376 Don't leave me again
"Don't go."
"I'm not leaving." Gu Xiangyi said.
Rong Shao didn't close the door, Gu Xiangyi returned to the living room and brought over the handbag and a paper bag he left at the door. Gu Xiaochen made some snacks today, Rong Shao didn't eat them early, anyway, it was nearby, Gu Xiangyi also had to go out for a walk, so she sent it over, she was still very hesitant along the way, thinking that she would come back after sending a snack, she definitely didn't come because she wanted to see Rong Xigu.
Unexpectedly, what she saw was Rong Shao like this, she thought, fortunately she came.
There is no hot water at home, where he lives, his personal breath is heavier, it is very clean, and there is no popularity, Gu Xiangyi went to the kitchen to boil hot water, the water has not yet opened, and Rong Shao has taken a bath.
"Do you take a combat bath?"
"I'm afraid you're gone." Rong Shao wiped his head and said, Gu Xiangyi's heart was sour, she had been in New York for so long, and it was the first time she took the initiative to come to him, Rong Shao looked at her openly, and turned back to take the hair dryer, "Blow my head." ”
"You don't have hands." Although Gu Xiangyi said so, he still took the hair dryer and helped him blow his hair, Rong Shao enjoyed it very much, he had a lot of heads, his roots were very hard, and he was almost dry in ten minutes.
The water was also boiling, Gu Xiangyi made tea, brought it over, and brought the snacks they made, Rong Shao didn't like to eat sweet, this dessert was very low in sugar, he usually liked to eat it, Gu Xiaochen made some, and Gu Xiangyi learned and made some.
Rong Shao asked, "Which ones did you do?" ”
Gu Xiangyi smiled and pointed to the not-so-good-looking one, "That's what I made, you can try it if it's delicious." ”
Rong Shao didn't dislike it, he decisively picked it up and tried it, and ate several pieces in a row, Gu Xiangyi smiled and said, "Don't be so reluctant, what I make is not as delicious as my mother's cooking." ”
"I like it." Gu Xiangyi was a little sad, but she didn't know what to say, so she could only follow Rong Shao, since he likes it, then eat it, anyway, she also likes to make it for him.
After the reunion, it was rare to have such a peaceful time, Gu Xiangyi was a little uncomfortable, "You left in such a hurry today, did you go to see your mother?" ”
"Hmm."
"You said something about me, that's why she's angry?" Gu Xiangyi could guess a little.
Rong Shao shook his head and told the matter again, Gu Xiangyi frowned, did Rong Rong beat Rong Shao when he was unhappy, did she beat him every time he went to see Rong Rong, how many years did he endure it?
Rong Shao didn't say, and she didn't ask again.
It's a very uncomfortable thing.
Gu Xiangyi asked, "She beat you, why didn't you hide?" ”
"She doesn't like it in her own heart, so it's okay to beat me to vent."
"You ......" Gu Xiangyi was a little annoyed, Rong Shao looked at Gu Xiangyi lightly, and said softly, "Xiangyi, that's my mother." ”
In a word, Gu Xiangyi was blocked.
That's my mom, and I don't have a choice.
Gu Xiangyi sighed, "Forget it, I won't talk about you, I will only send you snacks, you can rest early after eating, I'll go back first." ”
I don't know why, Rong Shao is so filial, she is very angry, Gu Xiangyi has always liked filial boys, as long as he is filial, he must not be a bad person, he will have a very soft heart, she has always believed in it, but now, he would rather Rong Shao, not be so filial, not so obedient, at least, think about yourself, don't let yourself get hurt.
He is such a big person, he has to know how to protect himself, his mother is his mother, but if he makes a mistake, he makes a mistake, he can't blame, but he can avoid unnecessary harm, why let himself be hurt.
As soon as she stood up, Rong Shao took her hand and whispered, "Xiangyi, don't go, stay with me." ”
Gu Xiangyi turned his head and looked at him condescendingly, he tilted his head, a little nervous expectation, his eyes were fragile, Gu Xiangyi's heart hurt sharply as if he was being pinched. How could she be willing to break Rong Shao's prayers, how could she be willing, after Rong Shao was bullied, she just walked away, although she was angry in her heart, she didn't know what to be angry about.
"I need you ......" Rong Shao said softly, fading his arrogant appearance, fading his disguise, fading away a qiē, he is just a man who needs Gu Xiangyi, a very ordinary, very ordinary, a man who longs for love.
She couldn't say a word.
Lying on the bed, but couldn't sleep, Rong Shao was peaceful, he didn't do anything, however, this atmosphere was embarrassing, Gu Xiangyi stayed and knew that he was going to be bullied by this beast again, who knows, he was so well-behaved, he just hugged her to sleep. The dark eyes had been looking at her, like a ball of black water, rippling and shimming, and in the small space, she felt nervous and uncomfortable.
The heartbeat is also fast.
"Sleep." Gu Xiangyi said with a little wolf, how can anyone look at people like this, it's simply ...... Too focused eyes will make people blushing and overwhelmed, like she is now.
"Xiangyi, I miss you so much." Rong Shao said softly, "Since I thought you died, for a long time, I didn't dare to sleep, I was afraid of dreaming of you, dreaming of you alive, dreaming of those happy days we had together. I'm conflicted, I really want to see you, but I'm afraid to see you, because the dream is so beautiful, and when I wake up, there is nothing, I can't stand this gap, and for a long time, I feel like I'm crazy. I was really going crazy, I didn't know how long I could last, and I even thought crazy that it would be nice to have an identical girl by my side, and I was satisfied, but I didn't. I never saw you again, I didn't dare to go to the places we used to go to, I didn't dare to go back to our home, I didn't dare to think about anything about you, I could only torture myself constantly, I thought, I am not far from the day when I will go to find you. When the time comes, I will definitely kneel in front of you and ask for your forgiveness, I have caused you so much harm that I can't forgive myself myself. I don't care if I resent anyone, because I know that the person I should hate the most is myself, if you hadn't met me, you wouldn't have suffered so much, if you hadn't met me, your life would be very different, you don't have to go through this. I was very unwilling, I was really unwilling, at that time, my mother was very opposed to us dating, one because we were related by blood, and the other because of your mother. She can't let it go, and neither can I. However, after you got into a car accident, I was going to convince my mother that I would try to convince her with my life, and I thought, I was her son, and she wanted me to be happy. I don't want to choose, I'm afraid I'll choose you. My mother has suffered too much in her life, although many of them are self-inflicted, she trapped herself on death row, but, appropriately, no matter how many mistakes she makes, she is still my mother, without her, there would be no me, I don't want to give up on her. ”
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