is indeed ridiculous." But the unknown of life, and the kind of things that have been identified in my heart since I was a teenager, is like an ignorant little boy who desperately grabs a piece of driftwood in front of him, so as not to be overwhelmed by the changeable things in this world. ”

"You keep asking me why others can't, but only you can't." Qin Muyan suddenly looked at her and whispered, "I'll sue you now." ”

For some reason, for a moment, Gu Yufei felt a little suffocated.

She has known Qin Muyan for too many years, he has never said so many things in front of anyone, or in front of her, and he has never told anyone what he thinks.

He was always like that, he did whatever he wanted, he didn't need others to understand, he never explained, and he didn't have the patience to explain anything for a person or a thing.

His sentence "I sue you now" seems to be the only ray of light after her ups and downs in this marriage for many years, there is obviously a trace of expectation, but if you think about it carefully, this expectation instantly becomes cold.

Her expression didn't change, because it was he who wanted to talk, so she listened quietly and didn't interject.

"Why can't you?" Qin Muyan looked at her and said seriously: "Because I care about Gu Yufei, I don't want this woman named Gu Yufei to be hurt because of Qin Muyan's ridiculous stubbornness and attachment to Ji Xinyao, I can be abusive to others, I can act on the spot, even if those women fall in love with me, I can retreat cleanly." Because the future is too unknown, because Qin Muyan's heart is not clean enough, he can't let go of a qiē to accommodate a person who has been put on wings by my own hands, I can't give you what I want, and naturally I can't destroy you. ”

"So, even though I knew what you were thinking for a long time, I always pretended not to know, and until you broke through the qiē, you asked me with red eyes, why you are the only one, and I couldn't answer at that time. Responding or not responding is a kind of harm, and my subsequent estrangement is just to downplay this hurt, and there is absolutely no intention of escaping. He looked at her fixedly: "Gu Yufei, do you know what I was thinking when I knew that you were pregnant with my flesh and blood, and even hid it from me for seven or eight months?" ”

"Hate me?" She finally spoke.

"Hate?" Qin Muyan smiled, laughed for a long time, then smiled, looked into her eyes, and said for a while: "What should be hated may be myself." I'm just very messy, after learning that Ji Xinyao married Gu Nancy, I was in a state of chaos in my heart for a long time. That is the most dazed day for me Qin Muyan in the past 30 years, men are indeed not like women who cry when they have anything, but people's hearts are flesh and blood, and Qin Muyan also has fragile times. ”

"I've messed up on one side, and when I haven't sorted out a good thing, yours is messed up too. When I learned the reason for your pregnancy, I only thought it was a bolt from the blue, although I often drink, occasionally drunk, but people say that drunk three times to wake up, in those social circles outside, there are not a few women who want to climb into my bed, but even when I am drunk, no woman has succeeded. ”

He paused: "It's just you." ”

"I can't even remember your face afterwards, but you were so pregnant, for seven or eight months that I didn't know it was pregnant with my flesh and bones in my belly, and I didn't know it at all. Hatred may not be enough, but anger does exist. ”

He looked at her with a straight face: "The relationship between the Gu family and the Qin family can't tolerate such a stain, that will not only ruin you, but also ruin the friendship between the Gu and Qin families, as well as the relationship between me and your brother Gu Nancy." ”

"You know what?" Qin Muyan squinted slightly and looked at her face: "When I kicked open the door of the Gu family's attic, I saw you kneeling on the ground, such a big belly, there was actually my child, at that moment, I was deceived and fooled with anger on the top of my head, I didn't demolish the attic at that time, how much self-control did I use?" ”

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[Qin, is this swollen? Swollen will suddenly talk to her so much? 】

[I don't know if it's motion sickness or a cold today, and I feel dizzy and nauseous after coming back from shopping with my parents at night, which is really uncomfortable. I was going to take a day off with my relatives, and I wanted to take a break for a day off, but I suddenly woke up after sleeping until almost 0 o'clock, and I couldn't sleep when I thought that I hadn't updated...... Taking advantage of the fact that he was barely comfortable, he hurried to the code word...... I'm a typical obsessive-compulsive disorder. >0